h0niie gal

wow

2008-05-25T01:42:00.001-07:00

WOW !! II AM BACK TO THIS BLOG !!! WAHAHHAHAS.. just ferh fun, felt like updating a bit here.. so yea .. hahahas !! so nice to be bak here .. ! wahahhahas !! p0or blogg, being abandoned by miie .. muahahahs .. no ch0ice, the other blog's wayy much nicer .. hahahas .. =p the only thing ii like abt this blog is tat ii can change the fonts and the colors.. but the tag and all are alwaes nuisance ! =p okok , ii`ll try to c0me bak here as much as p0ssible laa .. ahahas .. =)

new blog

2008-04-10T19:40:00.000-07:00

ann0uncement : !!

ppl, please visit www.wretch.cc/blog/yukiyzy , my new blog !!
this blog wud still be in use, th0 .. hahahas ..it's a while new website, so just go and explore.. !! =D kinda interesting .. been wanting to create a blog dere ferh a VERY long tym alr , but has n0t familiarised with the whole web yet .. but n0w tat ii kn0w h0w to create a blog, ii did ! =Dfinally, like after a yr, ii g0t tat new blog dere , so pls visit every n0w nn then, but dd0nt forget this sweet blog here too ! =)

complaint

2008-04-07T19:40:00.000-07:00

awww , start of an0ther tiring and busy week .. haiiiss .. went ferh dance today , so skipped supp less0ns .. it's a really stupid system .
[COMPLAINING TYM! pls bear with it.. =p] see:
we choose either supp or cca , th0se who choose supp , uu get to learn , but uu lose cca points , uu cant get the full attendance. th0se who choose cca, uu get the full attendance , but uu dd0nt learn . so it's like, h0w are we g0nna choose ?! c0s for supp less0ns , teachers n0rmally give extra revision nn help , so it's we're really disadvantaged if we miss those lessons.. but they shudnt mark us as absent or not give us full attendance for cca if we chose to attend supp less0ns , COS THEIR LESSONS ORGANISED BY TEACHERS, ATTENDED BY PUPILS WHO WANNA LEARN. IT'S A SCHOOL ALMOST-COMPULSORY ACTIVITY !! SOME TEACHERS JUST WANT US TO ATTEND NO MATTER WAD CCA WE HAVE !! so it's really unfair .. cant they just st0p this system or let us step d0wn frm cca .. ??!!! so tat we dd0nt need to sacrifice one of these ... !! then , supp less0ns or cca, we end LATE . if dere werent these less0ns , we'd be hm late ferh a few days only, but if we attend supp less0ns, it's getting h0me late EVERYDAY . and these less0ns are after sch , so everyone is like dead beat , like darn exhausted alr , h0w are we ever g0nna do dead dull boring work and studies ?! and even if we endure the hrs , ii dd0nt mean paying attention and learning everything , just being dere , we'd be like in a DEEEEP COMA wen we get hm onto our beds , h0w are we ever g0nna complete our homeworks or study for tests for the next day ..?!! and , our workload is like, higher than mt everest, heavier than the biggest dinosaur ever, even if we escape the coma, we're never ever g0nna complete the homeworks by the next day, nn of course, we get told off by teachers! well ok , even if we do , it has to be doing them into the LATE WEE HRS of the night , and the result- slping in class the next day nn getting sc0lded by th0se teachers , AGAIN. it's like , it's n0t our fault , it's tat the system is just LOUSY , SHITTY . IT DOESNT BENEFIT US AT ALL , IN FACT , IT IS A GREAT HARM TO US .. !!!! nn the recess , a period has 40 mins, minus 5 mins walking tym= 35 mins. but why does the recess only haf 20 mins ?!! it's like , NOT FAIR ! AND TOTALLY HARMING OUR wadever organ tat needs the food in our body !!! the tym is broken up this way. teachers delay 5 mins, go to locker and toilet 5 mins , queue up for food 10 mins, we dd0nt even haf tym to eat , and then we are alr like getting late to assembly in the bloody scorching sun !! wad the hell is this ?!! so whrs the other half of the whole period ?!! evaporated ?!! it says in the time table tat recess is 40 mins !! it shares the same tym for a normal one period of less0n !! so why is half of our tym g0ne ?! and to whr ?!! and for wad use ?! does this sch really love to see us tortured ?! goodness , uu can never find a sch as sick as this , as pervertic as this , EVER . it's the WORLD'S ONE AND ONLY SUCKY SCH uu can ever enter . nn just count urself DEAD UNLUCKY tat this sch had a vacancy for uu to enter . ii'd rather go to hell , it's wayyyy more like HEAVEN compared to this horrible pig sty. no , pig sty has food , so it's worse than whrever uu can imagine !! ppl , warn ur younger siblings NEVER TO ENTER THIS SCH , uu dd0nt wanna see ur loved ones suffering , not in such a way . no .

THE END . =)

2008-04-06T19:14:00.000-07:00

OMG , HOW ?! II THINK II`M A GENIUS , AND IT'S UNDENIABLE .. !!! muahahhhaaaahahs !!! =p

why did ii say tat .. ? well , hahhas , c0s ii passed m0st of muh tests recently !!! (when ii didnt put in like MUCH effort to studyy .. ?)

so yea , ii passed muh CHEMISTRY, BIOLOGY and t0pped in class ferh chinese test .. ! =D dere were s0me others , ii think , but ii cant rmb wad .. hahahs .. havent g0t bak our vect0rs test , but h0pe ii pass , alth0 it's like ten marks g0ne for ALL OF US .. hahahs , but ii think if ii g0t all the front questions c0rrect , ii might be able to scratch a pass too .. =)
OH , GENIUS MIIE . =) so pr0ud of muhself , and so , it makes miie wanna w0rk even harder !! GO GO YUKIIII !!! =D

wanna idolise this genius here .. ? =p

went on a crazy sh0pping spree with aunt on saturday . she did the sh0pping , n0t miie .. hahahas . she wanted to buy some tees ferh miie , but ii didnt see any prints tat ii liked , nn so ii didnt get any .. ='( went to paragon first , got change her MIUMIU (this name really suck big tym) bag , then off to far east , had HANS , nn started sh0pping like mad .. she of course picked up lotsa treasures along the way , ii AIMED loads too .. =p we were ever sooo reluctant to leave the paradise , but oh , she has to go bak to tend the sh0p , c0s her pr0blematic staff alwaes has pr0blems cr0pping up nn has to take sudden leaves .. but , after closing the sh0p a lil earlier , we headed bak to orchard for the "late" night sh0pping .. the reas0n why ii say "late" is bec0s , yea , the malls operate a lil later than usual , abt 2 hrs m0re , that is , but it's still darn early !! like, 11pm ?!! hello , other countries' night markets or late night sh0pping malls operate till really the WEEEEE WEEEEEEE WEEEEEEEEEEEEE hrs in the night ! and when it's only till 11pm, SINGAPORE calls it "LATE" night sh0pping . goodness . anw, yup, bak to orchard, to WISMA , didnt get anth c0s even the "LATE" night sh0pping CLOSES EARLY . dere were hardly any sh0ps that were still open !! the only few pathetics were sh0ps tat we wont visit , like c0s their n0t attractive enuf .. ? uhhhh .. !@#$%^&* hm after tat . dead shaggy tired .. !!

we're bak together again!

2008-04-04T20:19:00.001-07:00

jogging ! healthy yea ..

2008-04-01T19:18:00.000-07:00

w0ooooho00oooo !!! ii finally went j0gging !!! alone .. hahahs , ard muh estate , pr0bably a little bigger than the distance outside sch tat we used to run , in 15+ min !!!! muahahahahhahs !!! so happy nn pr0ud of muhself !!! pr0bably c0s the wind was kinda strong , ii didnt really feel sick or too tired , it was kinda easy, ii t0t .. ii cudnt believe muhself either , wen ii saw the tyming on muh watch , but yea , tat's the fact , the real honourable fact !!!!! wahahhahahas !! ii`m g0ing madddd !!! muahahhahhas !! just wayyyy tooo happy !! feel so healthy all of a sudden , hahahs .. it's been a long tym since ii j0gged like tat , other than the dreadful 2.4.. ii dunno , been wanting to go jogging for a long tym alr , nn suddenly t0t of really doing it , since there wasnt much hw today, so ii g0t dressed and went on muh own ..! =DD ii t0t ii shud start living a healthier lifestyle, than just sh0pping nn computering all day.. it really felt great , running like tat .. all the w0rries , stress , unhappiness nn such recently has been thr0wn to an isolated area in muh mind while running , all f0rgotten ..! =) guess dere's a new way to let out muh feelings to be added into muh list (sleeping, singing, watching tv & laughing , eating) n0w : jogging ! =D woohooo !! clapclaps ferh miie!! =D
errhm , ii suddenly feel like asking all of uu out dere to start exercising too .. !! hahahs , sounds like some kinda weirdo , oh , so not miie .. wahahhahas .. =p

P.S: this is not an april fool's joke , ii`m seri0us , ii did jog !

aww , ii g0tta save up ferh piano less0ns after 'O's .. of course , ii`m g0nna work too , and h0pefully ii can go for other musical less0ns or even dancing less0ns .. =)

just wanna be a new miie when p0ly comes , dd0nt quite like the life ii live right n0w .. so yea .. =)

losing kim

2008-03-30T21:11:00.000-07:00

Is that really you? Or is it that we just don't know you well enough? Are we gonna lose you just like that?

Once a dart has been shot, it can be plucked out, but the scar will still be there, hard to be mended. Or, it may take forever to heal. Forgiving is only saying, but that memory would be the most difficult to erase from our minds. It's been all carved out already, it's irreversible.

Our concern for a good friend has been depreciated. Your callousness has hurt us deeply and disappointed us. It's really prickling and piercing.

Oh well, I don't know what to say. It's just too sudden, too unexpected. I know there's more than meets our eyes, but still, we have no answers to that unfamiliar you, the harsh words.

kim... wad's wrong with her ..

2008-03-29T13:07:00.000-07:00

wahhahas , finally , after 3 weekends of long wait , the first week with aunt suddenly having to tend shop for worker who took a sudden leave, sec0nd week having aunt with extremely bad sore throat, totally lost her voice, TOTALLY ! and third week was xy having cold and sore throat too. so finally, the fourth week, last night , WE GOT TO GO SINGING LAAAA !!! =)))) my throat wasnt feeling well, but muh voice was still alryt, just tat muh throat was stinging while ii sang .. hahahs .. no matter , as long as ii got to sing .. !! wooohoooo !! =DD

after the s-pop concert last week, ii g0t more obsessed with JAM XIAO .. =p kept looking up videos of him on youtube.. c0s he was just toooo entertaining .. yea , not talking much , not doing or showing much , but still being entertaining . in fact, m0re entertaining than those who talk and joke ard a lot , haahas .. it's bec0s of his quietness tat's funny .. wahahhahas !! and his dumbness .. ! tat's wad's cute and funny abt him .. =D erm , actually , ii didnt really look up much abt it , ii was watching the same videos again nn again , c0s muh laggy c0mp's taking too long to load a short clip , so one programme took miie hours or even m0re than a day to finish watching .. =p wadever . JAM XIAO. =)))

NAPFA was crazy .. why are schools asking us students to do all these ? not everyone is athletic or physical, esp miie ! =p goodness , it all caused unbearable aches all over muh body , esp muh dear tummy , frm doing th0se sit-ups ! cudnt even laugh properly !! gaahhhs .. ii did well for muh shutter run , hehehs .. and muh standing broad jump has improved, ii used to get real low , hahas .. and they even told miie tat ii managed to reach pretty far , just tat ii fell back with muh hands, so it wasnt counted .. goodness ..!! hearing tat ii went quite far, it kinda boosted muh confidence a lil' and ii`m g0nna try it again during PE. =)) ate at longjon with the girls after sch, chatted loads nn rushed off for ktv.

We've just started sailing the ship, happily, and now, we are facing a difficult obstacle. The ship wont just sink, we'll give our best to salvage it, we're really trying, my friend. Because we care... Unexpected things just happen throughout life, we just have to confront it. Our feelings are muddled up... Tired.

ice rain !

2008-03-27T19:33:00.000-07:00

omg, it was raining ICE today at bishan !! how many tyms in ur life can uu witness it in singapore ?! wahhahhas !!
we were having emath supp less0n in the afterno0n in the class , wen it started to pouring heavily. then we heard sth hard hitting against the metal shelter outside the windows , real loud , like stones hitting it .. so darreneng went out to take a look , and he found ICE CUBES raining down frm the skyyyy !!!! wahhahahahahhhaaas !!! we were like all sooo excited , nn started running outta the class to see the ice , even teacher .. hahahahs .. =))

after emath less0n , skipped physics nn went for a badminton game with the girls .. kim was abesnt frm sch today , having cramps and fever .. poor thing .. so yea , ii won katrina in our game .. !!! =DD chatted ferh a while nn hm after tat .. =)

萧敬腾也太可爱，太好笑了吧！！呆呆的！！ <3

2008-03-26T19:59:00.000-07:00

LATEST LOVE <3: 萧敬腾 JAM XIAO .. !!! =D

wah wah wahhh ... been very lazy nn too busy to c0me recently .. hahas ..

went ferh SPOP's concert last sunday, at singapore indoor stadium. it was a BLASTTTT!! was quite b0red at first , but muh main purp0se of being dere , enduring the boreness bef0re wad ii was anticipating , was to see JAM XIAOOO !!!! after seeing him , found him even cuter than ever !!!!! wahhahahahhas !!! he didnt talk much , of course , muahahahhahahahs !! but he d0es sing POWERFULLY !!!! =D it was heavens, listening to him sing .. !! =) then it ws ELVA XIAO , who also sang beautifully ! in the end , 发烧 won the songwriting c0mpetition .. =) the host asked JAM XIAO to say a few words , so he raised up his hand and did a V(twist) and said softly and dully:　“万岁．” ... CUTE. and it was his 21st bdae on tat dayyy !

last wednesday was supp0sed to be sports day , we all gathered at the stadium , and then it started to drizzle , shower , rain heavily , it was a storm .... waited and waited ferh at least 3 hrs , doing totally nth , kim nn ii doodling awae in our HARRYPOTTER world , nn the racist jokes ..! =p the rain started to subside a little , nn only then did the teachers release us , we cudnt continue with the sports day aniim0re , dere was only abt an hr or so left , dere was nth we can do .. yea , so the day was wasted away like tat ..

didnt go sch on thurs , terrible stomachache , ii dunno wad kinda stomachache it is again this tym , it was like cramp but ii wasnt having muh mense .. so ii stayed at hm , it g0t better in the evening , so went out with aunt .. she bot her gucci bag , by hook or cr0ok she just wanted it badly .. xy nn ii t0t it was wayyyy too c0mmon nn n0t very nice as a gucci bag, or a branded bag , so didnt wanna let her buy the previous timeS we went to see the bags .. but tat day ii was alone with her , xy wasnt dere with miie to persuade her into n0t buying , ii alone wasnt powerful enuf ..! she even made a reserve for the bag with the sales assistant , so yea , ii let her buy it eventually .. haiis .. went to DFS GALLERIA , nn of course , she bot m0re things again .. ate sushi nn hm . =)

and the week has been an0ther extremely hectic one again of course , tests nn such .. hais .. miserable things we are , having to suffer so much , but it's all ferh our future , so yea , g0tta work hard , alth0 ii`m n0t putting in too much effort yet .. hahhas , yeayea , ii'll try , ii'll start so0n .. =p

CHEERS PPL , AND TO JAM XIAO .. ! woooooohoooo !! =D

waking up late

2008-03-20T11:21:00.001-07:00

extremely tired these few days , nn ii cant wake up at all , alm0st everyday for this wh0le week , ii've been alm0st late everyday !! nn today , bad tummy , had a terrible st0machache for the whole day ! didnt go to sch then .. cudnt even go watch STEP UP 2 with the girls !! wad a waste ... !!! grr .. ! ii've alr watched water h0rse halfway alr .. hahahs , thru the internet .. wahahhas .. =)) ii`m sooo b0red today ..

g0nna go swimming with the girls tml , h0pe muh tummy d0esnt give miie any trouble again .. gaahhs .. ii wanna buy a new set of swimming costume !! mine's getting wayy to tight nn small ferh miie , suffocating miie .. !

aunt b0t miie a new pair of sandals .. ii dunno , like slippers or sth , in green .. =)) wahhahahas , sweet ..! =)

g0odness, sudden craving ferh HARRYPOTTER BKS all over again .. ii wanna reread it frm the start again .. =p lalas , ii`m g0nna go b0rrow it wen ii haf the tym .. hahas .. =DD in future , muh hm MUST haf a LIBRARY .. full of all HARRYPOTTER bks , sets of all the diff versions .. nn other storybks of course .. ii'd prefer th0se with series .. wahhahas .. then ii wont needa find too many stories , just a few can entertain miie for quite a while.. hahahs ..

ii dunno why ii`m always the one .. ii just dont understand . ii hate it too .. it all sucks . wadever ..
ii h0pe O levels gets over so0n , so that the poly term can start , nn h0pefully ii can start muh life anew , ii dd0nt wanna live muh life like tat again , ii wanna find ppl who really wants miie as a friend ..

nth special... as usual...

2008-03-17T20:16:00.000-07:00

o0ohhhhh, it's the start of a new term, AGAIN . goodness . one week has passed , in a BLINK , it was one tortorous h0liday, didnt get to rest much , or haf enough fun ... gahhh .. it was hw hw AND still hw (altho the HWs are n0t quite completed yet) .... cant blame miie , ii'm slow , nn the works are all very difficult .... like BOOOMMM BAAMMMMM BANNNGGGG .... wadever , crappppp ...

and the first day of sch wasnt a g0od start at all , ii g0t up late , nn was alm0st late ferh sch .... grrr .. sto0pid brothers took soooo lloonnngg to get ready , goodness .. dead sleepy in sch , esp after PE, wad with the 1.2 run, and the stations right after the run , all as training , we were all t0tally drained out .... gaaaaahhh ..

haiis , emath tml , h0l hw n0t finished yet , dunno h0w to do ... guess ii`m the only one who d0esnt kn0w ...! haiis , really g0tta buck up on muh emath , but HOW ? wen ii dd0nt kn0w anth abt it at all !!! since sec 1 .. !!! wtf ..

wad a sto0piid substance-less post this is ... just getting real b0red , nth to doooo at alllll ....

dead beat n0w , byebye , goodnight .

wahahhahas ! muh items haf arrived ! ii can collect them anytym n0w .. but ii`m still waiting ferh muh dear bag ... ! ii wanna change it asap , th0se ppl having the same bag as miie , g0sh , makes miie SICK & disgusted .. the bag is still beautiful , but th0se ppl insulted it .. thank goodness nn wadever that ii`m n0t carrying the other type , the DAMN comm0n type , ii might die .. !!! wadever , ii wont glance at th0se bags anw .. wahahahhas ...

CRRAAAAAAAAPPPP !!!!!!!!!!

unpleasant outing ...

2008-03-11T23:12:00.000-07:00

the outing with vien xy shaozhe darence ryan nn darreneng wasnt exactly pleasant at all.. ok , it was definitely UNPLEASANT , for miie alone, at least .. w0nder why in the pants of merlin did ii ever agree on an outing without another company for myself.. shudnt even haf went ......... ii waited ferh them at amk mrt, c0s we were g0ing down that direction , towards jurong .. read the harryp0tter bk muh bro borrowed but left aside while waiting .. it was a long wait , ii was pretty early .. =))))) hopped on to the train that they were in , nn met them . yea .. reached jurong , the weather wasnt too g0od .. that's myye first reason ferh the day spent n0t being too pleasant - extremely cold weather. kinda dampened muh m0od A LOT for swimming .. changed and braved the freezing icy cold waters .... ii had to get muh own float , no one to share with .. didnt even want one at first .. for the whole tym dere , ii didnt DARE sit on the float , merely just clinged on to it the whole tym. all the others were trying to overturn each other , esp miie ii guess , c0s ii had no bf as backup , so they cud easily bully miie .. and ii was floating alone on muh own the whole tym .. wayyy in front of them .. well yea , it was miie who sped up a bit to allow a distance , c0s it was awkward dere , with the 2 pairs of couples , had no one to acc0mpany nn to talk to , as usual .. so ii'd rather float alone , makes miie feel better than being neglected nn ign0red .. ii wasnt really ign0red , ii did feel existed , a bit too much , the attention was on miie , on h0w to overturn miie if ii were ever to sit on the float wen muh arms were dead tired and aching ... despite miie only clinging on to the float , n0t sitting on it , they still tried means nn ways to get miie "capsized" in the wave p0ol at it's deepest part .. ii was scared , nn ii really hated it , was quite angry abt it , plus the thot of why was ii even dere to make muhself feel so terrible , nn all tat feelings just made miie cry .. damn . bak to the lazy river to float a while m0re on muh own , then left ... changed nn headed to IMM for lunch+tea .. muh arms nn shoulders were aching like mad , frm all tat clining on the the float , without being able to sit on it nn relax , so tensed up the whole tym dere for fear of being overturned or sth by the others .. it was raining quite heavily , vien nn shaozhe left for IMM first by their bike , nn we had to train dere .. walked the distance frm mrt to IMM alone , again .. the whole day was like TOTALLY ALONE .. ii had, ferh quite a while , pulled muhself outta such misery but a stupid decision of mine to go with them ytd made miie remininsce all that feeling of being soooo ALONE .. ! eating at the fo0d court , ii hardly worked muh vocals . walked ard ferh a while , nn left IMM . someh0w they wanted to take a BUS frm jurong bak to bishan . goodness ….. ii had to endure an0ther long miserable hr ALONE . sat ALONE , of course.. it was like , n0body bothered abt miie at all , is that a g0od thing .. ?? ii mean , haf they never w0ndered why ii always tried to turn d0wn any sort of outing with them .. ? did they really think so simply tat it’s bec0s ii was lazy to go out , tat ii didn’t wanna sh0p at the places they wanted to , nn tat ii really wanted to stay hm nn do muh hw .. ? ohhhh .. wadever .. ii had nth to do , no one to talk to AT ALL on the bus , read the harrypotter bk , g0t tired nn slept the whole journey .. reached j8 , decided to to café cartel to grab a bite , hm after tat .. wad a dreadful day .. ii’ll never let muhself experience such a day ever again ! mistreating muhself so badly …

but on the other hand , on the other side , ii feel really neglected too , m0re nn m0re left out alr ..

ii haf received reassurance tym nn again that ii wasn’t being left out , but ii seri0usly am .. ii h0pe ii`m n0t feeling too sensitive , but ii really do feel this way , cant be helped ….

Cant believe ii’ve survived all these for m0re than a year alr , g0od thing ii`m one whose quite afraid of death without living muh life to the fullest yet , or ii’d alr haf g0tten the PR , at least , of the netherworld ..! ii w0nt die in peace if the reas0n was despair , only if it was that ii’ve finished all that ii ever want to do .. =)

disapp0inting results

2008-03-08T23:13:00.001-08:00

muh results were disapp0inting . esp muh 2 languages .. ii haf impr0ved a few marks ferh muh chinese , but it wasnt ideal yet , so ii really g0tta work hard towards it .. muh weakness for chinese lies in the compre , ii can understand the ques , but in chinese , in words , ii cant really express them .. so yea .. muh english , it was PARTIALLY muh fault that ii left first , and so the results were definitely n0t up to expectations .. it was wayyyyyy below wad ii shud've g0tten. damn. sth that comforts miie ferh muh english results was tat , ii kn0w ii knew h0w to do th0se ques , as ii've attempted them at hm then checked with the ans sheets . ii've calculated nn it's 16 marks ! ii knew h0w to do , only that ii dont haf tym , so this result d0esnt quite matter to miie , as long as ii kn0w it n0w , ii haf the abilities to finish that paper within the tym frame nn sc0re an acceptable grade .. =) only it d0esnt look very nice one the report card ...... =p and ii really haf to buck up on muh other subs , ii dd0nt wanna haf any regrets in future .. ii wanna be able to live the dreams ii want . ( altho ii havent really came up with one.... ) =DD

loads to say, but dunno h0w.

2008-03-06T23:32:00.000-08:00

hi ii`m here again .. ii think ii haf loads to say , but ii dunno h0w to put it , so ii've decided just n0t to say anth . anw , it's bed tym , yaaawwnn , nightnight ppl.....

JI member

2008-03-01T23:11:00.000-08:00

ALERT ALERT !! a JI member has escaped frm the detention centre in whitley road !!!!! dere's a piece of news in the papers , that 3 hrs bef0re he escaped , a van was stolen . a blue color singpore post van . this no0n , mum spotted a bunch of CIDs or casual-clothed officers surrounding a blue singapore post van at the carpark behind our kitchen.. that was bef0re we found out abt the news in the newspaper .. yup , so they were like staring at the van , then someh0w got someone to pry open the door or sth , nn started inspecting .. one of them took out a bottle of p0wder , to check for handprints on the van !! wooh00! h0w cool , ii`ve never really witnessed this s0rta thing in real life bef0re , only in HK drama series ! wahhaahhas !! okaes , as they were inspecting, an0ther police car came , this tym with uniformed officers .. w0w .. after walking and looking ard the van ferh a while , some of them went off , towards the void deck , nn the rest continued inspecting .. they havent left wen ii did , nn wen ii walked past the void deck , the grp of police that had walked off , were sitting at the table in the middle of some discussion , each with the same file in their hands .. was quite reluctant to leave muh hse , c0s ii wanted to see wad was g0ing on frm muh kitchen window .. ! hahhahas ..

met xy nn darence, went to bugis to get enyi's present , then bak to darence's hse to meet ryan nn fengyao , nn finally cabbed to pasir ris , the chalet .. first tym meeting little xingying(valerie) !!! omg , she is just soooooo cuuuttee !! the way she talks nn all .. she didnt really talk to miie at first , then after a while she was sorta glued to miie .. =DD so HAPPPPYYY .. ! =p hahahs .. the other little girl , elise , she didnt like miie at all , ii dunno why .. she was sooo shy , it was hard to talk to her , so ii hardly spoke to her , nn she was stuck with xy all the while .. so yea , we each had one cutey with us .. hahahs ! okaes , they were just DAMNNNN cute . =)
didnt really bbq , just sat dere nn waited ferh fo0d to come , the adults were doing the job , hahahs .. left at abt 11 , took 88 to popo's hse ..

okaes , ii`m jjust too lazy to blog much , but overall , had a great day YESTERDAY with the girls , nn today with that cutey xingying ! =)) nn ii`m extremely tired.

2008-02-22T23:37:00.000-08:00

it feels like , nn it seems like , everything's repeating itself all over again . for miie , at least . ii start wondering whr ii actually belong to , whether friends really treat miie as friends , & whether they are my friends ........ all these thought haf been flashing thru muh mind recently , c0s it seems like ii am alwaes the one who d0esnt kn0w wad myye friends are talking abt , ii just dont kn0w anything that they all do , which makes miie feel that ii d0nt haf a sense of belonging anywhere , nn makes miie feel lost . really . ii dont like this feeling , ii dd0nt wanna suffer nn suffocate again .. ii ddon wanna be feeling depressed nn unwanted again ..

spent 2 hrs at kfc chatting with the girls today . topic was mostly abt english . we talked abt h0w we felt abt english , nn ii shared with them muh childhood aspirations to be a writer .. =) ii swear , ii used to write really well , at least for a pri sch kid , ii did write better than many others , nn muh c0mpos are alwaes printed out and pinned somewhr in the class nn some kinda notice boards ard the canteen and the lib area ..! =D but ever since pri 6, ii met this eng tcher who's alwaes pressurizing us , having high expectations of us , nn alwaes forcing us to do english in a boring way like doing math .. nobody felt that english was one linguistic sub anym0re , nn m0st of us grew to dislike the teacher , nn furtherm0re , that subject .. we all refused to do her hw . that was when ii put d0wn muh pen , nn hardly able to hold it up again ever since .. ii've stopped writing loads whenever ii can , ii've stopped imagining weird ideas for muh compos .. ii haf sort of recovered myye interest nn passion for english nn for writing when mrs soh started teaching us , unfortunately , my penning skills are never regained .. ii cud haf all the grammar ii need , but ii had no m0re content , no m0re fresh nn interesting ideas nn twists in myye compos .. they're all dead nn boring nn flat .. the climax nn everything ii used to create for every of myye compo has disappeared .. it was kinda discouraging , nn depressing seeing mye work bec0ming such a standard , as compared to PRIMARY SCH . ii used to be able to write loads out of a topic like RUBBIN BIN . nn ii alwaes wrote abt RUBBISH BINS .. ii used to spend tym staring into the bin beside my study table nn just pick up a pen nn writing paper , nn ii starting scribbling contents into it. ii did . the contents of the rubbish bin , the uses of it , ii had things to write abt it . dere were also tyms wen tcher made us write situational stories , given a scenario to continue on , nn ii did horror stories that made chills go down my own spine ! "a chill went down my spine" , ii havent been using such a phrase for a LONG LONG TYM . ii was confident abt everything in english then , but n0w , it's getting all crappy .. ii've lost myye vocab , content , creativity , ideas , twists thru the storyline , skills . ii dd0nt even feel like ii shud belong to band1 like ii alwaes wud feel in pri sch .. urrgghhhh .. yepp , maybe ii shud start staring at this little bin beside myy comp desk n0w , nn think of things to write again .. ii really hope that being a writer wud come bak to miie as an aspiration ii want to pursue in future , just like it did for miie in the past .. ii want them all bak !!

okaes , so , for this whole week , it has been rather boring , nth outta the norms .. =/

ii wish sth p0pps up nn just spice up muh dead life a bit , myye life is soooo dull n0w .......

h0use HOPPING .. ! =D

2008-02-17T01:24:00.000-08:00

w0oho0 !! it's house h0pping day todae ! hahhas .. =p yupyup , as the name suggests , we h0pped frm one hse to an0ther .. =) my hse was supp0sed to be the first st0p , but c0s ii woke up late , nn ii think it's a bit too early , changed to darreneng's hse instead . been to his hse once , but havent really explored . met xy darence weilo0n aloy(who had purple wax on his hair , which of course made the hair purple , funny .) darreneng at funland , nn pr0ceeded to darreneng's hse .. s0meh0w , at his hse , his damn lame nn b0ring toys nn figurines just entertain miie alot ! ii was like lame-ingly playing with all th0se toys , shooting them ard , making sound effects nn doing lame things to the toys tat are as lame as the toys are themselves .. ! ryan nn zuoyang came up to meet us after abt an hr .. gambled a bit , then left his hse , to go to muh hse . =)) darence wanted to go cut his hair , with grays0n , nn xy had to tag along , so the guys followed miie to muh hse first . they wanted to haf mac bef0re going muh hse , nn so we did . ate , then cr0ssed over to muh hse . loadsa ppl were at muh hse , muh relatives nn all .. hahas , made miie duper high , hyper nn HAAAAPPPPYYYY !! =DDD the guys stayed c0oped up in muh c0zy but rather warm nn squeezy rm , c0s muh family's outside , they are shy guys .. hahahas ! played ard , watched a bit of video clips nn all .. spent quite a few hrs at muh hse .. left muh hse at abt 8pm for zuoyang's hse .. took 88 , reached , nn went to the coffee sh0p to buy YUSHENG.. finally , reached his hse .. it was spacious , rather empty , n0t many furnitures ard , nn dere were quite some ppl at his hse alr , his relatives .. his family is great ! they're all really hospitable , fun nn well to get along ! his mother is REEEEAAAALLLLLYYYY young , nn ii jjust cudnt absorb or accept that fact that tat woman whom ii alm0st tot was his sister is his MOTHER . omg . tooooo younngggg !!! nn she's still in pretty good shape ! she wasnt well dressed up, so it wasnt really the way she dressed tat made miie think she looks young , she just did . she looks REALLY VERY EXTREMELY young ! ii was so shocked to hear tat she's zuoyang's mother, nn ii kept staring at her , wondering h0w zuoyang nn his older sister cud've popped outta her tummy some ten yrs ago ! it's just unbelievable !!!! omg .... ohh wadever .. started the LAOYUSHENG , we were like crazy barbarians , really anih0w , nn after LAO-ing , we just ate straight frm the big plate tat contained our super untidy LAO-ed YUSHENG , wen dere were paper plates right in front of us .... started all the gambling .. xy aloy zuoyang nn one of zuoyang's aunt played mahjong , nn ii sat at a side watching , c0s ii seldom see aniione play .. the other guys nn one of zuoyang's uncle sat on the floor in a big circle nn started all the poka card games .. the whole place looked like a noisy nn crowded gambling den ! everyone was like shouting nn laughing ! ii didnt play any of the games , just watched , nn kept bombarding eggchan with loadsa questions tat he d0esnt kn0w why ii`m asking him .. ahhas .. then ii m0ved to a corner playing the psp , nn so didnt really joined in much of the fun , but nvm, being dere is fun enuf , c0s they're all shouting ard , ii kn0w wad's going on even without being in the games .. ahhas .. at last , xy nn darence decided to go , while the other guys cud stay nn c0ntinue gambling nn such .. they were g0nna watch football into the night too ! nn yea , with zuoyan's family dere .. c0s really , they wanted to continue playing too .. aww .. ii can stay , if only xy is staying too , c0s if she d0esnt then ii`m the only gurl nn it's weird .. ? but she cann0t . she tried calling her mum nn begging her , but of course , to no avail , tat's why ii`m forced to come hm , nn having to miss out the fun the guys wud be having right at this m0ment .. omg .. i hate it , why am ii n0t a guy ? or why am ii n0t a gurl who d0esnt mind hanging ard with ALL guys .. ? then ii wudnt haf to miss out all the fun EVERYTIME . c0s ii CAN , but it's weird without an0ther girl acc0mpanying miie , so ii CANT . cabbed hm, c0s the last bus had left alr , it was abt 12 then .. nn yea , bak hm , MISSING OUT ALL THE FUN . but overall for today , ii`m HAPPPYY !! =D

first nc16!

2008-02-15T23:32:00.000-08:00

II WATCED MUHH FIRST NC16 MOVIE TODAYYY !!!! =DD hahahs .. yeps , after sch , rushed hm to change while wt kim nn nana attended their eng remedial less0ns , then cabbed to the grand cathay which c0sts 11 whole big fat bucks !!! frm amk to dhoby ghaut ! goodness , governments are really bloodsuckers !! scary .... okaes , queued nn the girls came frm j8. wt kim nn ii bot the tix for JUNO , c0s we're all officially 16 ! =p muahahahahs .. it's quite a boring sh0w , no climax or wadever .. nth like surprising , just a really "sm0oth-sailing" kinda typical m0vie .. yup ..
dinner at longjohn with only nette nn wt after the m0vie , talked abt loadsa crappy things , AS USUAL .. hahahahs ! =D
bak to popo's place , hung ard nn n0w , hm.

ii`m dead beat so n0t talking too much .. g0tta slp early , g0nna go HOUSE HOPPING tml , with some 2e3`o6 ppl .. =)

nitenite , guess ii`ll dr0p by an0ther tym to update uu guys abt muh torturous nn BORING life n0w . grr . =p

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

2008-02-10T23:27:00.000-08:00

WOOOOHOOOOO !!! HAPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PPL !!! WAHAHHAHHAHAS !! YUKI IS SUPER DUPER SUPER SUPER HAPPY AND HIIIIIGGGGHH !!! YEAHHHHSSS !! =DD

yepyep, it's finally new year !! =)) been counting d0wn , nn finally it's here ! FINALLY !! all the highly anticipated ANGBAOS and FOOOOODDD !! =)) omg omg omg !!! ii jjust cant settle down !!! muahahhahahaahahas !! jjust toooooo excited !! wahhahahas !! okaes , ii dunno wad to sayyyy .... !!! hahahas ..

after sch on wednesday, went swimming with the gurls, nn REUNION DINNER !! the food is wad makes miie happy, n0t the ppl ii`m g0nna spend the evening with. definitely not. after dinner, went to chinatown for the countdown, to see the firecrackers nn get the mood boiling... hhhahahhahahahas !! met xy nn the rest after the countdown nn as usual , took lotsa pics! =) [[dd0nt think ii`ll be uploading, too lazy..]]

seriously, this post is g0nna be quite random , nn anih0w , cos ii`m kinda lost for words , too happy nn high .. WAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAS..

nn somehow , ii still think everything's too rushy nn sudden this yr , most of us arent too ready yet .. !

nn ii kept losing muh things. first , xy broke muh handbag ferh cny , second , muh schbag also broke, and lastly, ii lost muh beloved new belt , AT THE LAST MIN ! ii t0t ii left it in the car , so ii didnt get it , c0s anw ii haf to get onto the car to go out , but wen we were all ready to go , ii cudnt find the belt on the car !!! grrrr .. ! aaaaand dere was a big fuss outta it , ii didnt wanna leave without finding muh belt , nn in the end , had to grab an0ther one , which is of course nice , but a bit clashy with the other colors ii had on miie alr .. gahhhh ... wadever ..

first day- visiting nn collecting angbaos, chun dao he pan.
second day-visiting nn collecting angbaos nn gambling a bit, watched CJ7 with the whole family !
third day-visiting nn collecting little angbaos, chun dao he pan.
-went to a relative's hse , ii dunno who , which was rather huge , bigger than nana's , maybe , but dere were definitely m0re rms .. she had a daughter , an only one , nn 2 weeks bef0re cny , the daughter wanted 2 huskies , nn so muh relative g0t 2 huskies ferh her daughter . we saw it , it was still white , the grey fur havent really darkened out yet , so they looked somewhat like little polar bears !!! really really extremely CUUUUTTTTEEEE !!! aunt held one in her hand like holding a real baby , nn rubbed its tummy , nn tat little doggy wrapped its arms ard aunt's hand !!!!! its paws are totally white , n0t those black ones , so they look like round furr balls ard aunt's hand ... OMG ........ ii wasnt carrying muh fone with miie , had to walk quite a distance to get it frm myye bag in the living rm .. =p
fourthday-SENTOSA for the flower gallery thing . =)) took loadsa pics . =)

okaes , finished random-ing alr . =)
byebye .

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALLLL again !! =DD

after a week again , to bishan hm.

2008-01-30T19:27:00.000-08:00

"好累啊！" & "very tired...!" haf alr bec0me the c0mmon quotes hanging by every corner of everyone's mouths nowadays. yeps , we're all exhausted, frm schooling, work , nn all the stress ! tat's the reas0n (more like an excuse) why ii hardly blog, I`M TIRED, and LAZY. yet another hectic, busy week has passed , didnt post on the weekend, was too held up by all the other things ii had to do .. like , preparing ferh CNY ! sh0pping ard , getting the things we need ferh CNY , hunting ferh this nn that .. gahhs , nn ii haf yet to get muh dress !! we'll be heading d0wn to far east tml , to do s0me m0re shopping .. !! =D hope ii`ll find muh dress , awww ..

it's a wednesday today . went to do CIP at the bishan hm ferh the intellectually disabled .. ii was really scared to go dere , to go near the residents dere .. ii mean , n0t tat ii think they are dirty or tat ii despise them , it's tat , ii dunno h0w to c0mmunicate with them , h0w to help them , ii dd0nt haf tat patience ! ii jjus didnt kn0w h0w to handle them , like , wad if ii pr0voked them ?! these ppl are sensitive ones , ii wudnt kn0w wad to do .. ! walked dere as a class after sch , seperated into grps -one ferh cleaning up the canteen area , one to do up the garden , and the last one , which ii was in , had to do the activities we planned , with the residents in the home . yups . we were brot upstairs to the third floor , whr the ladies dwell . pr0bably bec0s girls are less aggressive , it wud be easier ferh us to handle them . stood by the corridor nn waited to go into the rm nn start the activities with th0se residents . as we waited , we heard a voice frm the second floor , a man screaming , nn banging on things . luckily we gurls except ferh huanni , didnt look down . a man was running ard . NAKED . as the corridor wasnt quite wide , we cud easily glance at the storey downstairs , nn see the naked man running abt , the guys covered us . they just sto0d dere to block our view frm frm seeing obscene things .. great , pr0tective nn gentlemanly guys they are , our class guys . =)) okaes , we were led into an area , like a little "gallery" whr we had a view of the hall downstairs .. residents were practising on stage , CNY songs nn perf0rmances .. ii was really scared , didnt dare go near the women sitting dere waiting ferh us .. but after a while , ii eased a bit , nn got along pretty well with th0se ladies .. they were all middle aged women , poor them .... let them do some coloring nn drawing of cards . =) on of them drew a house , nn wen asked wad that is , SHE SAID IT WAS HER HOME , BISHAN HOME. really touching ! awwww ... hahhas . as the session came to an end , ii was feeling unexpectedly reluctant , didnt wanna leave , still wanted to haf m0re fun with the residents dere , altho it wasnt easy c0mmunicating with them .. hahas .. had a de-brief , walked bak to sch , nn hm .

seriously , ii didnt want to enter that hm at all at first , was really nervous , ii didnt know wad wud happen next , h0w ii was going to hand th0se ppl in dere .. but as we interacted , ii got to kn0w tat they are nice ppl , only tat their mentality is of kids much younger than they really are .. seeing the smiles on their faces that we brought to them , made miie feel proud , nn a tingling bit of touched .. =D it feels good to do sth meaningful like this .. ! =))

my 16th birthday!

2008-01-20T10:09:00.000-08:00

HAPPY SWEET 16TH TO MIIIIEEEE !! yepyep , ii've turned 16 , ytd ! =)) ii can watch nc16 , ii can go for underage parties at pubs nn clubs , nn ii can bully m0re ppl younger than miie !! =D muahahahahhahas ! celebrated myye big day with the gurls ytd .. supp0sed to go ice skating , but a few cudnt make it , so the others werent much in the mo0d to go alr .. so we decided to go watch 27 dresses .. =) the screen at the box office said the tix ferh our movie's sold out , but nette decided to ask the man at the counter again , nn he said dere were still 5 seats left on the first row ! wooohooo! rushed down to giant to purchase our snacks nn wadever , nn rushed bak up again , in tym to catch our movie .. it was really a nice m0vie ! =) went to the rooftop after the movie , nn the gurls were trying so hard to light the muffins/cupcakes they g0t ferh miie , but the wind was too string , so only managed to light up one .. hahahahs .. nvm , blew it , THEN made a wish .. hahahas ! they tried to spray the whip cream on miie , the one we bot for kim's bdae , but it's expired or sth , so they cudnt spray it on anyone .. hahahs .. kim had to rush hm , so the rest of us just walked ard for a bit , nn packed dinner to eat at the rooftop .. they went hm , nn ii went to chinatown to meet muh family after tat .. =))

ohyea , the gurls gave miie a beautiful scrapbk! why issit beautiful ? c0s dere are loadsa pics of MIIE inside mahh .. hahhas , just joking .. hahas , it is beautiful , bec0s it's made by them , with their own efforts . tat scrapbk c0sts m0re than everything else , to me , it is PRICELESS . THANKS DEARS ! lovesloves ! =D

altho we didnt go to the highly anticipated (by miie) ice skating , but ii did enjoy muhself LOADS, bec0s ii was with this bunch of great girlfrens , they just make miie happy !! =)

ohyah , THANKS to vien , xy nn darence too , ferh tat sweet mug they gave me .. (cant bear to use it , it'll be a display in muh hse , hahahas ! ) =p

and and and , of course , ii wont ferget th0se who sent me their well wishes nn wished miie happy bdae early in the morning ( nn whom also woke miie up by doing so) ! =D

THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! =p

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh ii`m 16 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wahhhhahahahahahhas !!!!!!!!!! ppl out dere , be careful !!! ii`m 16 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wahahahhahhahas !!!!!

another friday

2008-01-18T14:14:00.000-08:00

it's a friday again . an0ther tiring and hectic week has passed .. havent been free to come blog .. gahs . thrashed with loadsa work ! dere's this idiotic eng pr0j .. ohhhh , ii miss mrs s0h !!!

fone's lcd cracked on wednesday , went down to wheelock's nokia to get it repaired , with nana to repair her toilet bowl fone . ahahas .. but the person told us we haf to pay , even with warranty , it's stated in the warranty card , tat if the fone is wet , or pr0bs with lcd , cant be fixed ferh free . gahs ... so nana came to muh ahma hse , sold her fone , c0s some retailers do take in spoilt fones , even fones tat've took a dip in the pool of urine nn shit . they are noble huhh. =) aunt lent miie her 6110 to use , while ii g0tta think of wad fone ii wanna change tat's within budget .. ii`m considering 6110, c0s the camera's pretty good , nn ii like the front camera , but ii just dd0nt like the looks of the fone , the size nn everiithing , ii just wanna change to sth totally different , slim nn sleek , nn nice. I WANT A FONE WITH FRONT CAMERA , WHICH IS SLIM , SLIMMER THAN MY 6280, AT LEAST , OR NICER IN THE DESIGN . FUNCTIONS .. NOT TOO COMPLICATED ONES ARE PREFERRED .. quality of speaker d0esnt matter much to me , ii`m n0t like th0se guys who love blasting music on the buses nn everiiwhr ! so , ANY RECOMMENDATIONS ? =)

myye mind is at a total loss , ii dunno wad to do , wad to buy . so many things to cho0se frm frm th0se blogs , none in the real shopping malls . pr0bably c0s ii've seen nicer things on the blogs , so th0se normal things out dere dd0nt attract miie much aniim0re .. hahhas . anyways , THE OWNER OF THE WHITE SHIRT II ORDERED SMSED ME , NN TOLD ME THEY DONT PRODUCE THIS SHIRT ANYMORE !!!!! WAD SHUD I DO ??!!! OMG , II'VE BEEN WAITING NN WAITING , SO EXCITED TO GET MUH SHIRT NN TRY IT ON NN ALL , BUT SHE SUDDENLY TOLD ME THEY'VE STOPPED PRODUCING ?!! OMG .... I GAVE HER MUH ACC NO , SO TAT SHE CAN TRANSFER BAK THE MONEY , BUT IT'S STILL NOT RECEIVED YET . OMG , II'M GETTING SO PANICKY NOW ...... AHHHH .... OHYEA , PPL, DO HELP ME KEEP A LOOKOUT FERH SHIRTS SIMILAR TO THE ONE II WANT . ii've p0sted a pic of the shirt bef0re , so just scroll down nn see that white shirt , nn help me lookout for it kkaes ? =))

just got hm frm sch , learned new topic ferh emath , love this teacher so much , compared to that lingSHIT . the way this one teaches , steady , just the right speed , really clear nn understandable , nn n0t so sarcastic nn evil , AND , d0esnt look like a bloody evil ugly disgusting irritating TOAD. didnt go ferh cca fair . =) on the way hm , saw a really strange sight across the sky . ii dunno h0w to describe , nn ii cant draw it out , so yea .. it's just strange . like ..... strange laa !! ii kept staring at the sky , while cr0ssing the road , nn g0t horned by the driver. gaaaahh .

kkaes , g0tta go alr , buhhbyes . !! =)

wow , been lazy to come !

2008-01-13T18:52:00.000-08:00

wow .... ii havent been here ferh quite a while alr .. hahas . been extremely lazy , nn busy of course .. what with all the hw nn exhaust .. well okays , ii did use the comp , but was rather lazy to do much typing .. hahas .. =p

lunched with the gurls at one 0f balestier's BAK KUT TEH on fri afterno0n . we didnt kn0w which one to go , dere were quite a number of them .. the one tat ii wanted to go was at the coffee sh0p outside muh pri sch , it's the BLACK color s0up type .. errm , ii guess tat's the h0kkien one .. yups . but we went to an0ther one down the road , which has a really aged , yet beautiful nn vintage interior .. it wasnt designed on purpose to be tat old , it WAS tat old . we t0t such an olden style might bring us m0re delicious nn traditional BAK KUT TEH . but yea , it was a disapp0intment .. wad we had was TEOCHEW style bak kut teh , which ii didnt like . the pepper taste was too heavy tat the original taste was lost , nn the meat was too hard , not the hard yet tasty nn Q tat sort of hard but just tat infuriating kind of hard , whr it's hard to sink ur teeth in .. yeps .. we had a discount , ii haf no idea why , pr0bably they tot us cute , to visit such a place , to taste such food tat ppl n0wadays wont bother to .. ppl n0w want things f ast , convenient nn at places COMFORTABLY WITH AIRCON , derefore no one wud bother g0ing to places like the one we've been .. left tat place , walked d0wn the street to arrive at HOUSE OF TAU SAR PIAH . ii bot quite a variety of tau sar piahs ferh mum . =)) it's really tasty !! omg . 3 yrs in bhps , been walking ard balestier so much but ii actually didnt realise all these sh0ps ard balestier .. bllaaahhh ... nette's hse after tat . played TWISTER . it was hilarious ! ferh kim , at least , she kept laughing non-stop nn so failed to put her limbs properly on the patches of color she was directed to , kept felling down ! errms , we've taken pics , of our m0st unglam poses ! hahahahahhaaas !! hm after tat .. =)
ahhh , had a really nice nn happening day with the gurls , great tym ! =) it's our day on fridays ! =D

worked with nana on saturday , slacked a bit .. no one wants to take the flyers ! nette nn sammy came to meet us during lunch , nn left ferh their tuition .. nana nn ii came up with a plan to make ppl take . one of us pretended to be like everyone else , shopping nn going up the escalator .. we wud take lead on the escalator , take the flyer , nn most of the ppl at the bak , seeing th0se in front taking , wud accept the offer too !! =) nn an0ther idea of mine was , ii wud take a small stack of flyers , take the escalator with the crowd , try to squeeze in between them to pass thru , nn then hand them the flyer after they've made way ferh miie . they cant run , ii'll just be standing dere beside them till they take , or till we reached the other end of the escalator .. hehes , genius eh ? =p finally , tym's uppp !!!! returned the flyers nn took our first payyyy !! wahhahahahs ! $40 , cold hard cash ! yeaaaa !! g0nna spend them on muh new yr clothes , save the remaining ferh after Os . =)

okays . nth m0re to say alr .. ii shall be bak wen ii wish to , nn wen tym permits miie to . =) uhm , tat wud depend on the teachers , the amt of work they pile up upon us . =p so llooonng , ppl . =D

sch re0pen , ii`m in sec 4.

2008-01-03T17:38:00.000-08:00

hii !! it's the sec0nd day of sch alr, nn it's all been kinda confusing , new teachers , lotsa things to s0rt out all over again .. nn h0mework's starting to pile up !! m0nstrous days are abt to start , n0w tat we're in sec4 alr .. gaaaaah !! ii was late wen meeting vien ytd m0rning , c0s the bus came at a different tyming , n0t the usual tym , nn ii missed the earlier one .. yupps .. was quite in a happy nn excited m0od , but dreading the h0meworks laa .. hahas . =p

went to collect spects nn br0t pepper to the vet after tat .. as usual , v0mitted alot , car sick .. ii meant pepper , n0t miie .. hahahas ! the skin at the sides of his n0se is peeling , dunno why , but he d0esnt look uncomfortable abt it or wad , so br0t him to a vet .. d0c says he has infection .. haiis , he's alwaes sniffing ard , no matter wad it is, he wud give it a sniff , even if it's sth tat he's alr familiar with ! ahh , naughty pepper .. po0r thing ..

today. met our new emath teacher .. hahahhahahas !!! we are n0t with LINGSHIT alr !! muahahhahahs !! YEAHHHHHSSS !!! wahahhahahahs !! finally !!! tat sarcastic piece of smelly SHIT !!! muahhahahahahahhas !! we g0t mschew , the old one .. she's good , explains kinda clear , but jjus a bit naggy , longwinded actually .. hahahs .. she laughs alot , m0re to herself , c0s we dd0nt find it quite funny .. hahahs .. aniiwaes , she's truckloads , nono , PLANEloads better than tat men0pause piece of sarcastic smelly shit w0man !!!!! =D
mrs s0h's left , miss seah's taking over . w0w , frm band4 , she g0t promoted to teach the band1 .. but she sucks . seriously . lame nn wadever .. so n0t mrs s0h-ish . made us do some childish ice breaking thing , wen we're in sec4 nn we kn0w each other alr ..! omg . ii cant stand it , ii dunn0 h0w we're g0nna endure the rest of the year with her as our english teacher ! ii guess ii might flunk with her help .. ii'd prefer sharifah , strict but better , d0esnt do childish nn lame nn n0nsensical things , nn .. ahhhh ! jjust better in many ways alth0 n0t as ideal as our mrs s0h laa ! the rest of the teachers , so far , are still the same , except maybe ferh hist0ry .. yups ..

ABT NEW YEAR CELEBRATION TAT DAY , ii`ll keep it brief , c0s ii`m lazy .. hahhas .. bbq-ed , played the sparkles at the playgrd nn c0ntinued bbq-ing .. had fun , enj0yed , laughed nn chatted .. =)) wrote our resolutions d0wn , stuffed them into a glass bottle nn buried it .. hahahs . =) g0nna open it next yr , nn see if they are achieved . =) the rest left , ii stayed over at nana's hse .. did a bit of hw here nn dere , but actually , we were c0mputering m0st of the tym .. watching HEROES , m0seschan nn jjus used the c0mp .. slept at 8am , nn w0ke up at no0n , went hm after changing , nn c0llapsed onto muh bed , c0ntinued to slp ..

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008 !!!!!

2008-01-01T00:46:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2OO8 PPL !!!!! =D

wahhahahahas ! at kat's hse n0w , ii`m the only stayin at nana's hse .. the rest left alr .. stayed to do hw together .. hahahs . ltr then start laa .. ahhas ..

hmms , ii`ll blog abt today wen ii get hm tml afterno0n . =))

c0mp's fixed

2007-12-30T23:46:00.000-08:00

ok. muh c0mp's fixed. finally . ii dunno the difference , ii only kn0w many things are missing ! all the softwares we've downloaded are g0ne . all muh nice fonts are gone . all the microsoft offices are gone. g0tta redownload nn install all these alr .. g0odness , it's such a hassle ! so much to do ! all the online sh0pping sites are gone ! shit. ii ferhg0t which is the one ii got muh shirt frm , the shirt tat ii ordered !! nn the blog tat has the bag ii wanted !! ii think ii recorded them in muh fone .. hahas . good thing muh own pics nn songs arent deleted .. =)

II CANT WAIT FERH TML AGAIN !!! IT'S GONNA BE NEW YR !!! g0ing nana's hse with the gurls ferh bbq , nn to countdown . =D h0pe kimkim can go , it wont be fun with one pers0n less.. !!!

nana's hse ferh hw.

2007-12-28T18:20:00.000-08:00

hello. ii`m at nana's hse n0w .. just did elearn with the girls . hahahs , we didnt really do , only kim nn weet0ng did , then the rest just used their ans .. muahahhahhas .. =DD tried to do hw , but were playing nn laughing ard instead .. nana's bro came hm with his frens , it's his bdae today .. dere were some girls , his juni0r , dancing outside the rm nn we were like laughing at them , nn wen ii went out with nana to send kim weet0ng nette nn sammy hm , one of the gurls called miie . it was JIAYEAN . muh pri sch fren !! ii didnt rec0gnise her , ii cudnt see her face wen they were dancing , it was kinda dark dere .. gahs . wth , nana's bro fren is myye fren !! nn nana said she came here quite a num of tyms liiao .. goodness , meeting muh fren in an0ther fren's hse , nn .. wadeva , so weird !! gaaaahhhh .. !!

okaes , the rest haf left , muii nn ii are still here .. ii wanna complete muh hw !! ii cant complete at hm c0s ii dunno h0w to do , but d0wn here with frens ii wud jjus wanna haf fun .. gahs . wadeva , g0tta complete it ALL (h0pefully) by today larhhh !!

aiiy0hhhhhh , it still feels soooo weird !!! c0s jiayean's d0wnstairs , nn ii`m up here , nn ii kn0w she's dere , nn we're n0t like hanging ard nn doing wadeva ppl do wen they meet old frens .. like , wad do they do actually .. ?? uhm .. gaaaaaaaahhhhh .

xmas till n0w.

2007-12-27T23:47:00.000-08:00

gahs , haf been lazy to come ferh the past few days .. =p

xmas , met up with the gurls ard evening , wearing cl0thes tat matches our XMAS THEME , went ferh dinner at pastamania , squeezed ferh a while at orchard road .. the gurls didnt like all the squeezing , so decided to leave , didnt kn0w whr to go , so we just st0pped at a random bus st0p in bishan area , waited ferh 12am , finished up the champagne , nn hm .. gahs . altho ii didnt think it was much fun , c0s ii wanted to be at orchard with the squeezing cr0wd =p , but yea , it was mem0rable , nn at least it wasnt too bad , c0s ii was with muh bunch of guls ..! =D of course , took loadsa funny pics , ii havent got them, the others haf ii guess .. hahahs .. wad a christmas celebrati0n , no one can ever think of celebrating it like that ! we haf the brains nn creativity .. ! =D muahhahahahahs ..

today , or rather , since last night , fever came kn0cking on MY door . shucks , yea , ii g0t fever , a slight one tho , but feeling just as terrible as the last tym ii had the fever .. bed ridden ferh alm0st the whole day .. took panadol nn just kept sleeping nn waking up , sleeping then waking up again .. tat's wad happens to miie wen ii fall sick , ii cant sleep ferh m0re than an hr or 2 . ii forced muhself to slp , n0t tat ii`m really tired or wad , but if ii stay awake , ii'd feel terrible , so ii had to go to slp , but it never lasts .. gahhs .. luckily ii had a 2 pretty nice dreams during th0se one or 2 hrs ii slept .. hahahhahs !! shant say this one either .. =p felt soo sooo soo much better in the evening , ii cud wake up to haf a drink nn to bathe , nn at abt 8 , ii felt energetic alr .. called mum nn met her at tpy central , to make muh new spects . ii was late , c0s afterall , ii`m still a sick patient ok ! g0tta do things a bit slowly , or else , like the last tym , ii pant alot , get outta breath for m0ving a little muscle .. so yea , cabbed instead .. ii didnt haf muh spects on , even if ii did , muh degree's increased so ii cant see with this old spects , nn it was dark , ii saw the green light nn ii jjust hailed . dere were 2 green lights , the one tat reached miie first , nn which ii boarded , was MERCEDES taxi . it was $3.20 wen ii b0arded . gosh . bomb . the driver was kinda chatty , in a friendly manner , but ii didnt kn0w wad to reply him ! felt weird .. reached , it was $6. dere g0es muh m0ney . haiiiis ... wadever. tested muh eyesight , right side remained- 170, left side increased 50 degrees to bec0me- 170 degrees too . =( soo deep .. gahhs .. saw a nice BRONZE colored one , but still preferred aunt's old frame , so ii`m g0nna use tat one .. she hasnt wore this pair bef0re , c0s she said the degree was a bit odd , made her feel really giddy , nn a few weeks after buying it , she's decided to do lasik , so she d0esnt need it aniim0re .. hahhas .. for the whole tym at the optic , mum was g0ing like, "make contact lens lah , n0t scary de larh , n0t scary de lahh , why xy dare to try uu dd0nt dare ....." grr , driving miie crazy . ii dunno if ii shud , ii dd0nt think ii'd dare to , altho ii really wan to wear it .. gahhs .. wadever. done with the glasses , popo's place after tat .

mum passed miie a red packet with $50 inside , aunt janny nn uncle dave gave miie , AS XMAS PRESENT ! they didnt kn0w wad to get miie nn gor , so gave us $50 each . younger bro g0t a watch nn a rem0te control car .. YEAHHH !! II HAF $50 MORE TO SPENDDDD !!! WOOHOOOO !!!and n0w , maybe after receiving tat $50 angbao , ii feel at my best condition ! =)) ii`m n0t sick alr , ii dd0nt feel sick nn ii dd0nt haf fever aniim0re . =)

okaes , g0nna go nana's hse to do hw tml . =)

xmas eve's eve. =)

2007-12-23T20:13:00.000-08:00

ii jjus g0t hm . went to collect the skinnies ferh muhself nn the gurls . hahas , it was raining heavily , nn ii b0arded the mrt !!! =DD finally , ii g0t to take the mrt wen it's raining heavily outside .. hahhahas!!
amk hub ferh GIFT HUNTING after c0llect the skinnies .. didnt really hunt , dere were only th0se few gift sh0ps , so ii dd0nt needa hunt ferh long , but had to SQUEEZE nn get SQUASHED alot .. gahhs .. human traffic JAM is everiiwhr !! cudnt find anth within budget , either th0se are left with displays nn are in bad conditions , or dere's nth nice or usable abt the things .. so ii went a bit bey0nd the budget .. =p but it's sth nice , nn the words on it is meaningful ..! =))

AND II CANNNTTT WAIIT FERHHHH TMLLLLL !!!!! WAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAS !!!

hmms , did ii mention , tat aunt alr bot the blak bagpack frm bugis ferh miie .. ? hehehes .. ii went bak dere with aunt nn xy ytd night , the lady rec0gnised miie , nn said she was sh0cked tat ii really went bak to get the bag , so gave miie quite a disc0unt .. frm $45 , to $40 , then to $38 .. =)) xy g0t a liquid eyeliner , she didnt want a bag .. yeps ..

so , ii havent d0ne muh hw ! was supp0sed to do today , but had to collect the skinnies , nn since ii was out , went to get the present too .. came bak , nn ii t0t the rm , or rather , jjus muh bed alone , was in a TOTAL MESS ! cudnt stand it , cleared up a bit , nn n0w , a day has gone by , wasnt a waste of tym , but still , ii cudnt do muh hw !! ii must get it d0ne bef0re newyr c0untd0wn !!

AND AGAIN , II CANNNTTT WAIIITTT FERRRHHHH TMLLLLL !!!! WAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAS !!! =DDD

still very at a loss!

2007-12-21T16:32:00.000-08:00

ii`m still very at a loss !! aunt's g0nna bring miie to bugis at night , later . gosh , shud ii really get the bag .. ??!! wad if she d0esnt wanna get it ferh miie wen the set of harryp0tter bks comes out .. ?? BAG OR BKS .. ?? BAG OR BKS ? BAG OR BKS ??!!!!!

OKAYS , ii bot the blouse alr , but ii`ve g0t to wait ferh 2 weeks . gahhs .

then the blue bag . REALLY , shud ii get it .. ???!!!!

nn the br0wn vintage bag . SHUD II USE MUM'S OR GET THE NEW ONE .. ?!!

okaes , ii've g0tta do hw , fast !! ii really dunn0 h0w to start .. gahhhhhss ..!!! emath , ii thik ii've g0t to do tat first , then chinese nn chem . ii'll leave bio to the last .. ii dd0nt even kn0w if ii can complete any of it .. !!!!
SO MUCH TO DO , SO LITTLE TYM !!!!

ah , this sh0ws it , ii`m n0t a decisive pers0n at all . grr .
ii hate it n0w . everiithing . wadever .

ii had a dream , a VERY VERY NICE DREAM . =) better than all the harryp0tter , spiderman nn wadever ones .. =))))) unfortunately , mum w0ke miie up at the climax . arggh ! ii g0t bak to slp after tat , the dream didnt c0me bak , nn wen ii w0ke again , ii cudnt rmb tat dream alr .. only some parts of it .. it just felt sooooo real !!! =D wish ii cud dream of this dream every night . =)))

ii`m sooo troubled ... abt wad to get ..

2007-12-20T23:18:00.000-08:00

OKAES , WHITE BLOUSE IN THE PREVIOUS POST , II BOT IT . ON MYYY OWNNN !!! HAHAHHAHAHHAS !! II ORDERED IT ON MYYYY OWN !!!! =DD so ii`m really scared n0w , c0s ii dd0nt kn0w if ii wud get it d0ne correctly .. hahhas .. ii ch0se bank transfer , which is worse , ii might type in the wr0nt acc num !! but ii dd0nt wanna waste muh tym meeting up jjust to pay ..

AND NOW .. II HAF LOADSA THINGS TO DECIDE ON . SHUCKS . WHY ARE DERE SO MANY CHOICES TO A THING .. ?? GAHS .. !!

first , aunt wants to get miie sth better ferh xmas , to make it up to miie , c0s ii cudnt go to hk with them . ii saw a SET of harryp0tter bks ytd at popular , but the seventh bk is NOT included yet , nn ii menti0ned it to aunt , n0t on purp0se or h0ping tat she cud get it ferh miie .. nn ii sp0tted the IDEAL sch bagpack the other day at bugis with the gurls , nn ii told her tat ii wanted a sch bag alr . pr0b n0w is , she wants to buy miie sth better ( in a sense , m0re ex , ii guess ), so she thinks she shud get miie the set of harryp0tter bks , WEN THE SEVENTH is included , which ii wont kn0w wen it will be .. ( ii might haf to fonr ROWLING to ask her .. hahahs ! ) so which one shud ii cho0se .. ?? bks , or bag ? the bks c0st $112.25 , still excluding the seventh bk .. the bag c0sts $30+, nn ii wud need it m0re ..
ii haf a solution actually . she buys the bag ferh miie , nn pr0bably , h0pefully , next yr wen the seventh harryp0tter bk is included in the set , ii wud ask her to buy it ferh miie , next yr . =)
shud it be d0ne this way .. ?
c0s ii was thinking , if she d0esnt wanna buy the FULL set of bks ferh miie wen it c0mes out , pr0bably next yr , h0pefully , then ii wud haf to wait till abt ten yrs later , wen ii even haf muh own hm , then ii can set up a library nn get all the bks ii wanttt !!! =D

sec0nd . aunt wants miie to change muh f0ne to 6110 . ii dd0nt haf others in muh mind , except n76 , which she wud NEVER get ferh miie , after seeing all the pr0bs p00ping up in xy's fone .. ii've tried 6110's camera , if uu take pics at night or in the dark , it's FUGLY . the effect jjust SUCKS. myye sto0pid old fone is A THOUDAND TYMS better . but of course , during the day or at a brighter place , it's damn SHARP , uu wudnt kn0w it's a 2 megapic camera . the s0unds are pretty clear .. but ii dd0nt wanna use a slide fone again , either ii want a flip , or a classic one . but she's persuading (actually alm0st forcing ) miie into getting it !!! telling miie h0w go0d it is , all the reas0ns ii shud take this than any others .. wad shud ii do .. ?!

then the bag . shud ii get tat electric blue bag in the previ0us post .. ??! ii really dd0nt kn0w . it's c0nfirmed tat ii wud get the black bagpack ferh sch frm bugis no matter wad , even if aunt diedie oso wanna get the harryp0tter bks ferh miie .. but this blue bag , ii really dd0nt kn0w if it wud be w0rth buying .. ii jjust cant decide .. ii haf tried to decide , NOT to buy , or to wait till ii've finished getting ALL the things NEEDED , but s0me devils in muh mind keep tempting miie tah grab it .. !

nn the other bag , the br0wn retro/vintage one .. ii jjust went to dig out mum's again .. ii might haf to bring it s0mewhr to fix a bit of it , but otherwise it's pretty go0d , except tat it looks really old .. we cud take it tat it's all the design , all the fading colors nn stuff , it d0esnt look too awful , esp after uu think it in tat way .. hahhas . so , shud ii get it .. tat can wait , actually , till after cny wen ii haf the m0ney , c0s the capping order is ZERO so far .. hardly aniione appreciates it LAH .

nn as ferh the dress , als0 in the previ0us post , ii wud take the one in black , c0s it's a seperate piece frm the white shirt inside , nn the ribb0n belt on it , alth0 they do come with the dress too .. but ferh the grey one , it's a ONE PIECE, so ii think it wont look too nice , nn it's n0t very good , ii cant change the inside to a blouse instead .. pr0b n0w is , SHUD II EVEN GET IT .. ???!!!

HELP MIIE , PPL ... !!!!!!!

which to buy ?

2007-12-19T23:32:00.000-08:00

IS THIS BLOUSE NICE ? hehehs , ii LOVE this BLOUSE alot .. =) oh yea , btw, look at the bag she's carrying , it's n0t ferh sale lahs , but tat's abt wad ii`m looking for too , ii wud be carrying it like in the pic on the right , the backview of the person..

WHICH ONE LOOKS NICER ? grey or blak ? it's 2 different designs , the grey one has it in blak too .. ii cant decide which one looks nicer ...

SHUD II get this ? ii like it alot , s0rta retro retro .. been trying to find for a long tym , but n0t sure if ii really wanna buy . mum has it , old one , tat's why ii dunno if ii shud get this . mum's is not plain tho ..

SHUD II ?? mum reck0ns this sorta material wont last , she's ok if ii buy if it's meant ferh cny too , but ii`m n0t sure if it's worth buying , th0 ii really like it , the color ii mean .. haiis .. dere's only this ONE AND ONLY , owner bot it frm taiwan nn is selling it only c0s she needs cash , n0t used , tag still dere . so , SHUD II ? this is the hardest to decide , c0s ii alr haf another sch bag on muh mind , aunt wud be paying ferh tat tho .. so ii dunno if ii shud get this ..

HELP MIIE DECIDE !!! TAG MIIE . =))

gaaaahhhhs .. ii`m so troubled n0w .. ii dunno , lotsa things on muh mind n0w , seems like ii`ve g0t loads to do , but ii`m really unsure wad exactly do ii need to get d0ne .. ii dunno , like , ii`ve loads to buy , loads to do .. nn ii really g0tta get muh spects bef0re sch term starts! this old one w0nt make it aniim0re , ii cant see anth with it .. !!

went out with nana vien nn nette ytd , first to bugis then to far east . =) bot quite a lot , causing a terrible ache in muh heart !! for the m0ney .. ='(( but of course , ii feel content seeing the things ii bot . =)) nn ii still haf loads to buy online . =) only ii still dunno h0w to , so many blogs , so many diff rules tat ii can hardly understand ! =p had a LONG LONG chat over lunch at long john .. ! hhahahs , it's nice chatting with the gurls ferh so long , it's fun .. hahahas .. nn was hm late . =)

BAT IN MY HOUSE

2007-12-17T23:06:00.000-08:00

BAT IN MY HOUSE.

ii think BATS love BANANAS . yes , they do .

mum hardly buys bananas c0s only ii eat it , but last saturday afterno0n , mum bot a bunch of bananas nn hung it in the kitchen , on the cabinet near the window. tat night , nn the following night , we n0ticed tat a few of the bananas seemed to be bitten by wad we t0t - rats. but rats wud swall0w the banana , nn n0t leaving bits of skin nn some crumbs behind . nn rats are n0t likt th0se chipmunks in the m0vie , whereby they jump up0 nn d0wn ard the place .. tat bunch of bananas was too high out of reach of rats .. we decided to leave the bananas dere to see if we can catch the creature tat's eating it . on m0nday, the wh0le family was out , nn at night wen we came hm , turned on the lights in the living rm sth brown nn abt the size of a cr0w came flying into the living rm , scaring mum , bro nn miie out of our wits . it was a BAT . the wings , as ii saw, was webbed , the feathers looked m0re like fur then feathers , tat thing looked hairy rather than feathery , nn by the way it flew nn such , it jjus didnt look like a bird , so ii reck0ned it was a bat . screamed nn ran outta the hse , nn the bat disappeared , dad searched the whole hse but it seemed like it'd left ..

coincidentally , dad b0t lottery on friday nn struck on saturday . =) uncle said bats bring wealth .. all the chinese sayings lahs ..

2 days ago , on a saturday also , mum bot a bunch of bananas again .. not exactly bec0s of the "wealth it brot , but c0s ii made her buy it .. hahas . =p we didnt dare hang it out again , left it on the table inside the plastic bag covering it .. ii havent eaten it after mum bot it on saturday c0s ii cant rmb to , n0t seeing it hung dere to remind miie tat dere's a bunch of banana in the hse .. =p so ii asked her to hang it up so tat ii can rmb to eat .. less than half an hr after hanging it up, which is just n0w , ii saw the BAT in the hse AGAIN . ii was sitting in the living rm with mum watching tv , the scene was dark , so ii cud see reflection , nn ii saw sth flying out frm mum's rm , turned behind nn screamed , it was the BAT AGAIN ! everiiwhr was bright , with lights on , except mum's rm so ii guess it must've flew in dere to hide or sth .. so ii screamed nn it flew bak into the kitchen nn outta the window , but BACK AGAIN , into muh bedrm , muh younger bro's in dere , he screamed nn ran out , the bat flew out with him , into the kitchen nn outta the window again !

bloody bat , it's hm must be the tree right outside the window of the kitchen , or it wudnt be so quick to find out abt the bunch of bananas in muh kitchen !!

nn so , mum says she'll be buying lottery ferh this week . ahhahahhas .. ! =D

nn yea , we'll be c0mplaining to the town c0uncil , of course .. bats can bite okays , nn are danger0us .. ! ii t0t they only live in caves , hahahs ..

2e3`o6 Bbbq.

2007-12-16T02:28:00.000-08:00

in the end , ii still went ferh the bbq..

xy nn the rest came bak frm china ytd evening , nn gave out our presents .. wasnt alot , as ii said , c0s it's all winter wear nn they cud hardly get anth except ferh some access0ries .. yups .. rested ferh a while nn went to fetch PEPPER frm MUFFIN's place .. =)) they are both soooo cute !! hahahas .. alwaes cuddling together .. !! hahhas , missed PEPPER soooo much ! glad to haf him bak here . =)))

nn dere were calls frm the guys in 2e3`o6 since ytd evening .. c0s after ii knew no gurls were going except ferh miie nn xy , ii didnt really feel like g0ing either .. xy wud definitely be sticking to darence , nn no one wud keep miie c0mpany , ii wud be bored , nn left aside ! so ii didnt wanna go .. but ii also wanted to go , c0s it's been a long tym since we've gathered together .. so the guys jjus all kept calling nn trying to persuade miie to go , but ii really dunno if ii shud .. until this afterno0n bef0re the bbq , they were all still calling .. all trying to assure miie tat xy wudnt stick with darence , nn tat she wud acc0mpany miie , talk to miie .. hahhas , these guys are really jokers , of c0urse ii wont be so stupid to believe them abt tat .. but ii still gave in in the end , to all the pesterings .. gahhs .. trained to sembawang , they tried to direct miie to the bus stop to take the bus , but c0s ii dd0nt haf muh spect with miie , ii cant see anth , ii cant see the bus stop they were talking abt , so they told miie to take a cab instead . started raining pretty heavily as so0n as ii reached dere , they came out to fetch miie , went to the shelter nn tried to start the fire .. after a long tym , fire started nn we started c0oking .. of course , as expected , ii felt lonely nn bored , nn was smsing nana nn vien ferh a while .. then it sorta got better c0s we were all joking nn laughing ard .. bryant was wearing xy's shades nn ZILIANing , nn after ii took out muh shades , all the guys started trying here nn dere .. guess who looked the best with the shades on .. ? hahahahhas .. nn of course , bryant wudnt forget to ZILIAN with muh shades on too .. he even asked us to help him cho0se a few nicer pics so tat he cud upload them onto friendster ! sickening .. !! =D xy bot a MICROPHONE necklace frm hk , nn ii brot it today , lent it to bryant ferh him to "sing" , tat irritating freak .. hahhahahas !! had quite some fun , but dere was really NOTHING to eat , nn so we called this bbq : BBBQ . which means , BUDGET BARBEQUE . such a place , with NOTHING to eat . the worst thing was , THERE WERENT ANY MARSHMALLOWSSSS !!!!!! AHHHH !!! they left it at zy's hse laarhs !! grrr .. ! ii guess all these guys've ran outta BRAIN JUICE , they cudnt think pr0perly , c0s they bot the butter whihc was in a tin , but they didnt haf a can opener to open it .. ii volunteered muh nailclipper , no ch0ice .. but after like an hr or so , dere were a few holes here nn dere , but nth m0re than tat . the guys g0t kinda frusfrated nn outta hope alr , so decided to jjus thr0w it ard .. hahahas , nn the butter splashed out frm all th0se h0les nn butterED the area !!! hahahhahas .. seriously , the place was in a total mess ! good thing no rangers were patrolling , or we wud be fined .. it was getting b0ring , so miie xy darence nn bryant decided to leave first . reached sembawang mrt , nn the others called nn asked darence nn bryant to ton with them at darrenyeo's .. xy nn ii decided to tag along , but n0t to stay over laa .. we bot a slice of TIRAMISU cake frm the coffee bean , meaning to gif it to ryan ferh his bdae .. =) trained bak to tpy , xy nn ii waited at the mrt station while darence nn bryant wemt to bryant's hse to change , nn ferh bryant to get m0ney .. waited ferh abt an hr ferh them !! met the others at dhoby ghaut , reached darrenyeo's hse a while later . it's nicely dec0rated , just like ... h0w a condo wud look like .. ! =D yupps .. hahahs .. played black kack , the one who loses d0es a DARE . wad the guys did was really DISGUSTING , but very very AMUSINGG !! hhahahas .. really laughed muh ass out .. !!! hahahhas .. left nn cabbed hm with xy at abt 1.30 am , hm n0w . =)

ii`m tired alr .. nite nite .. =))

oh yea , granduncle's bak frm america .. uncle didnt c0me along , it's still sch term over dere , they wudnt be bak in near future , even if they do , it's during their summer vacation .. ii`ll be visiting granduncle so0n . =)

buy bks

2007-12-14T15:32:00.000-08:00

finally , bot muh bks alr ..

met nette , nana nn wt at the bus st0p outside sch . ii was late. THEY WERE ALL WEARING SCH TSHIRT !! no one told miie .. !! ii mean ii kn0w we dd0nt need to wear sch uni to get in nn buy bks , but ii feel so weird nn embarrassed , tat they are all wearing sch tshirts , except miie ! gahhs .. ! nvm .. ii changed bag with wt jjus to make muhself look m0re schoolLY. =p hahahas .. yepps , bot the bks , only $30+ , c0s we didnt get the exercise bks nn stuffs , jjus the tbs tat were needed .. ii dunno why we didnt buy th0se exercise bks , we alwaes use alot .. ii mean , ii do use alot ..! so ii jjus bot a ledger pad nn the 8 single line .. ii will buy the others wen sch re0pens .. met darence fy nn ahteck , they came to buy bks oso .. not ahteck lahs , he's n0t frm our sch at all . darence lost his bk list so lent frm miie .. g0tta get it bak frm him , c0s ii need to see wad other exercise bks ii need.. ! lunched at long john then bak here at popo's hse . =))

the whole of last night was cossssyyyy .. !! =))) as ii said , playing the DVD on the tv , while using the laptop on the bed .. hahahhas !! tucked muhself in at abt 4+ am .. so reluctant to slp , still cant haf enuf of everiithing in the rm ! hahahs .. but too tired , so fell asleep . left muh fone's mp3 on , c0s ii`m still afterall a bit scared to be alone .. turned off the lights , then switched on the lamp beside the bed nn drifted off to slp ..... =) it's coooolllddd with the aircon on , but sooo comfy nn warm in the blanky .. =D hahahs .. h0w nice .. wish aunt cud stay at hk ferh a longer while .. muahahhahahahas !! nvm , she said we cud come nn use her things as nn wen we like , as long as we ddont spoil or dirty them . =D

okays , off ferh a nappy ! =))
byebye. =)

vote for lum chih fong

2007-12-14T04:16:00.000-08:00

http://spop.mediacorptv.sg/voting.htm

PLEASE GO TO THIS WEBSITE AND VOTE FOR MY UNCLE, THE SONG WRITER- LUM CHIH FONG. SONG NUMBER 8, HUN LI. =)
ii`ve heard it , it's a duet , nn it's really nice . =)) so jjus help miie v0te for him if uu haf tym to visit the site . thanks ppl . =))

ohyah ii think uu g0tta register or sth to vote , ii dunno , it's quite a hassle .. but still must vote for him th0 . =D

in aunt's rm , everiithing is mine n0w !

2007-12-14T03:06:00.000-08:00

HELLLOOO !! ii am in muh aunt's rm n0w , which means ii`m sitting on the big comfy bed , using her laptop while having the tv in the rm on with the DVD playing .. muahahhahas !! this is HEAVEN !! =D nn also , ii can use all her stuffs !! muahahahahhas ..

they called frm hk jjus n0w , chatted ferh quite a while with xy .. she said it's n0t cold over dere , they dd0nt even need to wear jackets .. !! bot very lil' things c0s it's all winter wear over dere . even the jeans haf cotton in them ! so yea , they didnt buy much , cud only buy things like accessories .. gahhs ..

=DDD

if only this rm really is mine .. muahahahahhas !! nvm . wen ii earn m0ney , it wudnt be jjust a rm , it wud be the whole hse ! =))))

ohhs , ii jjus feel like a princess n0w , so pampered .. =)

using aunt's laptop again

2007-12-13T16:00:00.000-08:00

hahahs , guess whr am ii n0w .. ? hhees , using aunt's laptop again lahs .. faster mahs , hm comp too lagg .. hahhas .. =p

g0nna buy bks with the girls tml.. vien so fast buy liia0s .. gahs . havent done hw !!

& ii`m g0nna stay over here at popo's hse tonight .. =) so tml , ii shall be able to use aunt's make ups before she comes bak in the evening .. hahahas ! finally . been out to play ferh the past few days , nn dere was no need ferh making nn dolling up if we were going to sentosa or www , so didnt get a chance to use her make ups .. hahahs. wadever . =)))

wahhahahahhaas !! the rm will be mine tooooniggghtt !! muahahhahahahahas !! =DD

sh0ws tat ii wanna watch , or things to do.

2007-12-13T02:29:00.000-08:00

hmms , g0tta catch up on s0me sh0ws alr .. !

魔女宥稀(missed the first few eps..)
公主小妹
咖啡王子
rented CSI
宫(AGAIN)

nn ii haf yet to do wad ii need to do .. !! tat is to :

DOOOO HOMEWORKKKKK !!!
PACK THE PLACE !!!!
PACK MUHH BOOKS NN BOOKSHELF !!
buy bks
sh0p ferh CNY. =)
dl new s0ngs

kim`s birthday !!

2007-12-12T23:49:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KIIIIMMMMM !!! =DD

celebrated ferh KIMKIM tudae .. =))

went to nana's hse tuu bake our CHOCOLATE FUDGE cake ytd .. !! =D failed the first tym , too much water nn it was like s0me disgusting shitty m0nster .. hahas .. mina helped us ferh the second tym , nn it was a sucess !! =DD yea , was so TOUCHED to see the cake coming out nice and whole frm the oven .. muahahhahahas .. =p seriously , after all the hard work , nn looking at the result jjus makes miie sooooo happy ! we were playing ard oso , with nette's red coloring .. hahas , ii put s0me on muh wrist nn g0t dramamtic , acting like it was bleeding profusely .. ahhas .. after baking the cake , went up to her rm to do the video . a video of all our pics together , nn some of KIM's ugly pics , with some captions here nn dere , nn all the different and SUDDEN music .. !! hahahas .. took quite a long tym ferh tat , editing here nn dere .. hahhas . it was abt 8+ wen ii reached hm .. =) conferenceD , nn ii was laughing all the tym , ii dunno why but ii jjus cant seem to st0p ! pr0bably jjus getting excited abt the next day , nn cant wait taah get to SENTOSA !! hahas ..

met the gurls at tpy mrt this m0rning . raining , so cant go sentosa .. SOBBSSSSS ..... ='( decided to go orchard ktv instead .. we were kinda too early , so had to wait ferh a while outside the ktv , ferh the do0r to open .. =p got the rm , nn a few of us pulled kim to the toilet , while the others tried to light the cake. in the end , we had to put the cake at the corner , on top of the tv to avoid the air-con wind .. hahhas .. sang the bdae song , cut the cake , nn ate the cake .. YUMMMMMMYYY !! but the icing was like choc SUGAR ! like ii was eating the SUGAR grains !! gahhs .. so next tym ii guess we haf to put less sugar , shud be better .. =) aaannndddd , KIM CRIED , which caused us all to tear too .. !! awww , h0w touchingg .. seeing her so surprised and touched UNTIL CRY , it's like all our efforts the previous day is VERY VERY WORTH IT. =))) it's the first tym ii ever put so much effort into preparing ferh someone's bdae . altho it's not muh bdae , ii feel jjus as happy . =D in the past , everiione's bdae wud be like 10 over ppl share to buy like a shirt or a pair of sh0es , nn n0t caring whether the person wants or n0t , planned to go places lik VIVO , walk ard .. even if it was sentosa , it's NO FUN , like uu jjus go cut the cake , then even the guys wudnt wanna go walk on the sand or sth . haiis . tat's why ii feel so happy seeing h0w sucessful KIM's bdae was , nn h0w TOUCHED she was , alth0 it was raining nn we cant go sent0sa .. SEOUL GARDENed after ktv , ate quite a lot . joked nn laughed alot while eating , so fun ! hahahs .. wentta weet0ng's hse after eating , to watch the video we made ferrh KIMKIM , while sammy went hm c0s it was getting late .. laughed while watching , then played uno . one game only but it lasted ferh an hr !! they all lah , keep looking at muh cards nn ACCIDENTALLY PURPOSELY cho0sing the colors tat ii dd0nt haf ... grr . hahahs !! =D finally , ended the game , nn ii walked hm . =) wanted to watch the rented DVDs , c0s aunt said she wud haf to return after she c0mes bak , g0nna be overdue so0n , but ii fell asleep bef0re even inserting the DVD laa ! hahas . =p too tired , woke up soo early ferh the past few days , didnt haf enuf slp .. ahh , but nvm , at least ii enjoyed muhself with the girls !! =)

LOVE Y'ALL GIRLS ! =)
and our bonds are deeper . =)

shucks

2007-12-10T21:59:00.000-08:00

oh no . ii shudnt haf done this . ii shudnt even haf been online . shiiiiittt . ii`m not boasting , cos ii dd0nt haf muh display pic on right now , but these guys , 4 of them , are talking to me . okays , just because they dont know who ii am , nn haf never chatted with miie before , cos ii havent been online after adding them . ii ddont even rmb adding them . nn they are asking ferh hp num cos ii told them this is not muh comp , ii cant use msn on muh comp . shit . wad am ii doing .. ?? ii`ve given to one of them . SHIT . and he's calling. SHIT. fck. sucks. arghhs. gah. ii`ve rejected the call , cos ii dunno wad to talk to such a stranger . prob is , ii shudnt even haf given . gosh . wad's got into me , just now ? ii didnt give the others muh num alr. ohno . why are guys like that ?? they dont know who ii am , they didnt see muh pic at all, dunno wad ii look like , nn they jjus get num frm uu nn wanna talk to uu thru the fone ..? nn online .. ? gosh . like , wad if ii`m really an extremely ugly girl ? (too bad ii`m not , the on the OTHER EXREME end. =p ) buuuutttttt. goooorrrh . do ii haf phobia of guys tat ii totally dont know .. ? wadever , it's not myye fault , it's guys who are pestering me ! grrrrrr. screw miie ferh wad ii jjus did . nn screw them m0re ferh having the audacity to get number frm a girl they've never seen , nn wen she d0esnt want , they ask many ques . they even request ferh WEBCAM. siao.

the first ques they ask is , " do you haf bf ? " , nn wen uu say NO , tat is wen they start popping all sorts of ques .. !! the one ii gave muh number to , he asked miie if ii had ex , ii said NO , nn he asked if ii am a LESBIAN or tomboy . sick . is tat STUPID or NAIVE or just having a mindset tat " NORMAL GIRLS MUST HAF GUYS " ?

WADEVER . SCREW MUHSELF . GOTTA STOP THIS MESS , NOT GONNA SIGN IN EVEN WEN I CAN AGAIN .

ok lahs , n0w ii`m thick skinned alr . it's not the first tym ii've met with such things , HA , but ii think ii`m rusty , not being in msn ferhh so long , dd0nt quite kn0w how to tackle alr . =p hahhahas !! but ii`m n0t saying ii`m proud nn happy abt it arhs , ddont get the wrong idea horhhs ! =)

wild wild wet with muh girls !! =D

2007-12-10T20:43:00.000-08:00

using aunt's laptop again , h0pe ii wont press the wr0ng button nn make everiithing disappear again lahh . =p

WILD WILD WET TYMMMM !!! WOOOOTTTSSS !! =DDD
woke up at 8 , changed nn left the hse at 8.30. reck0n ii`m the earliest to reach tpy .. =D hehehs .. met the other gurls nn headed to d0wntown , met nette , bot tix , changed nn jumped into shiiiookkk river ! =) took ULALA , played the children's slides , nn went ferh the TSUNAMI. ahmuii didnt haf floats or life jackets at all ferh the wh0le tym! dunno why, she jjus didnt want them , nn she was like the one holding all our floats together , pulling or pushing us to go faster .. hahahas .. =) nn at the TSUNAMI , wen s0me of us capsized , she wud help us bak up the float nn such , fits to be a lifeguard ehs .. hahas . =) then it started pouring heavily , so colddd !! we stayed in the TSUNAMI p0ol , in the rain , nn it really was FREEEEEZZIINNNNGGGG ......!!! hahas , ran bak to the sh0re like some crazies wen we saw lightning nn heard thunder , altho lifeguard didnt make us go .. mauhahahs .. played at the baby's p0ol , the children's slides wen it was pouring the second tym , nn climbing up here nn dere , running ard in tat pool nn getting so freaking cold , reminds miie of TITANIC , s0meh0w .. hahahs .. =p the flow of water on the children slides suddenly st0pped , nn the lifeguards started getting everiione outta the pools , all activities were st0pped suddenly , guess it was the lightning warning .. yups .. so everiione started changing nn leaving .. at mac , nn the siren went off suddenly , but it didnt really cause anii panic , hahas .. it rang twice , we didnt see anii fire .. =p kim suggested to shout nn run out , jjus ferh the fun sake of causing some c0mmotion among the ppl , looking at the scream nn run everiiwhr .. muahahhahahahas !! =DD it was still raining heavily , left downtown nn hm . =) but ii`m n0t hm yet , at ahmaa's hse larhs .. hahas .

II REALLY REALLY ENJOYED MUHSELF TRUCKLOADS TODAY , alth0 ii was like freezing to death half the tym , hahhas .. =p II LOVE UU GIRLS !! nn we shall haf m0re fun like this in future .. =)

ii wud pr0bably stay here nn use the resources here ferh the next few days . =) hahahahhahas , nice big rm to muhself , laptop , make up , bags , big tv in the rm , loadsa rented CDs , nn so many other things to muhself .. !!! love it wen they all go overseas .. hahahs , ii`m nn0t at a total loss n0t going , it's winter dere nn ii get to stay bak here with everiithing . =DD

IF YOU WANNA SEE OUR GORGEOUS PICS , GO TO NETTE'S OR NANA'S OR SAMMY'S BLOG. COS II DDONT HAF THOSE PICS, EVEN IF II HAF , II`M LAZY TO UPLOAD. =)

sh0pped , and officially BROKE .

2007-12-08T23:57:00.000-08:00

ii came here 2 days ago , updated quite a bit , but ii accidentally pressed a button on the laptop , everiithing was g0ne , nn ii was lazy to retype everiithing all over again . so ii was thinking , uu all ppl shud be rej0icing , tat uu dd0nt needa read such a long post again .. hahas .. ii was tending the sh0p tat day , aunt went out tuu run some errands , so ii cud use her laptop . =) hate the keyboard , ii kept pressing the wr0ng things. gahs .

ytd , went swimming with nette nn nana in the m0rning . II WAS EARLYYYYY !! woooottss !! =DD jumped into the p0ol , nn it was FREEEEEEEEZZZINNNGG cooooolllddd .. !!! so came bak up after a while in the water to tan ourselves a lil .. then it was BUUURRRNIINNGG hhoooottt !! ii dd0nt understand h0w nette nn nana were able to stand tat heat .. !! ii wanted to jump bak into the pool , but wen muh feet touched the water , ii didnt jump , toooooo coldddd .. so ii was like stuck in the middle of freezing nn burning . gahhhss .. miserable..
after swimming , met vien , then the gurl frm the sh0pping blog , to pay the m0ney , at j8 mrt .. had lunch nn a nice long chat while at it at kfc . =)) yumm yumm ...
vien nn nana went tah popo hse with miie to visit PEPPER . =D ii hardly get to see aniione m0re afraid of dogs than miie , so n0w tat ii`m n0t tat scared , it really amuses miie to see an0ther person soooo frightened of a dog !! vien didnt dare to come up to the living rm at first , c0s PEPPER was n0t locked in the cage , nn he was barking like mad at the 2 strangers .. he aws kinda fine with nana , c0s she allowed him to sniff at her , but he kept barking at vien .. we got hold of PEPPER while vien dashed to the sofa nn stood on it .. the sight was really comical , side-splitting .. !!! wayyyyy too funny !! muhahahahas .. !! so ii guess tat was the really paranoid look ii had wen ii used to be really terrified of dogs .. hahahahhahahs !! we managed to get PEPPER bak in his cage , while vien lets him smell her true the gaps in the cage , nn after he's familiarised with her , he st0pped barking nn getting crazy over the new stranger , we cud let him out . =) nn yea , chatted nn played with PEPPER , nn they left . =D

today , went to bugis with nana in the afterno0n . found the stall with the cardigan ii saw on the blog , but which was cancelled alr .. so ii had to go down to the sh0p muhself .. but luckily ii didnt get it frm the blog , it costs $14 on the blog , nn $10 at the sh0p !! everiithing in tat sh0p costs $10 !! bot the cardigan nn a blue tunic top , same as nana too .. =) dere were others , but ii t0t ii had enuf tops , so didnt want aniim0re , ii shud be buying m0re bottoms .. saw littlemissMAGIC , wanted to buy , but didnt haf the color ii want , nn oso ii had to keep reminding muhself to get aniim0re tops , ii didnt get tat either .. sp0tted some sch bags , reas0nable price , but ii still dd0nt haf tat amount !! so ii`m g0nna ask aunt tah buy ferh miie , ferh xmas again .. =D wad she buys ferhh miie ltr wen she gets to hk , will n0t be ferhh xmas , plainly ferh the sake of buying c0s she's overseas .. =D yea .. walked ard , the sole of muh sh0es came out !!!! ii still cud walk a bit , walked to this fashion , nn b0t a pair of sh0rts .. abt BROKE alr , so ii t0t frm n0w on , wadever clothes tat ii might buy , wud be ferrh CNY alr , if n0t ii dd0nt haf enuf to buy aniim0re .. haiis . poor miie , bro still owes miie quite a lot .. gahhs .. went tah j8 , wanting to go TRENDY ZONE to get muh open toe sh0es , since this is sp0ilt , but it's closed d0wn . shucks , decided to go n0vena to sh0p ard nn look ferh muh sh0es , nn b0t a pair of midnight blue color one . sp0tted some at MONDO , but they looked m0re formal , so ii t0t if ii really wanna get them , it wud be ferh CNY again . =)

went to kovan to meet aunt , went to parkway , dined at JACK'S PLACE .. ii didnt wanna eat fish nn chips AGAIN , wanted sth new , but dere wasnt anth ii t0t cud be better than fish&chips , so still had it in the end .. gahhhs .. hm after GIANT . got muh cheap g0ggles dere . =) PINK PINK . ii dd0nt swim alot , nn ii`m n0t some pr0fessi0nal swimmer , so ii dd0nt need branded nn expensive g0ggles . =) like TYRA BANKS , ii`m pr0bably the QUEEN OF CHEAP , sometymss .. =p ii buy cheap things , but a bigger QUANTITY of it . =p

online sh0pping

2007-12-06T20:18:00.000-08:00

everiione seems to be d0ing online sh0pping all of a sudden .. ii t0ld sammy ii wudnt , but ii jjust did . with nana vien nn nette . we b0t skinnies frm the same blog .. paying tml , collecting an0ther tym .. probably ii feel safer wen all of us are getting it together .. hahahas .. but yea , it's still a bit unsafe , c0s it's like uu g0tta make prepayments , nn uu get ur stuff later , the pers0n will c0ntact uu to go nn collect it .. so yea ..... aniiwaes , nvm , it's cheap . =) ii ordered a pair of jeans at only $20 !! =DD ii might want m0re colors .. nn ii g0t a shirt tat works 3 ways , ii dunno h0w exactly , but ii think ii`ll figure tat out wen ii get it .. =p hahahahas ..

oh no .. dere was a blackout in muh hse jjus n0w , really petrified miie .. !!! it was raining , so the wh0le place was like really dark , dim nn it all felt eerie !! =/ ii didnt dare m0ve a muscle at first , then suddenly , ii dunno why , ii jjus ran to the front do0r , opened it , nn called mum using hp .. gahhs .. tried all the switches , didnt work , then tried the switch outside the hse , nn yea , the lights were on again .. gahs , wad r0tten luck . eeeks ..

been having DVD MARATHON these couple of days .. watching the rented DVD one after an0ther .. it's awes0me !! =D

but still , tym's wasted . it sucks , really , kn0wing tat a mth has passed , nn haf yet touched anii hw , or packed the place at all .. gahs .

pathetic feet ..

2007-12-04T19:13:00.000-08:00

oh nooo.. muh feet haf never been so pathetic bef0re .. ! the bones on muh soles are swollen , nn real painful wen ii walk !! so ii g0tta lik slant muh feet , so tat the soles wont hurt .. nn blisters are on all c0rners of muh feet .. !! haiis , po0r miie , pathetic !! never g0nna wear heels again .. !!! in the near future , at least . gahhs ..

stayed at hm ferh the whole day , watched CRIME FIGHTER . an0ther hongk0ng series aunt rented , nn als0 another nice drama .. =) really , hk dramas are sooo much better than s'p0re's !! ours are sooo sooo sooo lack of thrill , they're all so b0ring nn like ppl w0nt even b0ther to keep chasing the series .. real lack of content .. !!

and ii`m b0red . poor feet . poor miie .

cant wait to go sent0sa , nn other places with the gurls to haf fun ..

but ii havent touched anii hw , makes miie feel bad ................

leehom , museum

2007-12-04T14:28:00.000-08:00

w0otts !! leeh0m's concert was tight !! like bombbbb !!! 2 days ago , it was jjus an hr , nn at an open space beside the indo0r stadium .. it was free sitting , so if we were late , we w0nt get anii seats , nn yea , we didnt get anii seats , nn ii was like so frusfrated , no seats , g0tta stand , nn leeh0m wasnt out yet .. the first hr was split into 2 - huangyida nn one malaysian guy .. ii was like so fucked up .. ! until leeh0m came out , felt better . =) the area beside the stage was empty , so ii sto0d dere , nn watched him sooo clearly !! he was speaking eng with us half the tym .. nn towards the end of the concert , he jumped d0wn the stage to shake hands with ppl , nn ii g0t it !! =DD wo0o , like electric !! wahahahahhahas !! one of the reas0ns ii liked leeh0m is tat he's the environmental ambassad0r .. =)

nn ytd , met kim nette nn wt . II WASNT LATE !! =DD hahahas.. met at dhoby ghaut , ii lunched at longjohn .. =p nn we sat at starbucks ferh a while to chat .. hahhas .. didnt kn0w whr to go after tat , wanted to go museum , but c0s nana wasnt dere , we didnt wanna go without her .. ohmy , she's the only one who's n0t free wen all of us are !! gahhs .. decided to walk to raffles to take a look at our class's felicia .. =p walked passed the museum , nn using "needed the toilet" as an excuse , we went in .. took pics here nn dere , the whole place was beautiful !! but things tat we cud look at were limited , c0s we didnt pay , so we cudnt get in to some places .. gahhs ... left , walked to raffles but felicia's n0t working dere aniim0re .. gahs , wasted trip !! iiw as wearing heels !! nn muh feet hurt !! ii didnt kn0w we wud walk such a long way , ii t0t it was jjus museum nn hm , so ii w0re heels .. gahs .. then we decided to visit chunheng .. at taka's MOSburger .. but he wasnt dere either !! he didnt work ytd !! grrr.. !! an0ther wasted trip nn muh legs were g0nna break ! gahhhhhhss .. we took a very very long tym to explain to miss kim h0w to get hm by bus frm long hse near the prata hse .. she was sooo blur .. !! after eating , took bus with her , 163 , nn waited ferh 59 with her .. muahahahhahahahas , chatted , nn she was soo scared of taking buses ..!! went to popo's hse after she left , nn hm. =)

supp0sed to go work out at sammy's hse today , but ii didnt wanna wake up , so didnt go .. =p hahahs , ii'm really tired .. !!! hahahas .. so ii`m staying hm today ....... b0ring. .

cant wait ferh thurs !!! =)
nn next wednesday !!
nn nn nn xmas ,
nn newyr !!!!!!!! =DD

global warMing warNing

2007-12-01T19:30:00.001-08:00

oh no . dd0nt uu all get it yet ? like , all the natural disasters are p0pping up right n0w , nobody understands ?! GLOBAL WARMING !! and WE humans are the CULPRIT. we are hurting the earth . goodness !! d0esnt everiione watch the news everiiday ? EVERY SINGLE DAY , dere are rep0rts of different catastrophes all over the world . even the recent tragedy that has taken five of our respectable members of the singapore team for dragon b0at was due to the strong current thingy , which was definitely caused by effect of the damaging Earth !!! omg . and every so often the news captures the pr0cess of huge huge ice bergs at the ends of the earth melting into the waters , and yes , becoming part of the water , and of course , increasing the amount of water , which undoubtedly is the reas0n for FLOOOODDS taking place in many parts of the world !! nn it's the rising heat of the atmosphere tat's caused the ice bergs to melt so rapidly !! and it's back to US , who caused all these rise in heat nn wadever that comes along with it .. !! oh no , this is sooo infuriating , why doesnt aniione get the imp0rtance of conservering the Earth and it's resources ..?!!!! and seriously , retailers or wadever shud really STOP THE USE OF PLASTIC BAGS !! even PAPER BAGS !! only m0re trees can help to adjust the temperature a little .. ii wish all the countries cud just st0p all these using of plastic bags , paper bags , too many cars and wadever that's harming the earth's atmosphere and temperature .. !! like , URBANISE the whole world , so tat we haf no chemicals or polluting gases nn everiithing .. !!!!! if n0t ferh Earth's sake , then do it ferh our own sake , stop the polluting , pls .. we'd all be g0ners , DOOMED , if all these polluting and wasting earth's resources carry on .

GLOBAL WARMING IS FOR REAL. PLS CONSERVE THE EARTH AND IT'S RESOURCES !!

h0w many tyms d0es a person haf to p0st such an entry bef0re at least the COUNTRY gets the imp0rtance of it all .. ??? so h0w many MORE tyms d0es a person haf to post such an entry bef0re the WORLD understands it all .. ??? haiiiiiis .

nooooo m0neyyyyy !!!!!!!!

2007-12-01T15:23:00.000-08:00

OMG !!!!!!!!! ii am BROOOKKKKKEEE !!!!

went sh0pping with nana ytd . first to marina , then to far east . shit . okays . at marina , b0t make up rem0ver and shades . ii l0ve tat pair of shades , =DD , but ohhhh , hurts muh heart and hands and wallet to buy it .. =( nth much to sh0p dere , ate , watched BARNEY with all the kids , nn left .. reached far east , and we started sh0pping like mad . shit. bot a bracelet , a pair of slippers , nn a pair of beautiful sh0rts .. very very satisfied with all the things ii b0t , but muh p0or wallet , a BIG HUGE ENORMOUS h0le has been burnt into it alr .. haiis .. alth0 all these things tat ii b0t are n0t very ex , but still , gahhhs , ii dd0nt haf so much m0ney .... grrr . f0rget it . shucks .

haiis , it's been one wh0le m0nth alr , nn it's g0ne to a waste . haiis . didnt play enuf or go out enuf at all .... GURLSS !! QUICK , PLAN TO GO OUT !! PLAYYY !! PLS , II`M SOOOO BORED , AND II`M REALLY ROTTING .. !!!! havent even started muh hw .... hais .... hell.

recovered from sick

2007-11-28T15:39:00.000-08:00

phew , finally , ii haf the strength tuu blog .. haf been bed ridden ferh the past few days , since sunday . ='( yea , ii was sick .. ! down with feveerrr ..... gahhhhs ..

felt terribly miserable on sunday ! no one was at hm, ii was hungry , but yet no appetite .. then ii t0t ii must haf a bread or sth , so ii walked to the kitchen nn prepared 2 pieces of bread , one with butter nn the other with jam . nn tat took up allll my energy , ii didnt even haf the strength to bite nn eat th0se 2 pieces of bread , nn ii jjus dr0pped bak on muh bed , feeling so awful , fell asleep. the bread was untouched ! mum came bak with p0rridge ferh dinner , but ii cudnt even sit up , so ii didnt eat .. wad made miie feel better , but at the same tym , worse than ever , was watching THE NOOSE . it's funny , so it kinda brightened miie up a bit , but it made miie laugh , nn laughing made miie feel even m0re unwell ..! wth .
felt a bit better on m0nday , ii cud sit up in bed , but still cudnt walk ard , nn ii managed to eat a few spo0nfuls of p0rridge .. cudnt slp tat night again.
tues , felt better , but ii wud be really out of breath ferh every muscle ii m0ved .. woke up at 8.30 in the m0rning .. bathed , prepared nn went out to meet the girls to watch ENCHANTED .. kim had to go to work in the afterno0n , so we g0tta go nn watch early . ii was late , ii left the hse early . c0s ii cudnt walk fast , or ii might die , ii had no breath , walking up the bridge cud kill miie ! an old ahma walked faster than miie up the bridge ! yea , so ii took quite a while to reach the bus st0p at the other side of the bridge , nn ii was late . feeling really weak wen ii reached amk hub .. watched ENCHANTED , very very nice ! =) felt a little bit better , so we went to orchard , sent off kim to work , then went to toys r us , wen ii started feeling very sick again .. sammy , nette nn nana went ferh lunch at j8 , ii had no strength nn appetite , feeling really terrible , went hm again . changed , took panadol nn slept .. woke up in the evening nn was feeling a bit better ..
nn n0w , ii`m alm0st well . =)

nette t0ld us his brother was involved in the CAMBODIA's tragedy . thank goodness he wasnt one of the five , he was alive .. but yea , so unfortunately , his friends in the team died .. nette told us wad happened .. w0w , it's a close shave ! really scary ! feel so s0rry ferh the five who didnt survive .. haiis .. there's news all over the place abt this incident .. glad to hear tat nette's bro's safe , nn he's bak in s'p0re alr .. guess nette nn family must be really traumatised , but relieved and thankful . =) so yea , h0pe nette nn family wud be alryt , nn tat nette's brother wud stay strong .. takkaiires nette , dd0nt be sad alr , tat fren of urs nn ur bro , wudnt wan uu nn others to be too sad .. SMILES ! =)

& this teaches us to cherish ourselves , nn the ones ard us , it's no trouble expressing care nn love tu the ppl ard us , dd0nt wait .. ! the chances of living are hard to come by , so dd0nt put ur life to a waste , live it to the fullest while uu can , dd0n make ur life a total regret to urself nn th0se ard us .. =))

stay p0sitive ! =DD

english 60s oldies-grease , .....

2007-11-24T03:36:00.000-08:00

WHO KNOWS WHERE TO DOWNLOAD ENGLISH SONGS ? II DONT MEAN THOSE ENGLISH SONGS , II MEANT , KINDA LIKE OLDIES .. ? LIKE THOSE FROM THE MUSICALS SUCH AS GREASE ..? OR HAIRSPARY .. ? ii`ve only tried d0wnloading chinese s0ngs frm chinese webs , never english ones .. so ii havent anii idea whr tah get them .. ppl like nette or kim or whoever else dere is , if uu kn0w whr to downl0ad such s0ngs , let miie kn0w kkaes .. =) like , only tat s0rt of english songs are nice .. =p

yea , ii jjus watched GREASE , c0s we were b0red .. nn yea , talked abt th0se beautiful retro clothes nn all the s0ngs , they're all really nice .. ! their pr0m night nn graduati0n carnival , we'll never haf such things in singapore , nn very undoubtedly IMPOSSIBLE in our ultra super duper KOOOKOOO sch . erks . why cant singapore be like them .. ? at least , the proms ? ii dd0nt understand our schs.. cant we haf m0re than just a few tables , or jjus make do WITHOUT tables , just dance floor nn the band stage .. ? grr . not fair . !

so many things to do..!

2007-11-23T18:17:00.000-08:00

ahhhhh ... it's staying at hm again !!!!! how b0ring .. watched CINDERELLA 2 last night after blogging .. it's n0t some cheapo kinda carto0n , it's a genuine one .. hahhas , a real WALT DISNEY one , n0t pirated .. nn it's really CINDERELLA . ii've watched it since young , ii can tell the real nn fake ones , fakes are ugly , nn cheapo looking . yea , so ii watched it last night , it's abt AFTER getting married nn getting used to living in the palace .. =) lovely .. =)

bro brot bak a goody bag ! it's s0me kinda macd0nald's carnival , all the staffs were invited .. nn they all g0t this goody bag which contains pieces of magnets , each is a different picture of the 2008 OLYMPICS dolls .. nn the best thing inside tat g0ody bag was ..... A WEBCAM !!! =) but apparently it cant be put to anii better use , than just TAKING PICS , such as c0mmunicating with others thru MSN or sth , c0s muh MSN aint w0rking .. ! idiot . nvm , ii took a few pics with it .. it was like so amusing .. ! as reflected in the c0mp screen , it's a mirror image , so it's like , if uu turn left , uu actually go right in the screen .. ! so ii was kinda like playing ard , turning here nn dere nn jjus looking at muhself actually going in the opp direction . lame , yea , but it's still amazing h0w it goes in the other direction .. really , WHY d0es it go in the opp direction ..? ii dd0n get it .. if uu look into mirrors , the reflections go the way UU go , the dd0n actually OPPOSE , do they .. ? weird nn incredible h0w some things work .. =)

so , as usual , ii woke up real late , washed up nn had lunch .. ii just finished watching 公主小妹 ep 10 .. nn dere's like so much to do , with so little tym .. it feels like the past few weeks of the hols haf been to a terrible waste ! really , d0ne nth at all , did no hw , didnt sh0p enuf , didnt play enuf , jjust DIDNT ENJOY MUHSELF MUCH ENUF .. !!!! haiis ..

so , here are the things ii need to , nn wanna do .. ! :

pack muh messy rm
pack muh messy wardr0be ( ii alwaes pack it , but withing mins , it's messed up again! )
JUST PACK THE WHOLE MESSY PLACE !
upload pics ( latest nn th0se dated m0nths ago )
d0wnload new songs
& upload them onto blog nn friendster
finish up the 3 magz ii b0t few days ago
GO OUT AND SHOP
GO OUT AND HAF FUN
JUST ENJOY MUHSELF !!!
hello .. ? myye HOMEWORKS ???? ( if only ii kn0w h0wtah do them .. )
nn d0 wadever ii need nn wanna do (as stated above)

yea, tat's abt all tat ii needa do .. of course , ii think dere shud be quite alot m0re , only tat ii cant quite rmb .. =p

it's b0ring again

2007-11-22T23:49:00.000-08:00

hiies , ii`m here again , h0w boring .. gahhs ..

met nette nn sammy ytd afterno0n at bishan mrt , nn headed to t0wn .. went to parag0n nn searched the wh0le MARKS AND SPENCER up nn d0wn ferh KIM , finally , found her !! she was arranging the ties .. chatted with her ferh a while , nn left . went to MUNCHY DOUGHNUTS at tpy nn g0t some doughnuts ferh nana .. yea , we were on our way to visit her .. we went tuu ahmuii's place first as nana wasnt hm frm her tuiti0n yet . expl0red ahmuii's hse , it was BEAUTIFUL .. ! except the stairs .. it was railing-LESS , nn it was scary .. ! it was like , so bare without the railings , nn uu'd feel sooo unsafe .. gahs , esp wen walking d0wn .. nn ii played with her d0g , the tiny one , n0t tat big nn fierce one .. hahahs .. we ferg0t it's name , nn ahmuii jjus didnt wanna tell us !! omg , it was soooo tiny nn CUUUUTEE ! nn sammy's afraid .. ! muahahahahhas ! it feels so great , n0t being too afraid of d0gs , hahahs , nn ii can bring the dog in front of sammy tuu scare her .. ! muahahahahhas ! she was sooo paran0id nn was screaming like hell wen ii brot the dog near her .. mauhahahs , she was on the sofa with all the cushi0ns walled ard her .. mauhahahahahahahhas ! okays , abt tym , so we left ahmuii's hse nn went to nana's hse .. but she wasnt hm yet .. ! her mum let us in nn we waited ferh her in her rm .. hahahs , we hid under her table nn behind her bed , wanting to gif her a surprise wen she c0mes bak .. but she saw nette's shirt .. gahhs , no fun , she wasnt sh0cked .. she jjus came in nn was like , WAD ARE Y'ALL DOING ..? at least she cud PRETEND to be surprised by us , it was so unc0mfy squeezing underneath her table nn behind her bed .. ! wadever , we gave her the doughnuts , nn started chatting nn planning ferh X'MAS nn NEW YR .. n0t too sure of wad we're g0nna do yet , ii wanna COUNTDOWN in t0wn .. ii mean , yea , we do it like everii yr , but the atm0sphere is dere ..! the partying nn crazy-ing m0od is dere , nn ppl all go dere .. ! nvm , we'll talk abt it wen the day c0mes nearer .. hahahs .. left her place , aunt picked miie up at tpy ..

met xy , darence , ryan nn darreneng at ps .. they were dere waiting ferh us , ii mean , xy was .. they alr planned ferh the chalet .. (but it's cancelled n0w , c0s it's all fully bked ..! they wanted it on 17,18,19,20 .. but only 2,3,4,5 or sth is available , nn xy w0nt be able tuu make it , she'll still be in china .. nn if she d0esnt c0me , darence wont go , darence w0nt go , they guys w0nt come either , nn dere'll be no one .. ! maybe it's n0t really tat dey w0nt go , it's tat it tat c0uple isnt there , no one plans .. ! ) walked ard with aunt , nn they guys left c0s we ladies were sh0pping , nn taking a long tym .. =p ktv tym after ps , it was freeeezing c0ld as usual .. brrr . had our dinner dere too .. yea , it was jjus singing , duh-uh .. didnt go hm after tat , spent the night at popo's hse ..

woke up at 4pm this m0rning .. aunt woke miie at 10am nn asked miie if ii heard PEPPER bark , ii didnt , so she said ii cant take care of him wen she's in china , c0s ii wont wake at 10am tuu feed him , nn he'll starve .. ! hahahs .. =p tat's better aniiwaes , dd0n needa stay at popo's hse alone wen dey're all at china , nn ii dd0n need to clear his pees nn poos .. =) but ii might still go over nn stay , uu kn0w , using her things.. =D hahahahs ! so , ferh th0se few days , ask miie out okays , so tat ii`ll haf chances to wear her make up nn carry her bags .. muahahahahhs ! if she didnt bring her laptop ... ii can use it too ! hahahhas .. =p

hmms , after lunch nn a bit of preparing , br0t PEPPER out .. first to k0van's sh0p ferh a while , then to HOLLAND V's PET LOVER'S CENTRE ferh PEPPER's gro0ming .. ii dunno , but he's f0rever MESSYYY !! [[ like HARRY POTTER, who jjus cant press d0wn his hair nn make it a bit neater .. ! =p ]] ii was lo0king at the other dogs ferh sale .. nn OMG , ii saw 2 teeenny weeeeny schnautzers , b0th 2 mths old , nn they were jjust abt the size of a palm , or maybe jjus the size of MY feet , which arent very big .. ! they were sooooo ad0rable !! n0t very active th0 , but who cares , the way they slp is cute enuf .. omg , why isnt PEPPER tat cute .. ? n0t fair .. ! they were slping like one on top of the other , ii've g0t a pic of it . =) awww , really feel like hugging it .. ! nn then dere was this chihwahwa .. it was really really yuckyyy !! it was a bit bigger than the n0rmals , but THINNER , nn tall nn long .. like a m0usedeer , but truckloads FUGLIER . really . ii wudnt dare to go near such an ugly d0g .. !! nn the golden retriever was beautiful , big , but only 4 mths old .. it's color is really golden-ish enuf .. like, some golden retrievers are kinda white , n0t too golden , which is not too nice.. =) okays , PEPPER's d0ne , clean , but never g0nna be anii neater .. n0t even with the best gro0mer ever .. ch0se his new leash , he bit the old one , nn it was wayy to small nn tight ferh him n0w aniiwaes .. ii was playing HI-FIVE with him , with his treats , nn this pair of LONDON couple (deduced frm their accent tat they're LONDONERS ) saw PEPPER HI-FIVEing , nn t0t he was like , clever .. ? hahhahas , nn the man c0mmented tat PEPPER HAS CRAZY HAIR , he said he's never seen a dog with such hair bef0re , nn tat it was kinda unique , nn als0 bec0s PEPPER d0esnt haf a schnautzer cut .. hahhas .. cute couple .. the lady was really gorgeous , tall nn slim , really like a m0del .. ! they had a schnautzer too , but she wasnt with them .. yea , it's a she , 6 mths old .. they asked us h0w we taught PEPPER to do the HI-FIVE , explained a bit to them , nn they said they're g0nna teach their own dog to do tat too .. hahahs , nn ii gave them PEPPER's treat to let them try HI-FIVEing with him .. good thing PEPPER did it , if n0t we're g0nna lose face.. =p hahhas ! went ferh dinner after tat , nn bak to popo's hse .. aunt gave us a few bags .. ii've g0t 2 big ones , nn xy 2 small ones .. she g0t the red with white polkad0ts sling bag , which was wad ii wanted , nn was supp0singly mine , but nvm , ii dd0n alwaes use small bags , nn ii alr haf red bags , so she took it .. =) aunt gave miie her watch , uhms , just a simple CASIO one , n0t some expensive one .... hahahas .. it's really really big ferh muh hand , like , it can slip down frm muh wrist real sm0othly .. =p g0tta bring it to adjust ii guess .. yea .. then , HM ..

tyra banks

2007-11-20T19:45:00.000-08:00

jjus n0w , at 6pm-7pm , ii desperately wished ii was a NEW YORKer .. haiis .. ii was watching tyra banks sh0w .. it was abt the latest FALL collection MUST HAVES ! frm top tuu toe , all the access0ries , clothes , bags , sh0es nn even nighties ! they discussed 10 MUST HAVES , nn ALL the audience over there at the studio gets ALL of the 10 items EACH !!! it's nth cheap , all the items were kinda branded .. ! AND like WOOOWWW , nice ! tat's why ii wished ii was a NEW YORKer .. ! even if ii`m n0t in the studio , ii can get it thru the web .. ! but ii`m a SINGAPOREAN , ii can go tuu the web , but ii cant get the goodies !! it's like , omg , uu can never find such good things in singapore !! haiis .....

so bored , didnt go out .. had nth to do , so read harryp0tter again .. wen will ii be meeting kimchi ?? g0tta return her the bk .. ! the longer it stays with the , the m0re ii cant part with it .. ! gahhs ...... wait till ii start earning m0ney , ii`ll buy the WHOLE series ! HARD COVER versi0n ..! classical ... =)

alone at hm n0w , mum called nn asked miie to peel nn cut the cucumber bef0re she comes bak , so tat she can cook immediately .. nn ii think ii did a great j0b at it .. =) getting better than the last tym , the thickness tat tym was sooo uneven .. ! nn ii took a long tym doing it then .. ii took lesser tym this tym , nn the thickness ferh each slice was just nice , nn abt the same .. =D wahahahhhas , ii haf superb skills .. =D

byebye.

packed things

2007-11-19T15:47:00.000-08:00

packed some of myy st0ry bks last night , ii still haf 2 boxes empty into de bkshelves .. ! shucks . why did ii ever get so many st0rybks .. ?! flipped thru a few of them.. THE EMPEROR WEARS NEW CLOTHES has myye name written on it , big , nn dated .. i was 5 yrs old .. some of the words were highlighted .. ! ii guess tat was the first tym ii ever used a highligher, nn pr0bably the tym whr ii started tuu n0te nn check w0rds tat ii dd0n understand .. ! mum said she didnt read m0st of th0se bks to miie , only to muhh bro , c0s ii insisted on reading them ON MY OWN .. !! =D oh , wad a MUGGER TOAD . tsk tsk .. ass , tat's cute ok ! hahahhas .. nn the words werent big nn bold nn haf only a few on each page , they took up abt half the page , nn th0se words were kinda crampy nn small ! found all muh fairytales ..! =) whoa , ii had LOADS of st0rybks .. of all kinds ! h0w nice .. =)

wow , ii saw mye SWISS COTTAGE commem0rative magazine .. br0wsed thru , nn saw tat SAM's name wasnt RYAN JONATHAN BROWNS . it was RYAN JAFARZADEH KHAMNEH ..! ii t0t it sounded like a japanese or sth weird .. ii searched ferh SAM's to double check , but he wasnt in anii of the pics .. ! ii was sure he was in my class , but he wasnt dere , neither was he in anii other classes' pics !! supp0se he was jjus absent tat day .. then ii SMSed ryan , to ask him abt his name .. ii really didnt realise it was different frm the bk ! ii dd0nt rmb seeing he rep0rt bks or hmwrks .. nn he said tat was PART of his name , JONATHAN BROWNS was also PART of his name , but n0t written on anii of sch's data .. he's n0t sure why either , but JONATHAN BROWNS was really , legally part of his name , it's on his birth cert nn health booklets .. but on his hmwrks , he writes RYAN J.K , SAM too .. J.K .. idiot , used ROWLING's respectable name .. humph ! =p wow , english names , nn all others other than us chinese are WEIRD . funny , really , the way they work .. they dd0nt haf SURNAMES , but FATHER's name , GRANDFATHER's name nn blah blah .. hahahas , it's really WEIRD . good thing ii dd0nt haf such names , it's confusing nn c0mplicating .. !

it's good flipping thru th0se pages .. like taking a stroll d0wn memory lane , rec0unting th0se beautiful tyms we all had at SWISS COTTAGE . beautiful place .. think it's the only sch located just BESIDE the forest , nn like having the place to only us .. ! it's just like studying in the nature , n0t like other schs .. in the middle of flats nn buildings , cars zooming past everii sec .. haiis .. miss th0se days at SWISS COTTAGE .............

nn while looking thru tat magazine , ii had a red pen in muh hand . hhahhas .. circled faces tat ii disliked , 'heart-ed' muh best budds , 'OMG-ed' the cute guys dere.. muahahahhahahahs ! maybe bec0s of it's small population , everiione knew each other , nn were all friendly with each other .. even if we didnt kn0w each others' names , we wud smile nn greet each other , we can even play together without kn0wing the names !! or , even with ppl uu dislike or hate , wen it c0mes to playing games together or having to work together , nobody cares abt all th0se w0es nn hatred .. hahahs .. nn it's like , uu can go ferh recess with aniione uu like , different ppl frm different levels everiiday .. ! ohhhh .. ii dunno h0w to put it , but tat feeling ii had wen ii was there , was inexplicably GREEEEAAATT ! it felt like a whole big family .. ! gahhhhs .. if only ii cud travel bak to tat tym .. miss it sooo much ..........................
but sadly , ii`m only in contact with th0se who continued in BHPS , th0se who left , lost c0ntact alr .. but ii heard tat sam ryan nn euree are still in touch with a few of whom ii dd0nt quite rmb kn0wing , c0s they all live in bukit timah HOUSES , uu see .. HOUSES , like, n0t flats or condos or terrace .. HOUSES .. so it's like in the same estate , it's hard n0t to be in contact ! =D

ok , tat's all ii did nn packed ferh ytd .. spent too much tym looking thru the bks nn this magazine .. =p

nightmare , friends ign0red me.

2007-11-18T17:23:00.000-08:00

ii`m scared . tat nightmare last night really freaked miie out . ii woke frm the dream at 5+ am , nn only fell bak asleep at 7+am , nearly 8am .. nn n0w muh eyes are both sw0llen , frm the crying .. shit . ass . fcking dream . screw it . it's really disturbing .. ii cant put it off muh mind .. !

we were in a dimly lit place .. it wasnt a rm , it was just .. a place , ii dunno whr .. nobody was dere .. xy nn vien were walking in front of miie . they were chatting with each other .. ii wanted to join in .. ii talked tu them , they ign0red miie .. ii called out to them , still no reaction .. ii sh0uted nn screamed , pulled their hands but they just wont look at miie , they just kept talking nn chatting away happily as if nth was happening at all .. ! ii gave up , ii turned bak , nn dere they were - wt , kim , nana , nette . playing ard , joking nn laughing their asses out like alwaes .. =D it cheered miie up a bit , nn wanted to j0in in the fun .. but wadever ii did or said , they just didnt resp0nd to miie like ii didnt exist at all .. ii left them nn decided to try talking to the 2 girls on the other side , they were still walking nn talking , th0 it was kinda like walking on the spot .. weird . their bfs had joined in with them , ii walked up to them , nn tried to talk .. they resp0nded .. ferh a m0ment ii felt so relieved nn happy tat they didnt ign0re miie , but wen they spoke , all th0se feelings drained out of miie .. vien said "YOU DONT BELONG HERE , GO AWAY !" , nn xy said "YEA , STOP PLAYING GOOSEBERRY ! " ............. it was terrifying , ii didnt kn0w wad to do , but to run bak tu nana nn the rest .. nana narr0wed her eyes wen she saw miie , she looked evil , nn she whispered "SO , YOUR BEST FRIENDS DONT WANT YOU ANYMORE .. ? SO DO WE !" nn the rest were like "YEA , YOU DONT BELONG HERE EITHER ..! " nn on one side of miie -vien nn xy with their bfs walking , on the spot , quite a distance away . on the other side - nette , kim , nana , wt , resumed playing happily , nn also a distance away .. nn ii started crying nn crying , then ii woke . mum woke miie , she said she heard s0bbing , ii told her ii had a nightmare , so she jjus went bak to slp .. & ii cudnt go bak to slp since , until a few hrs later .. nn n0w muh eyes are literally just slits , many m0re tyms smaller than it alr is .. this nightmare really sucks ..

& it makes miie wonder , really , DO II EVEN BELONG ANYWHR .. ?

it's boring the whole of today .. nn cold , c0s of the rain .. had nth to do , so re-read HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS .. ii still dd0nt quite understand .. hahas .. ii didnt kn0w kim was g0ing out with us the other day , ii didnt hear her name wen sammy told miie who was g0ing , so ii t0t she wasnt .. nn ii didnt bring the harryp0tter bk . ii`ll make it a point to rmb the next tym .. =) but yea , in the meantym , still trying to figure out the whole thing .. kim explained to miie tat day , but ii f0rgot wad she told miie .. ! bad bad mem0ry huh .. =p

okays , g0tta sc0ot , mum wants miie to pack , or she'll start nagging like hell wen she c0mes bak .. =/ byes .. !

ii hope the nightmare dd0nt bec0me real ..........

shue and her friends are lovely...

2007-11-18T04:25:00.000-08:00

ohh .. h0w heartwarming it is to see shue nn her 3 other friends hanging out so happily together , being dere ferh each other .. aww , wad a l0vely thing to happen tu dear shueshue .. =) h0pe they are all HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY ! =D making miie soo green with envy .. ! =p

"TOTALLY" is the fav quote .. c0mmonly heard frm the POPULAR girls in high sch nn c0llege in the western c0untries .. like , ferh everii sentence they say , they t0tally use "TOTALLY" .. & ii think it s0unds t0tally ann0ying .. !

why are th0se girls alwaes doing everiithing , even out of their means , just to be POPULAR ? wad's the big deal abt being POPULAR ? or , NOT being POPULAR .. ? s0me even go tuu the extent of taking drugs tuu st0p themselves frm eating , just to slim d0wn (wen they alr are) to be POPULAR. they end up getting depressi0n , nn even having tuu enter a rehab .. why cant these girls jjus live their own life .. ? bitching ard abt others , gathering dirt abt their "BFFs" , fighting over the cutest nn h0ttest dude in sch who's in s0ccer or baseball or rugby nn who alr has many girlfriends AND who will never be true to anii of th0se girls , being smuggish , sluttish nn a t0tal bitch who wud never haf a true friend - is wad it takes to be the POPULAR girl in high sch . ii mean , you are wad YOU are , it's n0body's business , uu dd0nt need to get all tat attention frm others .. isnt it tiring .. ? with ppl watching ur everii m0ve , a lil fault makes the entire sch , or even the mall uu hang out all the tym , OR even the wh0le neighbourho0d m0ck at uu .. ..................??????????................?????????

errm , halfway thru typing tat paragraph ab0ve , ii've suddenly clean f0rgotten wad ii was driving at .. ii dunno wad ii wanna say abt tat right n0w .. it's late , ii think ii`ll catch myye sleep n0w , h0pefully ii wud dream abt wad ii was trying to say just n0w .. nn maybe ii`ll rack muh brains a bit nn try to recall .. but ii kn0w it's sth n0t so meaningless .. gah wadever , wait till ii rmb it ! =p

till then ppl .. night .. =)

which harry potter character are you ? i`m ginny n harry !

2007-11-17T15:18:00.000-08:00

OH NO , WHICH CHARACTER SHUD I CHOOSE NOW ? COS FERH SOME OF THE QUESTIONS , II HAD MORE THAN AN ANSWER , SO II WENT BAK TO TRY AGAIN WITH A DIFFERENT ANSWER , AND I BECAME HARRY POTTER !! OH , IT'S HARD TO CHOOSE BETWEEN THE BOTH !!!
MAYBE II`LL JUST GO AND CHANGE MUH ANSWERS FRM TYM TO TYM . =p

facebk is great n0w .

2007-11-17T15:02:00.000-08:00

II THINK II`M STARTING TUU LOVE FACEBK BECAUSE OF A TEST IT HAD . ABT THE " WHICH HARRY POTTER CHARACTER ARE YOU?" II DID THE TEST , AND II WAS GINNY WEASLEY ! OMG ! =D IT'S IN MUH PROFILE , AND UU ALL MUST TRY !! =D wahhahahahas ! HARRY POTTER.

to-do list

2007-11-16T23:28:00.000-08:00

THIS IS MY TO-DO LIST . =) :

pack myye wardr0be nn drawers .
s0rt out myye h0meworks . ( but n0t to do them , n0t n0w .. =p )
pack the whole messy table !!
download nn listen to the new songs !
clear s0me songs in muh fone nn make space ferh the new ones !
clear all th0se things in my desktop . ( it's making muh c0mp laggy .. ! )
play mye Innocent Life until at least a yr bef0re quitting .
change songs on myye imeem.
UPLOAD THE PICTURES !!!!!!!!
do sth abt the sto0piid m0dem ! ASS , II WANNA GO ONLINE !
go out and haf FUN !
& to SHOP .
write up myye SHOPPING LIST !
update muhself on the latest g0ssips. read the magz !

there's m0re , only tat ii`m too tired to think .. ii`ll update this post frm tym tuu tym , to remind muhself abt things ii haf tuu do over the hols .. =) I NEED TO KEEP MUHSELF BUSY , DO STH MEANINGFUL AT LEAST , AND NOT STAY AT HM TO ROT EVERYDAY !

dd0nt speak to miie with pricks okay. uu w0nt wanna pr0voke miie further.

1 good news , 2 bad news .

2007-11-16T15:01:00.000-08:00

OKAYS . ii haf one good news , nn 2 bad .

good news is , xy suggested g0ing to either jurong or wildwildwet with the few of us next week , which means ii can jump into the p0ol of water .. ! yayyys !

bad news abt tat is , by saying the few of us , ii reck0n she means - DARENCE&XY, miie, VIVIEN&SHAOZHE.. so wad am ii g0nna do wen the 2 couples share a float , hug nn talk tuu only each other .. ? big pr0b here .. do ii haf to hunt ferh a boyfriend jus ferh the sake of acc0mpanying miie wen ii`m with them .. ? NO WAY am ii g0nna do tat .. ! ok , but wad n0w .. ? if ii say , ask kat along , they might disagree , nn even if they agreed , ii dd0n kn0w if nana cud c0me , she jjus had an asthma relapse .. nn if ii said tuu ask along nette kim or wt , ii dd0n think they wud agree ... omg .. wad am ii g0nna do n0w .. ?

an0ther bad news is .. look .. :

it reads : "You have been disconnected from Windows Messenger Live.

Reconnecting in __:__ " <- ( this line line thing , it tells me h0w long ii haf to wait to get connected .. it n0rmally takes 20 sec or more , but ii click the "Reconnect Now" at the bottom.. )

nn apparently the msn page turned like this after ii signed in ferh LESS THAN 10 SECONDS !! ii guess ii can only be online in the weeeee hrs of the dead night whr , only ONE pers0n was online if uu took a better look at the pic in the previ0us post ..

tat's all . bye.

wow . msn seems to be working.

2007-11-16T03:21:00.000-08:00

ii think ii haf a piece of good news. take a look at this .. :

amazingly , nn surprisingly , it's stayed like this ferh m0re than an hr alr .. ! =) ii t0t ii'd try getting online ferh a while , jjus to try nn change muh nickname nn stuffs , c0s less ppl are online at this hr , nn ii w0nt be such a bother tuu aniione if ii keep getting disc0nnected .. nn it jjus remained like this ! =D let's jjus h0pe it'll be alright ferh the rest of it's life .. hahahs .. ! but unf0rtunately , having been offline ferh such a long tym , ii havent quite t0t of checking anii emails , nn haf accumulated 80 wh0le big fat mails .. !!! grr, guess ii`m g0nna be down ferh s0me email-clearing .. ! ass. ah well , just as long as msn stays online like this , it pays to clear th0se effing mails .. =)

OH , PRAY HARD IT REALLY STAYS ONLINE LIKE THIS .. ! WISH MYYE MSN LUCK . =D

make up , sucess ?

2007-11-16T02:19:00.000-08:00

it wasnt exactly successful , but at least ii did it.. ii managed tuu help sammy's seni0r , CHARMAINE , make up a bit .. good thing she wasnt too fussy abt anth .. hahahs . =p but seri0usly , ii was sooo nerv0us while helping her at it .. ! nn tuu top up myye uneasiness , dere was a magazine with a face of a gurl whose make up was like sooo unsightly , alm0st comparable to RU HUA .. ! ii kkant help it , but ii keep stealing glances at tat hideous face nn scaring muhself further .. ! but yea , it turned out OK afterall .. hehehs .. =)

it's weird, but ii tink ii've t0tally forg0tten it ytd .. on the way to popo's hse ytd evening after g0ing out with the gurls , ii went tuu wats0ns , nn bot a new foundation nn new eyeliner .. =) ZA's eyeliner nn MAYBELINE's ANGEL FIT foundation ... ass , ii didnt kn0w they had the limited edition pack tat c0mes with a furry nice pouch .. ii only saw it on the way out after paying ferh muh items .. ii did try tuu look ferh myye shade nn ask ferh an exchange since ii didnt kn0w it at first , nn als0 tat the cashier didnt inf0rm miie tat dere was such a thing , but ii cudnt find myye tone ! ii asked the salespers0n , she checked , nn tat shade was outta stock ferh the watsons in tpy, bishan, orchard wisma nn s0me other nearer places tat she helped miie check .. ah well , nvm , guess ii aint meant tuu get it aniiwaes .. plus , ii'd dirty it real quickly , nn so0n , ii'd be too lazy tuu use it .. =p hahas .. nn the ZA eyeliner .. wanted tuu get frm the SKIN FOOD , but ii heard muh aunt say it's n0t longlasting , so decided tuu grab one at watsons .. hahas. ohs , nn ii jjus rmb tat ii had these 2 new make up this afterno0n while packing de things needed tuu help charmaine with her make up .. nn ii used it on her .. yea it's pretty good .. =)

went to popo's hse after m0nkey's place to help charmaine , watched TITANIC , part 2 .. continued frm ytd's first half .. aww , beautiful st0ry .. issit a true story .. ? or at least , issit true tat such a ship existed , nn really sank .. ? if it's true , then it's saddening .. so many haf died .. JACK DORSEN died .. wad a waste .. nn tat old lady named herself ROSE DORSEN after his death .. h0w lovely .... OKAYS , bak here .. went hm after watching , nn had a bad tummyache ..! poor miie .. ! ii only ate KFC meltz .. wad cud be so bad abt it .. ? the pain was alm0st unbearable .. ! ii was like huddled into a big ball .. too pain .. nn ii eventually fell asleep while trying tuu endure the pain .. slept ferh abt an hr , woke up jjus in tym tuu catch myye 娱乐百分百.. =) nn ii felt better .. =)

buhhbyes .. =D

help charmaine make up

2007-11-15T15:29:00.000-08:00

o0ohhs .. ii'm getting so nerv0us .. sammy asked miie to help charmaine MAKE UP !!! ferh PROM NIGHT !! can uu believe it ... ? it's such an imp0rtant day !! nn ii g0tta do it !! omg , ii`m so scared , wad if ii screwed it all up .... ? ii`m n0t exactly pr0fessi0nal .. ii really think they shud get either BELICIA or TING I .. seri0us .. ii can make up ferh myyeself , sometyms ferh frens wen we go out , but n0t ferh ppl to go PROM NIGHTS ! omg , PROM NIGHT ! the last thing aniione cud do ferh a PROM NIGHT is to get someone so nerv0us - like miie n0w , to make up ferh uu ! oh no .... but ii've pr0mised ...... oh no ....... ii can do the face ferh her , but ii`m utterly afraid to touch the eye area . really .. ! wad if the eyeliner gets out of line ?! wad if ii smurged the mascara all over her eye wen ii`m applying it ferh her with muh trembling hands ? ohno .. these th0ts are making miie m0re nerv0us than ever !! ii`ve jjus packed the things tat ii t0t wud be of use , but ii really dd0nt kn0w ! gahhhhhhhhhh ... ! landed muhself in h0t soup this tym ...... !!! okays , g0tta sc0ot , rushing d0wn to m0nkey's hse n0w . byes . wish miie luck !

OH NO , II THINK YOU PPL BETTER PRAY HARD FERH HER , TAT II WONT SCREW UP HER FACE AT ALL . GOODNESS .

2007-11-15T01:34:00.000-08:00

嗨！我又回来了！现在在看百分百重播。。今天是百分百大对抗，来宾是-潘嘉丽和郭美美！原来她们两个已经认识很久了，因为在新加坡是在同一间音乐学校上课的。。虽然觉得kelly很烂，但郭美美还更是差到不行！这次的kelly真的是比第一张专辑好很多很多！她刚刚跳了一只舞，jazz的舞蹈，很好看！她还挺会跳的嘛，真的啦，很好看。。但那个郭美美，真的，去台湾只是给新加坡丢脸！哎哟，不知道啦，但论歌艺论舞艺都是kelly比较好啦。。今天棚内整个气氛很怪，说话都有点小心哦。。因为两位新加坡人都很不会说话，小猪和小鬼说的话她们都听不懂，也都没什么反应，小猪和小鬼也好像不太敢开什么玩笑，整个感觉好怪哦。。就是不喜欢酱嘛。。！哎哟。。新加坡真是丢脸啦。。如果是我的话就好多了嘛。。我又懂他们说的话，也会和他们开玩笑，又会和他们玩，唱歌跳舞必定也比他们好很多，不会小鬼和小猪不知道该说什么。。哈哈哈哈！好无聊，拜拜。

went out with them

2007-11-14T23:48:00.000-08:00

wo0oho0o ... ! finally , went out again ! it's jjus like breaking free ! muahahahas ! sammy asked miie out with kim , tongs , nette , muii nn her ytd .. of course ii said yes , duhh .. hahhas .. sammy wanted tuu go topsh0p tuu get her sh0es ..

ii was sooooo late , as usual , but it's bec0s of myye bro . he was quarreling with his gf , nn didnt wan us tuu disturb them , so he locked us all outta the rm ! miie nn muh younger br0 ! mum wasnt at hm so no one tuu help .. he took the keys intuu the rm with him too .. ! shouted nn scolded , screamed , kicked , hit , pushed the door nn everiithing , he jjus wudnt open it .. myye wh0le bag was inside ! good thing ii had muh fone tuu tell sammy nn the rest tat ii wud be late .. nn luckily ii alwaes g0t muh make up into the bathrm first , c0s it's brighter nn easier tuu see there . so while waiting ferh tat bastard bro , went tuu do make up nn made muh hair .. but ii cudnt change , nn cudnt get muh bag ! after like 45 mins or sth , he finally opened . cho0sed clothes , changed nn continued preparing tuu meet the others , nn ii was alr very late . met them at orchard instead , c0s ii t0ld them tuu go first .. finally , met them nn went tuu topsh0p , but sammy didnt get the sh0es , c0s we said it wasnt nice .. hahahs . it really wasnt w0rth it laa .. headed tuu far east after tat .. walked ard , nn ii must buy sth bef0re we go !! sammy nn ii hunted ferh skinnies , ii cudnt find the sh0ps tat had th0se skinnies ii saw wen ii went with xy nn vien the other tym ! walked here nn dere nn no sign of them !! settled d0wn at one dunno wad stall at the basement , while they grabbed some bites .. ii didnt feel like eating th0se things , alth0 ii was quite hungry .. ii jjus felt like eating CAKES nn nth else . gahhs . wth .. nvm , c0ntinued hunting , but still cudnt find th0se pants , or anii nicer ones .. saw a pair of sh0es tat ii really liked , nn really wanted tuu buy c0s ii had nth tuu buy , but it was the last pair - the display pair .. ii dd0n wan it , too many ppl haf tried them .. nono .. haiis ..... ! finally left the place , GAHHHHHH , empty handed !!!!! grr . this is bad . ii didnt buy anth ! sammy suggested cineleisure .. b0t a tee frm IP ZONE , a RAINBOW one ! hehehehs , tat's sth nice. hahahs . BUT , wad ii NEED are BOTTOMS , NOT tops ! ii've g0t enuf tops alr , but ii jjus dd0n haf b0ttoms tuu go with , tat's sooo PATHETIC ! so yea , after all the sh0pping , ended up with sth ii shudnt haf b0t ! grr .. so it's n0t good afterall , nn tat's bad . gahhhhs . didnt go cine in the end , went hm instead . went tuu popo's hse , watched TITANIC on chnel5 while eating a b0wl of instant n0odles .. so unhealthy , buy yet YUMMY !! =p & HM .

didnt get wad ii needed tuu buy tuudae , nn g0t a tee instead , which was wad ii`ve full of ! ah wadever , at least ii went out tuudae , nn ii did enj0y muhself .. hahhas , h0w can a pers0n n0t enj0y with this great bunch of girls .. ? hahahas .. oh yes , at least ii breathed outside-my-hse air , alth0 loadsa sec0nd-hand sm0ke ..! =D

okays , ii`m b0red again . guess wad . ii ad0pted a PET on facebook . ii`m getting m0re nn m0re c0mmitted over there alr , which is wad ii dread ! c0s ii t0t it was sooooo LAME , nn n0w , ii`m using so much of it alr .. wadever , myye view can change okays . ii still think it's lame , but at least ii can keep in touch with muh uncles in washington thru dere .. tat's a good thing . =)

我好懒惰去追看公主小妹哦。。也不是真的懒惰啦，只是不想每个星期才看一集，所以想等几个星期，让它累计起来，然后再一次过看，比较爽嘛。。昨天看娱乐百分百，是akemi的恋爱百分百。。我不知道他是谁，但“单飞比较红”三个人都有参加啦！啊。。。。真希望我是那个女生，然后小鬼来我的恋爱百分百。。我会开心死的！不需要比赛什么，直接就选他了！！哈哈！

bye.

an uncle passed away

2007-11-14T23:36:00.000-08:00

sad news.

ii haf an uncle who passed away a few days ago .. in malaysia .. he lives in the kamp0ng we alwaes visit .. actually , ii dunno which uncle issit tat died , but mum says ii alwaes see him , he cooks ferh us wenever we go dere .. ii havent the faintest idea who it is , really .. but wadever , ii shud be feeling sad still, kn0wing tat it's an uncle who cooks ferh us , nn one whom we alwaes see wen we are there at the kamp0ng , has died . nn , at a young age .. he's only abt 30+ ii think .. he's b0ss , who is alwaes good tuu him , sent him tuu w0rk at KL ferh a week .. he makes furnitures .. it has never occurred tuu him tat he shud be taking pics of his masterpieces , but on tat day tat he died , the c0lleague who was with him told us tat my uncle wanted tuu take nice pics of all his beautiful work , so he took them frm everii angle carefully , making them look as nice as p0ssible on the camera .. nn he even said things like , beautiful pieces , last day looking at them , so haftah take some pics of them .. his c0lleague t0t he meant , last day KL looking at these pieces of furniture , c0s they were leaving tat day , nn the furnitures wud be left dere , so it didnt bother him much .. after taking the pics , they left , nn he fell frm the stairs .. but d0c said tat wasnt wad killed him , heart failure killed him .. guess it was the fright he had wen he fell or sth .. but taking the pics .. it's weird .. it's like , ppl do kn0w sometymss tat they're g0nna die soon or sth .. ii mean , they dd0n REALLY kn0w tat they're g0nna die , but s0rta , feel it , or sensed it .. ? nn they wud do nn c0mplete wad they dd0n n0rmally do .. weird , really , h0w life nn death is , nn the things ppl do bef0re they die .. ah well , so popo went tuu malaysia tuu pay respects .. came bak ytd .. haiis , poor uncle whom until n0w , ii cant rmb his face , dying at such a young age ..

nn while popo was dere , she heard tat one of the old neighbours in tat kamp0ng also jjus died .. tat old auntie , our family kn0ws her .. dunno why , but mum says we alwaes buy BANANAS frm tat old auntie wenever we went dere .. she was on her way bak frm als0 KL , frm a vacation or sth , with her s0n , nn her s0n's gf .. they met an accident , the old auntie died at the scene , nn the other 2 were seri0usly injured .. heard tat her s0n lost all his teeth , nn was heavily scarred .. the gf was jjus s0meh0w badly injured , but b0th didnt die except the old auntie .. haiis , wad was supp0sed tuu be a nice vacati0n turned out tuu be such a tragedy .. sad sad .. reck0n muhh wh0le family's g0nna miss her BANANAS ..

visited blog , bored.

2007-11-13T03:12:00.000-08:00

it's abt 3am n0w , ii've jjus been visiting blogs .. alm0st all the blogs . linked here nn there , nn landed on blogs of whom ii dd0n even kn0w .. hahahs .. visited r0tting blogs wh0se owners havent been updating ferh like m0nths .. ! tat's bad .. visited blogs of ppl who've been tuu OBS . sammy's bl0g was detailed !! it s0unds fun , it shud be , ii guess .. ii jjus wish ii had the guts nn be a bit m0re outg0ing tuu do all these kinda things , but ii jjus cant seem tuu be able tuu overc0me myye fear of practically EVERYTHING ! fear darkness , heights , dirt , smellyness , gh0sts , bugs , mud , water [ ii alwaes imagine elegat0rs in dirty water , s0meh0w . ] even a BALL , nn many m0re .. ! it's n0t really phobia c0s ii've never been hurt or anth , it's n0t like an aftermath of g0ing thru all these .. it's jjus , afraid of them naturally .. weird miie . gahs .. ii'd really like tuu haf a taste of doing all the HIGH ELEMENTS , kayaking , night walks ......

ii`m still n0t really tired , but ii`m t0tally BORED . dere's really nth tuu do at all ! b0redom kkan really kill ! hate being stuck at hm ....................................

bored agn. did uu watch HEROES ?

2007-11-13T00:17:00.001-08:00

are uu b0red ? ii am . grr .

stayed at hm ferhh the whole day , nn it's real boring ! gahhs . woke up at 4 , ate a bit , watched 娱乐百分百 nn tyra banks , had nth tuu do so went bak tuu haf a nap. nn ii had a dream. AGAIN .

ii was only abt 5 yrs old , in de dream .. ? nn guess wad . ii was driving a jet plane . a real one . we were in a war with loadsa ppl , carrying wands .. ii supp0se it's a war between Muggles nn the Wizarding c0mmunity .. but ii had no idea why ii was in the war , nn fighting , driving a jet plane , wen ii was only abt 5 yrs old .. ! wadever . den a jet of red light flew at my plane , shooted by one of the wizards , ii didnt kn0w who .. myye plane blasted . ii didnt feel anii pain .. nn the next min , ii was talking tuu an old man in a weirdly deserted place , it wasnt a dirty place , it was clean , nice , full of sunshine , but jjus deserted. it was only the old man nn ii over there . he talked tuu miie , ii cudnt rmb wad , but then ii woke , nn ii was lying on the grass , upon whr ii fell frm the plane ii tink .. ppl holding wands were surrounding miie , they all looked worried , nn ii felt different .. different frm who ii was at first . they told miie ii became a witch wen the jet of red light hit miie , so ii was one of them alr , nn tat ii had tuu help them continue tuu fight , AGAINST the Muggles . ii stood up , nn ii felt taller than ii was , nn took a look into the reflection on window of the wrecked plane , nn ii WAS taller , like the n0rmal height of a teenager , nn ii LOOKED jjus like a teenager . dere was a scar on myye face , not the H on harryp0tter's forehead , it was near muh jawline , a cr0oked Y .. ii t0t it looked ugly ! nvm abt tat , ii was a witch alr , nn ii had tuu help them fight the Muggles . ii dunno h0w ii knew all the jinxes nn curses , ii just did , nn ii casted them all ard at the other jet planes .. th0se ppl who g0t sh0t by the curses nn jinxes on the planes , they all died , they didnt bec0me witches or wizards like ii did , someh0w .. nn the scene in myy dream changed . ii was talking tuu muh aunt nn xy , nn aunt said tuu miie " it's good tat uu try " .. we were talking abt muh bf .. they asked miie wad was the name of muh bf , ii didnt kn0w , ii tried tuu recall , but ii cudnt , they asked miie h0w he looked like , ii cudnt tell them exactly , all ii said was " he had eyes , nn a n0se , a m0uth . he looked like ... a HUMAN BEING. " .. AND , ii woke up . weird dream .

ahh , tat dream s0rta made mye dae a bit better , at least it was sth interesting .. hehehs .. =p

helped mum with a bit of c0oking .. cut the ginger nn fishcakes , beat the egg .. it was DELICIOUS.! hahhas.. nn watched HEROES . ii dd0n quite understand .. it's c0nfusing .. at first ii t0t ii liked the japanese guy HIRO , the one hu cud fly , PETER , nn the artist whose drawings came true , ISSAAC .. ii like their p0wers .. to telep0rt , bend the tym nn space , to fly , nn s0rta predict things .. n0t really predict , it's jjus like , wad he drew jjus came true , without him kn0wing it .. if only ii had tat special p0wer , ii can draw things tat ii wan , many many presents on myye birthday , or being a director of CEO of a huge c0mpany , then it'll all c0me true .. !! hahahs . but the HIRO nn PETER cud do wad they cud only bec0s ISSAAC drew it . he wrote a c0mic abt HIRO , telep0rting tuu newy0rk frm japan , nn he drew a picture of PETER flying in the air .. which means , ii shud only like ISSAAC . gahs . wadever . ii jjus dd0n quite understand .. oh yea , wads the special p0wer of tat indian man , MOHINDER SURESH ? gahhhhhhhhsss .. idiot.

bye.

2007-11-13T00:17:00.000-08:00

are uu b0red ? ii am . grr .

stayed at hm ferhh the whole day , nn it's real boring ! gahhs . woke up at 4 , ate a bit , watched 娱乐百分百 nn tyra banks , had nth tuu do so went bak tuu haf a nap. nn ii had a dream.

AGAIN .ii was only abt 5 yrs old , in de dream .. ? nn guess wad . ii was driving a jet plane . a real one . we were in a war with loadsa ppl , carrying wands .. ii supp0se it's a war between Muggles nn the Wizarding c0mmunity .. but ii had no idea why ii was in the war , nn fighting , driving a jet plane , wen ii was only abt 5 yrs old .. ! wadever . den a jet of red light flew at my plane , shooted by one of the wizards , ii didnt kn0w who .. myye plane blasted . ii didnt feel anii pain .. nn the next min , ii was talking tuu an old man in a weirdly deserted place , it wasnt a dirty place , it was clean , nice , full of sunshine , but jjus deserted. it was only the old man nn ii over there . he talked tuu miie , ii cudnt rmb wad , but then ii woke , nn ii was lying on the grass , upon whr ii fell frm the plane ii tink .. ppl holding wands were surrounding miie , they all looked worried , nn ii felt different .. different frm who ii was at first . they told miie ii became a witch wen the jet of red light hit miie , so ii was one of them alr , nn tat ii had tuu help them continue tuu fight , AGAINST the Muggles . ii stood up , nn ii felt taller than ii was , nn took a look into the reflection on window of the wrecked plane , nn ii WAS taller , like the n0rmal height of a teenager , nn ii LOOKED jjus like a teenager . dere was a scar on myye face , not the H on harryp0tter's forehead , it was near muh jawline , a cr0oked Y .. ii t0t it looked ugly ! nvm abt tat , ii was a witch alr , nn ii had tuu help them fight the Muggles . ii dunno h0w ii knew all the jinxes nn curses , ii just did , nn ii casted them all ard at the other jet planes .. th0se ppl who g0t sh0t by the curses nn jinxes on the planes , they all died , they didnt bec0me witches or wizards like ii did , someh0w .. nn the scene in myy dream changed . ii was talking tuu muh aunt nn xy , nn aunt said tuu miie " it's good tat uu try " .. we were talking abt muh bf .. they asked miie wad was the name of muh bf , ii didnt kn0w , ii tried tuu recall , but ii cudnt , they asked miie h0w he looked like , ii cudnt tell them exactly , all ii said was " he had eyes , nn a n0se , a m0uth . he looked like ... a HUMAN BEING. " .. AND , ii woke up . weird dream .

ahh , tat dream s0rta made mye dae a bit better , at least it was sth interesting .. hehehs .. =p

helped mum with a bit of c0oking .. cut the ginger nn fishcakes , beat the egg .. it was DELICIOUS.! hahhas.. nn watched HEROES . ii dd0n quite understand .. it's c0nfusing .. at first ii t0t ii liked the japanese guy HIRO , the one hu cud fly , PETER , nn the artist whose drawings came true , ISSAAC .. ii like their p0wers .. to telep0rt , bend the tym nn space , to fly , nn s0rta predict things .. n0t really predict , it's jjus like , wad he drew jjus came true , without him kn0wing it .. if only ii had tat special p0wer , ii can draw things tat ii wan , many many presents on myye birthday , or being a director of CEO of a huge c0mpany , then it'll all c0me true .. !! hahahs . but the HIRO nn PETER cud do wad they cud only bec0s ISSAAC drew it . he wrote a c0mic abt HIRO , telep0rting tuu newy0rk frm japan , nn he drew a picture of PETER flying in the air .. which means , ii shud only like ISSAAC . gahs . wadever . ii jjus dd0n quite understand .. oh yea , wads the special p0wer of tat indian man , MOHINDER SURESH ? gahhhhhhhhsss .. idiot.

bye.

bored tuu the extreme

2007-11-11T22:20:00.000-08:00

ii tink ii`m b0red tuu the extreme .. ? ii`m posting m0re than one post in a day ! this is bad , ii need fresh air , nn ii need the SUNLIGHT . ii`m so lack of vitamin D ! gahhs .

WITH GREAT POWER , COMES GREAT RESPONSIBILITY ..
look thru muh previ0us posts , uu cud find this sentence ..
nn it's soo true .. ii`ve jjus watched fantastic four .. the first episode .. o0oh , so they all found their powers in some radiation kinda st0rm thing .. ? the baddie found his too .. but why cud these 4 heroes put their powers to good use , nn n0t tat baddie VICTOR VON DOOM ? he misused his powers , he used it ferh evil deeds .. so uu've g0t tuu be responsible ferh wad uu do with ur powers , it's g0t tuu be put tuu go use , n0t ferh greed or superiority .. having powers d0esnt mean tat ur a hero , dere's m0re tuu it , responsibility counts okays .. errms, yea , tat makes the person a true hero ..

taa daaah ! hahahs , ii was kinda bored , nn ii suddenly tot of this sentence , ii wanted tuu say sth abt it .. ii kn0w ii didnt explain it well , c0s ii cant .. muahahaahahs , ii`m bad at comprehension okaes , but ii tink ii cud scratch a pass ferh this explantion laas .. =p

ii`m watching THE NOOSE n0w ! , nn it's FUNNY ! abt tat disemb0died body , with only the head left nn still alive , uhms , if uu tink logically in a no joke way , h0w can the head live?! ii mean , wad d0es the person eat ? whr d0es it go ? so d0es the person even needs tuu eat ? muahahahhahahas .. it's idiotic alrite , but FUNNY !

OK , bored girl signing off bak tuu the bored world tuu live a bored life in a bored hm located in a bored place on a bored earth in the bored universe . erhs , byes . =D bored.

2007-11-11T13:34:00.000-08:00

hmms , ii think ii fit tuu be a photographer ferh commercials nn advertisements .. hahas , ii kkan take pics frm g0od angles .. mauhahahahas .. ! =p KIDDING .

see the difference yellow nn white lightings make ? hehehs ..

okays , these are the 3 things ii b0t the other day . the WALLET , KETCHAIN nn EYELINER . =) it made miie sooo happy tat day .. hahas ! bec0s all these are things ii've been eyeing on ferh a long tym, but didnt kn0w wad was holding miie bak frm getting them !! nn ii finally bot them .. hehehs .. hais , but there g0es muhh m0ney ... ! nvm , they're worth it th0 , hehehs .. loveables .. =)

my dad sucks

2007-11-11T01:28:00.000-08:00

MY FATHER SUCKS . HE'S THE WORST MAN ON EARTH , NOT EVEN A MAN ! WORSE THAN A DYING DOG ! WORST BASTARD ON EARTH . DO NOT MENTION A WORD ABT MY FATHER TO ME FRM NOW ON , BECAUSE I DONT HAF ONE.

say tat ii`m n0t filial ferh saying such a thing , but he's irresp0nsible , nn a freak . uselss . never seen a person like this in mye life . i DESPISE him , he's n0t worth anyone's respect . ii dont need to be good to him , ii dont need to obey him , i dont need to respect or be filial to him , i WONT BE . omg , ii am outta words to describe such a lowly person . IT'S NOT MYYE LOSS TO LOSE A FATHER IN MUH LIFE IF HE'S THE FATHER , II FIND IT A PRECIOUS GAIN IN FACT . aniione wud if uu've g0t such a "father". HA.

pls dont ask miie wad happened. i wont say , ii ddont wanna say. =)
ohs , dd0nt expect to see miie crying or sobbing over this matter , ii wont , it's n0t worth muhh tears , ii`m angry , n0t exactly sad aniiwaes ..
ahem , 我很萧飒的okaes .. !

stayed at hm

2007-11-10T23:53:00.000-08:00

didnt go out tuudae , lazed at hm all day, used the comp . =)

有看我猜吗？越来越喜欢李玖哲了！这是他在我猜说的一番话。。
有种华人艺术，是把很多字刻在米粒或花瓣上的。。
李玖哲就问到“你刻了这么多字在那立米上，那你拿去住了，自会不会也变大？”
刻字的人回答“我想应该不会吧。。”
吴宗宪对李玖哲说“但是人家的艺术品你要住来干嘛？”
李玖哲回答“我想吃了那些米可能会变得有深度，但字不会变大，我好难过。。！”
muahahahhahahahahahhas ! agaiin , it's n0t tat funny wen ii type it out like tat , it's n0t exactly h0w they said it aniiwaes .. but yea , it was funny .. hehehs .. plus the way he said it , his lousy nn funny accent , duper hilarious !!! =DD

我终于把公主小妹看完第八集了！！！今天电脑好像突然很喜欢我，就让我一次过从第五集看到第八集！之前要等很久，今天都不怎么需要等！哈哈哈哈！但是到了最后一部分，超慢，就懒得等了，冲凉吃饭等等大概两个小时后，到回来用电脑，它就自己播了！我没有关掉那一夜，然后它就自己播了咯！哈哈！

so , tat's all . byebye .. ! =)

jingying's graduation concert

2007-11-09T23:54:00.000-08:00

II GOT THE WRONG DIRECTION ! gahs .. ii t0t 88 gets tuu NYP , but it didnt , it went the opp direction frm whr NYP is ! grr . ii was alr kinda late while waiting ferh 88 ferh 15 fat mins ! alighted wen ii knew ii g0t in the wrong direction , but ii didnt kn0w wad bus cud take miie tuu NYP frm whr ii was , so ii took a taxi . it was idiotic.
we dr0ve into NYP , ii didnt kn0w whr the auditorium was , it wasnt written on anii signs along the way , so ii told the driver tuu go bak out , nn drop miie at the entrance . ii called xy , nn she said ii had tuu walk a long way in . nn wen ii finally got there , it was whr ii made the driver u-turn. idiotic ! grr . tat was like , the main building ! OMG , this NYP is HUGE ! really ! we've been tuu SP bef0re rites ? if uu t0t tat sch was big , uu might n0t know the meaning of ENORMOUS . wow , if ii ever studied there , which ii WUD BE , ii'd get lost . then ii'll pity xy . if II wud be lost dere , ii dunno wad's g0nna happen tuu her , she might hafta camp in dere ferhh a few days or longer tuu find her way out , c0s she doesnt haf the SLIGHTEST sense of directory ! muahahhhas , it's true . okays , the auditorium was also HUGE , much bigger than SP's , nn it was POSH . really . like , some kinda ESPLANADE'S theatre .. ? so CLASSY . heehees .. =D
alm0st puked at the beginning wen some cokcok EMCEE was talking . she was TRYING tuu talk in an accent , which was weird nn pain tuu the ears , nn it was sucky . ii seriously dd0n understand WHY , does she haf tuu talk like tat , cant she talk like a n0rmal human being ?!! then it was some kinda chairman of tpy's speech tym , nn ii alm0st dozed off ! boring nn long . finally , the concert began . first item was JINGYING's class's dance . it was cute , simple nn nice . the others were all sucky , really . it's n0t like ii`m trying tuu be biased here , but the others cant make it , really . it's like , the gurls try their best tuu shake their bony butts, nn so not ferh kids . ii mean , kids shudnt be dancing like this at all ! ALL th0se gurls who were in other classes wore halter necks nn showed their tummies , almost like a bikini , nn skirts tat were shiny nn SHORT . really , tat was so NOT cute . ii jjus cant stand lil' gurls wearing like this , it d0esnt make them look like kids like they were supposed tuu be ! nn they were all dancing like, so VAIN , twisting their bony ASSES . ii dd0n get it , ALL the other classes EXCEPT jingying's class , were like tat ! why cant the teachers come up with sth cuter nn m0re kiddo ? alrite , finished , picked jingying , all went ferh dinner & hm..

dad g0t muhh organ fixed properly alr .. ! yayys ! ahem , ii meant the organ tat uu play on like a piano .. ii kn0w uu guys arent sto0pid enough tuu think of the organs in our bodies , but muhh bro is ! so JJUST IN CASE uu t0t the same way he did , ii'd better make a declaration nn make things clear .. mauhahhahahahs ! ii was playing with it , ii cant recognise th0se notes nn everiithing tat ii had , nn tat ii used tuu kn0w .. sad sad , ii'll try tuu recall them . =) wait till ii earn enuf , ii'll learn it all over again . pity ii gave up after only one yr , nn it was on the day ii finally g0t promoted tuu grade one ! gahs , wadever .

buhhbyes . =)

it's , ii dunno why

2007-11-09T02:05:00.000-08:00

ahhh , read thru muhh previ0us posts , nn realised tat ii alwaes say "ii dunno why" , which is , yea , II DUNNO WHY !! mauahhahahhas ..

m0re than once , ii've been sooo close tuu getting tuu go overseas ! ii mean , further than malaysia .. ! first tym was , ningyi alr asked uncle tuu get muhh ticket tuu china nn hk with them , but realised it was only a one week march h0ls , so had tuu cancel it , c0s they n0rmally go dere ferhh abt 2 weeks or so ..! and the sec0nd tym , is NOW . popo , aunt , ningyi , longhao , jingying nn uncle are g0ing tuu china , then tuu hk .. it's alwaes like tat , c0s china nn hk are closer than malaysia nn s'pore ii think .. yupps , nn this tym , they asked xy nn ii . we need tuu pay $400 ferh ourselves ferrh the air ticket , nn they pay de balance .. nn we've g0t tuu prepare some m0re m0ney tuu spend over dere .. ferh fo0d , we dd0n need , the adults will pay , but ferhh things tat we wanna buy while we're dere , we've g0t tuu pay ferh ourselves of course . so the least altuugether wud be $600 ? xy's mum allowed her tuu go , but n0t myye niang ! she says it's expensive , nn no fun , plus dangerous .. ok . the plan while dere is this , longhao nn family wud be g0ing frm 29-10 n0v .. dey wud be at the village area , c0s ningyi's family is dere , they wanna visit .. then frm 10-14 n0v , aunt nn popo wud be heading tuu hk frm spore , nn meet longhao nn family dere .. first , it's ex , which is true , but it's tuu china , so far away , so obviously it wud be ex .. but it's n0t worth it c0s it wont be fun . which is true again . if ii went with ningyi tuu de village , we wud be stuck in the hse all day nn it's in a village , it wont be fun ! if ii went with aunt ltr , it's still no fun even if in hk , c0s we've g0t kids tagging along , so everything slows d0wn .. we've g0t tuu care nn look after the kids , nn we'll be sh0pping loadsa kids stuffs .. even if aunt went a seperate way with frm wen sh0pping , it's still no fun , c0s ii cant buy too much , ii dd0nt haf the m0ney , plus it's winter ! this seas0n's clothes are all dull colored, nn thick , long sleeves .. so ii dd0n really like it either .. nn they're one bunch who dunno abt FUN , or going on a HOLIDAY . all they might do is sh0p , they wont try different things like food , they wont bother going places like hot spring , night markets nn everiithing .. so it's totally no fun ! nn with their attention only on the kids, muhh life might be in danger if ii went .. muahahhas .. mum's g0nna be dead worried .. SO , dere , all these reasons wud suffice . ii can content muhhself jjus as well with these reas0ns abt NOT going with them .. =) so ii dd0n feel so bad abt n0t being able tuu go .. ! seriously , ii've g0t MORE reasons NOT tuu go , than TO go .. the only reasons ii might gif TO go , is tat ii wanna take the aeroplane , nn ii wanna stay in a hotel , c0s ii like the smell of the hotel , after some t0ts , others dd0n matter alr .. so it's like , it's n0t the destination tat attracts miie , it's the journey .. =p but of course, if ii had de m0ney , nn only if it was with mum or muhh frens , without all these elderly nn kids ard , ii'd be glad tuu go ..!

so , tat was one of the very few tyms ii cud name reas0ns ferh wad ii did , wad ii chose . =) nn it was good , wasnt it ? hahahas . seems like , ii am one who can only make BIG decisions , such as tat. =) trivial matters like , whr tuu go , why ii posed de way ii did ferh de cam , ii cant find de answers .. hahas . =p

HAPPY BDAE TUU JIAGONG! errms , tat's muhh ahgong , ii call in in HAKKA , tat's why ii call him JIAgong .. it's grandfather on the m0ther's side . hahas . yes , it's is bdae tuudae .. had steamboat at popo's hse .. been slping at 6am in the m0rning lately , watching dvds thru de nite .. hehes . so , ii woke up late , 3+ , nn ii only g0t dere at 5+ , wen everiione's abt finished with the food !! nvm , ii dd0n eat much ferh steamboats , nn again , II DUNNO WHY , ii jjus dd0n like those foods ferh steamboats . had cake nn it was kinda boring alr .. c0s de kids were all dere , ii dd0n play with dem much , ii dd0n haf the patience to ! dey ask questions tat uu might never find an ans tuu content them at all ! nn yea , they all stick tuu xy aniiwaes , c0s they kn0w ii dd0n play with them .. muahahahahhas . tat's good okays .. dozed off on the sofa , too tired .. hahas .

it's 2 am n0w , we reached hm at 12+ .. ii jjus bathed nn g0t ready tuu watch the dvds again .. hahas . tml , ii'll be visiting muhh future sch - NANYANG POLYTECHNIC. ii haf decided tat as muh sch . =) reason ferh g0ing there wud be , JINGYING'S K2 GRADUATION CONCERT . it's weird , to be so formal nn to make such a big deal abt it .. n0rmally , nn alwaes , it's at CCs , never at a POLYTECHNIC's AUDITORIUM . nvm , we'll see h0w tat place is tml .. hahas . oh yea , NYP is really near myye hse , tat's an0ther reason ii like this sch . =)

finally , ii've g0t reasons ferh wad ii do or wadever it is here nn dere in this post . =)
but still , it feels m0re miie tuu say , II DUNNO WHY , II DUNNO ! =D

spent a day with xy .... AND her bf . AGAIN.

2007-11-07T23:46:00.000-08:00

BOOO !! muahahahahahhahahahs !! did ii scare uu ? wahhahahahahs ! erhs , ii guess n0t , rite ? hahahs , guess ii`m too pretty tuu be scary even with tiis ugly face thing .. muahahhahas .. ! =p

okays , tat was spastic .. ii dunno wad other poses can ii do ferh muhh camera , so ii decided tuu do this , which is idiotic .. muahahahahhas .. ii t0t it was hilarious , ii dunno why , so ii t0t ii'd jjus put it here .. hehehes .. =p

goodness , ii was lazy tuu upload pics jjus after dey're taken , nn n0w , ii`ve accumulated quite a lot , nn ii`m even lazier tuu upload all at a tym n0w ! probably wen ii`m free nn on the net ferhh the whole day , ii MIGHT upload them .. dey're gorgeous pics ! which is tuu say , II am gorgeous .. c0s th0se pics are pics of MIIE ! =D muahahahhahas ! uhms , tiis is NOT thick skinned, ii`m being honest , really . =D

okays , enuf of crapping dere . went out tuudae , nn yea , again , ii havent handed up muhh eng summary .. it's d0ne alr , it was done 2 days ago , but ii was lazy tuu go all de way bak tuu sch jjus ferh tiis piece of paper ! gahs .. met xy .. AND darence , of course . HA , like as if dey w0nt appear tuugether .. it was broad daylight , ii was wide nn awake , yet ii was dreaming+daydreaming - of having a day out with one of de gurls , WITHOUT her bf . omg , muhh screws must've gone loose tuu actually even think abt such a day , it's totally IMPOSSIBLE . even if it was muhh last wish bef0re ii died , it wud NEVER come true .. yea , utterly disappointing yah ? jjus g0tta get used tuu it , which , ii still cant .. or rather , ii dd0n want tuu , nn ii dd0n like tuu. why shud ii ? shudnt ii haf the right tuu spend tym with muhh fren without her bf tagging along ? gahh . wadever . wish ii jjus cant bother abt such things , but it kinda disturbs miie everiitym ii t0t of hanging out with them alone , but ended up with 2 guys following hot on their heels . OKAY , so , we met , at raffles mrt , wanted tuu go PENINSULA .. we were quite sure it was at raffles mrt , but it wasnt . it was at city hall . as we've alr cr0ssed the gates out , we wasted de mrt fare , nn had tuu go bak in again . grr . found de place, walked ard , looking ferh skinny jeans . yes , it was cheap , VERY cheap , nn dere were LOADS of them , but ii liked n0ne of them . =/ ii dd0n like de colors .. they dd0n haf th0se fading grey tat ii`m looking ferhh .. dere were other colors ii liked , but n0t really the material , ii prefer an0ther type .. err , ii dunno h0w tuu describe wad issit tat ii like , hahahs .. but ii`m n0t saying th0se we saw at PENINSULA werent nice , they were , but ii jjus prefer an0ther type tat they dd0n haf .. dere were LOADSA guitars too ! beautiful ones , rocking ones , WOW ones ! ii saw 2 DORAEMON ones ! =D CUUUUUUUTE ! nn a HELLO KITTY one , which was quite nice too .. w0ws , ii suddenly haf the urge tuu learn guitar .. hehes .. ate at burger king , nn ryan came tuu meet us .. left PENINSULA , walked tuu MARINA SQUARE .. errh , it was NEAR , ok . nth much dere .. didnt see anii skinnies tat ii liked over there , ii guess only FAR EAST has it .. bugis has muhh cardigans .. =) but ii`m still happy tuu haf been tuu MARINA , c0s ii've b0t things too ! =)) the shiny glittery eyeliner , the one ii had always wanted but which , ii dunno why , ii haf been holding bak frm buying ferhh a long long tym .. so , ii finally got it !! nn the wallet .. also a shiny nn glittery one .. bling blink yahhs .. which is also an0ther thing which ii've been hesitating tuu buy , ii've no idea why , again . it's n0t tat these things werent worth buying , nn it's n0t like ii wont use them even if ii g0t them .. ii always use wadever ii bot .. the wallet costs only $9,90 ! so ii dunno wads been holding miie bak frm buying it long ago , nn the many tyms ii've seen it .. the eyeliner used tuu be $11.90. the offer's no m0re , so it's $17.95 n0w .. sto0pid of miie n0t tuu haf g0tten it earlier .. nvm , it's better late than never .. muahahhas ! ii jjus h0pe tat the price wud keep rising tuu 20 over dollars , so it makes miie feel better tuu buy it n0w .. grr .. nn ii've g0t muhhself an0ther keychain .. ferh handphone , or aniiwhr .. it's only $3.95 , so again , ii havent the faintest idea why ii havent bot it wen ii saw it .. luckily the price didnt go up , or ii'd kill muhhself .. ii wanna hang it on muhh f0ne , but ii cant bear tuu take off the other 2 .. if ii dd0n take down the other 2 , dere wud be too many things .. de other 2 are old alr , but at least ii cherish them .. =) one's frm aunt , the strap. ii like it alot , ii dunno why .. hahahs . nn the other one is the keychain which de other 2 , plus nana , haf .. none of them are using it aniim0re , but ii jjus cant bear tuu pluck it down .. muhh fone is the one thing tat ii carry ard with miie wherever ii go , even the bathrm , ii wan tuu haf tat keychain with miie wherever ii go .. then ii'll jjus haf tuu see whr ii can hang the new one .. ii`ll find somewhr someh0w .. =) so , nth much tu sh0p , so went bak tuu tpy central .. darence wants tuu get some games into his psp .. he's leaving ferrh BANGKOK tml , ii tink , so he wans tuu haf some new games in it tuu kill tym over dere .. went bak tuu popo's hse after tat . played with pepper , had dinner , nn hm . =)

没空追看我的公主小妹啦。这几天都太忙了！才在第5集而一耶。。很慢吧？哈哈哈，平时都是我比大家还快的。。没关系啦，这次就让你们咯！这几天都是晚上才能看百分百重播，白天出门都没时间看。。好好笑哦，超爱MR PIG的！很好笑！但我觉得现在的粉丝同乐会，歌迷和来宾的互动都没有很多，没有很福利到哦。。不好玩的。。以前那些把对方背在身上跑来跑去比赛的比较好玩！啊。。。很久没去他们的部落格了，昨天就去了小鬼的。。他的阿妈很可爱！她喜欢看“台湾变色龙”这个节目，怕忘记看所以都抄下来每天不同的播放时间！啊妈把那张纸放在桌上，小鬼看到就拍了下来放在他的部落格上！哈哈哈哈哈哈！很可爱吧？我从他的留言信箱上看到一个女生的留言，他和小鬼的妈妈是认识的，说什么妹妹走了等等的。。就去瞄了他的部落格一下，看到全部的post都是有关妹妹的，很感人就对了啦！很伤心的一个不落格哦。。那个姐姐很可怜，妹妹不知道干嘛死了，她有说什么尸体还没能安葬，因为什么死因还没查出，尸体还在冷藏库里。。还有很多想念妹妹的话，想念她的声音和拥抱。。好难过哦。。这么相爱的姐妹竟然要被分散，好可怜哦。。啊。。希望这位涵妹妹在天堂能成为一个美丽的天使，守护着爱她的姐姐吧。。=)

buhhbyyes .. =D

omg

2007-11-07T04:23:00.000-08:00

uhms , vien's bdae has passed ferh abt a week alr rite ? nn weird , ii havent wished her a happy bdae on muhh blog .. ii wanted to , iin fact , ii did .. it's still a draft , ii only typed a bit , nn was tired tuu c0ntinue alr .. ii came bak , wanting tuu complete tat post , but ii alr f0rgot wad happened tat day , nn didnt kn0w wad else to say , plus ii t0t it was weird tuu wish her a happy bdae after so many days , so tat post was after all still left as a draft .. hahahas .. =p

hmms , nth much happened recently .. well , even if there is , ii cudnt rmb .. ii guess some kinda wizard or witch came tuu put a mem0ry charm on miie , nn m0dified muhh mem0ry so tat ii cant really rmb wad happened in the past few days tat ii wasnt here .. cud be, ii`m serious!

II HAVENT HANDED UP MUHH ENG SUMMARY ! o0ops , hehehs .. =p ii wanted tuu go bak tuu sch tuu hand it up tuudae , but ii was kinda lazy .. was supp0sed tuu go bef0re ii met with nana nn vanessa f0r a bit of job hunting , but it was kinda early , so , yahh .. II WAS LAZY ! happy ?! grr . met them at tpy mrt , went tuu bugis's sakae sushi . nana found it on a newspaper, saying tat they need packers . ii dunno wad packers but jjus .. PACKERS. so we jjus went d0wn . nn they said WE HAD TUU BE 16 YEARS OLD !!! idiot . nana didnt call nn ask , said dere wasnt anii num on the newspaper , n0r was dere anii other info .. gahs . we dd0n wanna make our trip wasted , so walked ard asking sh0ps if they're looking ferh ppl .. asked ACTION CITY , the man made us leave our contacts , jjus in case dere are anii vacancies in other branches or sth , den he'll gif us a call or sth .. h0pefully we'll geddit .. $5/hr ! =) nice ? hehehs ..

it's a LAME thing tuu do , nn rather sto0pid nn idiotic , nn waste of tym , but ii kinda started using a bit of FACEBOOK . but but but , ii use it only bec0s of 2 guys .. nuh uh uh .. dd0n think sideways .. ! it's jjus 2 of muhh uncles who are in washington ! =D dey dd0n haf friendster , dey only haf msn .. but bec0s muhh msn broke d0wn ferh ii guess abt a yr alr , so we sorta lost contact ferh quite a while .. ii dunno , we've stopped contacting ferh m0re than a yr , in fact .. de last tym ii talked tuu them , phil was still in high sch , nn he said he'd come bak with his girl after high sch .. but he's alr in university alr .. gahs , so yea , he didnt come bak ! oh no , nono . the last tym ii talked tuu him was ferh his NS thing . ii've no idea why , but the NS letter gets tuu my hm address .. ? yea , so mum made miie email him tuu inf0rm him .. nn clif , ii vividly rmb our last t0pic was , why were we both still SINGLE .. ? hahahhas .. we gave really good reas0ns ferh ourselves , tat's a good thing , c0s we dd0n wanna end up being suspended frm sch ferh bringing a razor tuu sch tuu cut ourselves like a girl in his sch .. ! hahahas .. nahs , dere were other good reas0ns , of course ! but our choicest reason ferh still being single was - it's n0t tat nobody wants us , we've g0t loads of suitors , just tat we dd0n wanna pick them , we're fussy , nn th0se ppl just cant match with us .. ! muahahhahahahhahas ! okays , so ii use FACEBOOK is only tuu talk tuu them , alm0st nth else .. cos really , it's LAME . uhms , yea , it is LAME , but .. hahahas , ii've uploaded pics dere too !! hehehes .. =p

edi , pls st0p it , it doesnt help tat way either .. nn ryan , everyone is being good tuu each other ! dont be so touchy , will yuh ?! grr . unless .... uu're JEALOUS ? muhahahahahhahahs ! even our dear ultra prudent ruru says dere's nth wrong nn she's perfectly fine with it.. ! uu are an old man !

okays , been staying up late ferh nights alr , ii`m n0t slping enuf ! gtg go slp alr , nites ! byebye !

overnight at kat's

2007-10-28T20:07:00.000-07:00

woooohoooo ! had sooo much fun ytd night ! wahahhahahahas .. ok lahs , it wasnt fun like mad , c0s we didnt prepare games nn everiithing , nn didnt plan wad tuu do really .. but , it's still fun nn nice ! muahahahas .

rushed d0wn tuu whampoa tuu meet myye fren nn pass them some things bef0re rushing bak tuu tpy tuu meet kim , wt , nette nn nana .. they were at the cd st0re , nn needed my ic , c0s they didnt haf theirs , tuu rent the h0rror .. ii lent them UNWILLINGLY . c0s it's h0rror m0vies they are renting . humph ! took bus tuu nana's hse , nn waited ferh ahmuii tuu c0me .. settled d0wn ferh a while , nn nana said she wanna cook pasta , so we tried .. nn in the end , t0t it was best tat meena cooked , c0s if we did , we were m0re trouble tuu her .. hahahas . went upstairs tuu nana's rm while waiting ferh dinner , nn they were saying gh0st st0ries , lights off . ii was scared nn didnt wanna listen , so listened tuu mye music , blasted looouudd in muhh earpiece ! nn using the bit of hp light , read muhh HARRY POTTER tuu distract miie frm their voices saying gh0st st0ries .. gahhs .. finally , dinner's ready nn served ! =) it was YUMMYYYYYY ! OMG ! had 2 servings ! =D chatted over dinner , of course .. after dinner , went bak upstairs ferh a while , then they decided tuu come bak down tuu watch the horror , ALONE . shit . sucks . again , ii blasted myye music nn read muhh bk . =) but still , kinda afraid c0s the place was sooo big , there's lik so much space nn like , so n0t cosy nn surrounded , so it felt really scary , nn it was dark ! we all squeezed tuugether , ii cudnt hear the tv sound , but muhh heart kept leaping nn banging against muhh thr0at , frightened by them c0s they were wincing nn shouting suddenly all the tym , nn ii knew it was the scary part on the tv , which made muhh hair stand on end ..! =p spoookyy .. ! finally , after watching , went upstairs , nn we had fights ! hahahhaas .. wrestling .. recorded some of it , it was sooo funny ! ii was against weet0ng , the m0st gentle alr , alth0 still n0t soo gentle .. MUAHAHHAHAS ! so ii sort of wrestled a bit , then gave up , ii cant win in a wrestling game , definitely n0t .. ii might break into pieces !! gahhhs .. then it was others' turns ... oooh , they were fierce cats mans ! wahahhahas ! so , after the fights , settled d0wn , talked nn played a bit of card games , nn ahmuii had tuu go hm . her mum nn uncle called .. but it was late , nn dark , nn she wont dare tuu go hm alone like tat , so nana spoke tuu her mum abt it , told her it was late nn dangerous ferh her tuu jjus walk hm like tat , her mum didnt care , she jjus wanted ahmuii tuu be hm .. no choice , the rest of us walked her hm .. we were all scared , but at least there's many of us .. ahmuii didnt haf the gate key , it's tat type of automated one .. so she climbed in ! her maid nn whole family was slping , her mum nn uncle n0t at hm yet .. hahahas .. she was safe in her hse alr , we all walked bak .. pushing nn everiithing c0s no one wanted tuu be at the bak .. muahahahas . it was full mo0n tat night , so the m0re eerie we felt .. nn wen we reached bak there , it was exactly 00.00 - midnight. nvm , hahhas .. played ard ferh a while , chatted nn everiithing .. had some CONFESSIONS .. hahahs .. confessed things like , we FARTED , nn some embarrassing things tat happened tuu us .. ii dunno if it fortunate or unfortunate , ii cudnt think of anth embarrassing tat happened tuu miie tuu confess ! didnt haf much other confessions too .. hahhas . talked nn talked , we all started tuu lie down , feeling sleepy alr .. pulled down the mattress so tat there were 2 mattresses .. squeezed tuugether in a row , nn abt tuu slp alr , but kept laughing ferh some reas0n , then all m0ved abt nn changed our positions alr .. gahhs .. hahhas. slept ferh abt 2 hrs or so .. ii didnt sleep a wink ! ii slept between wt nn kim .. nn it was soooo squeeeezyy !! wt said she didnt slp too .. ii jjus closed muhh eyes all the way , c0s it was dark , nn ii was kinda scared ii might see sth if ii stared into the dark , but muhh mind was wide awake ..! waited nn waited ferh the alarm tuu ring at 5am .. hahahas . felt wt sitting up suddenly , nn ii g0t sh0cked nn frightened , c0s she jjus suddenly sat bolt upright !! ii t0t she was kinda like possessed or sth , so asked her if she's ok , nn she said she jjus didnt haf space .. hahahas . too squeezy .. ii wanted to move in a bit so tat wt cud haf space , but kim seemed tuu be squashed flat on her side alr ! finally , the alarm rang !! yeahhs ! wt nn miie were the first tuu wake , we let the alarm ring , tuu wake the others .. kim cudnt wake up at all ! she's the sleepy pig ! wahahhahahahas ! nn guess wad we saw ? the BIG BIG bolster lying beside her , taking up lots of space ! nn tat was wad made miie nn wt had no space ! gahhhhhss ! grr . finally , pulled kim up nn they wanted tuu watch the second horror , SHUTTER . so ii g0t ready muhh hp earpiece nn HARRY POTTER . =) squeezed tuugther ard the coffee table again , nn they started watching .. but it wasnt long bef0re they st0pped , nn wanted tuu go bak upstairs again c0s the cd cudnt work ! nn yeahhhs ! tat was good ! muahahahahhahahas ! nn they wanted tuu slp again .. gahs , no fun ! ii slept with kim on the harder mattress this tym , nn she was sn0ring ! sn0ring so hard until the bed was vibrating ! muahahahahahhas ! but it wasnt loud , th0 .. the loud nn irritating one is KATRINA . she was jjus breathing , n0t snoring , but worse than sn0ring !! it was sooo loud ! gahhs . nn ii was abt tuu fall on nette all the while ! the mattress kim nn ii were on was a bit higher than the other one , so kim again took up too much space tat ii was abt tuu fall on nette who was abt squashed beside miie on the lower mattress ! it wasnt kim who took up the space , it was the BIG BIG bolster again ! grrr ! nn it was freeeezing cold ! wanted tuu turn off the aircon , but was scared tuu walk there , in de dark ! hahahas . ii had the blanket , so it's ok .. nette didnt haf the blanket , nana nn wt were having it at the other side . hahahas .. nn again , ii didnt slp a wink , merely closed muhh eyes c0s ii was afraid tat ii wud see things if ii stared in the dark .. mauahhahahas . guess nette didnt slp much either ferh tat one hr , hahahs .. we were talking abit .. hahahas .. finally , an hr is up ! yeahhs ! tym tuu wake up again .. ! tis tym , kim woke up nn was quite energetic .. hahahas .. nana nn wt were difficult tuu wake tiis tym . hahahas . so , all woke nn changed , didnt bathe or brush teeth , left .. went tuu eat roti prata at the prata hse .. hahahas . met kelly at tpy int . she was sitting alone waiting ferh her fren .. guess shud be church fren g0ing tuu church , it's a sunday m0rning aniiwaes .. waited ferh 163 .. boarded nn reached prata hse , ordered nn ate .. YUMM YUMM ! =) finished eating , nn was soooo tired .. hahahs . took bus hm with wt .. reached hm FINALLY at abt 10 , dr0pped on bed nn slept all the way till 6pm in the evening .. hahahas .. wanted tuu wake up earlier , but no one woke miie up , nn ii didnt set the alarm , so wen ii woke , it was 6 pm alr .. jus had muhh dinner .. nn n0w trying tuu load muhh GONG ZHU XIAO MEI !! gahhs , okaes , gtg liia0s , buhhbyyes ! =)

maybe ii`ll upload the pics nn all up here later . =)

hahahs , it was jjus sooo fun nn nice with these GREAAAAT girls !! =D
nn again , our bonds haf thickened . =)

funny things

2007-10-27T22:38:00.000-07:00

ii dunno why ii wanna do this , maybe jjus in case ii ferhget all these lil' jokes .. they're frm HARRY POTTER .. muahahhahaas , so funny ! ii kept laughing wen ii read them .. hehehs ..

"Rosmilda kept asking me if you really had a tattoo on your chest," ginny told harry.
"then what did you tell her?" asked harry.
"i told her it was a HUNGARIAN HORNTAIL," ginny replied.
harry grinned.
"then what did you say was mine?" asked ron.
"a PYGMY PUFF," said ginny.
all laughed.

-a PYGMY PUFF is a small furry creature, really cute and cuddly, normally only owned by girls, and it's either pink or purple..

tat was wad ii rmb in HALF BLOOD PRINCE. =)

fred and george , who hardly ever gets identified correctly bec0s they look so alike, drank the POLYJUICE POTION which makes them disguise as another person , nn in this case , it's HARRY . they dropped some of HARRY's hair into the potion nn drank it , then said , " wow - we're identical !" ... -_-"

HARRY watched as six other ppl who drank his POLYJUICE POTION turn into him , and felt like asking them to show a little respect for his privacy as they all began stripping off in impunity , clearly much more at ease with displaying HIS body than they wud haf been with their own ..

"i knew ginny was lying abt tat tattoo," said ron , looking down at the bare chest.
"arthur and fred-"
"i`m george" said the twin whom Moody was pointing at. "cant you even tell us apart when we're HARRY ?"
"sorry, george-"
"i`m only yanking your wand, i`m fred really-"

after george and lupin returned, with one of george's ears missing, george laid on the sofa and mrs weasley had stauched his bleeding...
perhaps roused by the sound of fred and their father's arrival, george stirred.
"how do you feel, georgie?" whispered mrs weasley
george's fingers groped for the side of his head.
"saint-like," he murmured
"wad's wrong with him?" croaked fred , looking terrified. " is his mind affected ?"
"saint-ike," repeated george, opening his eyes and looking up at his twin.
"yousee ... i`m holy. HOLEY, fred, geddit?"
"pathetic," fred told george. "pathetic ! with the whole wide world of ear-related humour before you, you go ferh HOLEY ?"
"ah well," said george , grinning at his tear-soaked mother. "you'll be able to tell us apart now, anyway , mum ."

cant wait ferh halloween !

2007-10-26T23:07:00.000-07:00

and so tat wednesday ii went tuu ktv with aunt till abt 1+am , nn didnt feel like g0ing tuu sch again the next day ! hahahs . ii cud wake up , ii woke up , but since mum asked if ii wanted tuu go or n0t , ii said no .. muahahhas .. =p

tuudae , we g0t bak our rep0rt bks .. congrats tuu all who g0t pr0moted , or advanced ferh some .. but ii regret tuu say some of our frens haf dr0pped , or even retained , nvm , gd luck tuu them then , h0pe they wud really work extra hard next tym .. =) ii DEproved .. it's expectable , but of course , who wudnt crave ferh higher marks ? ahahas , ii dd0n CRAVE , jjus h0ping tuu do a teeny bit better .. hahahs . my eng was BAD . B4 . sucks . it's n0t supp0sed tuu be like tat ! nn chinese , B4 too ! omg omg .. ! ii t0t ii knew h0w tuu do bio nn chem , but it turned out tat wad ii t0t were all crap ii guess , c0s ii didnt do well ferh them either .. muahahahhas. nvm , it's all over , let's n0t br0od over it .. guess we shud fuss over wad tuu buy or whr tuu go nn enj0y the last bit of our tym n0w , c0s it will be working like MAD ferh O levels next yr ! tat's dreadful . haiis .. tym flies . a yr has ended !

supp0sed tuu go out tuudae after sch , but didnt c0s a few of us cudnt make it .. we discussed abt the small HALLOWEEN party the few of us will be having at nana's hse , we'll be staying over .. =D sort of dread it ..? c0s they're g0nna watch horror m0vie .. ii wanna go only bec0s we can stay in her hse nn haf fun thru the night other than the part abt watching the horror .. hahahs .. =p o0oohs , cant wait !! shud be pretty fun , h0pe tongs , ahmuii nn vien wud be able tuu go too , c0s the m0re the merrier nn the m0re the less scary ..! hehehs ..

went tuu popo's hse on my own right after sch .. goodness , again , global warming threatening us with tat scorching sun nn heat again !! it was burning , like ii`m g0nna turn into a HUNGARIAN HORNTAIL [ fire breathing , fierce dragon in HARRY POTTER .. =p ] nn breathe out fire !! it's really reallly WARM and HOT ! grr . kinda made miie dr0wsy , nn bad-tempered .. hahas .. =p ii tink ii've l0st my screw or sth , g0ne mental , c0s ii ate spicy MEE REBUS , ii didnt kn0w MEE REBUS was spicy , it looked sweet ! ii've been craving ferh it ferh the past week , didnt get tuu eat always , c0s of the weird tyming the stall operates .. it opens at 2am in the dead night , nn closes ferh a break at abt 1pm in the day , opens ferh business again at abt 6pm in the evening then cl0sing it again at abt 9pm at night ..! nvm , ii g0t tuu eat it , it was SPICY ! at least tuu miie it is ! grr . put pepper out ferh a while , he was soo naughty , so put him bak in .. gahs . read my bk nn d0zed off on the sofa .. hehehs .. this kinda weather alwaes made miie sleepy , alth0 it wasnt an ideal weather tuu slp at all , it wasnt cosy or wad .. put pepper out ferh a stretch again wen ii woke up , nn he was like crazy ! rummaging around nn biting everii bit of plastic bag he cud find ! reck0n he loves the sound it makes wen he touches it , hahahhas ! silly boy ! nn then he climbed here nn there biting paper , nn then he was suddenly quiet .. ii was reading my HARRY POTTER , then w0ndering why had it bec0me so quiet .. he wasnt in the living rm , he was in myye ahmaa's bedrm ! nn wen ii walked in , he was trying tuu pull a big big bolster in his mouth out into the living rm !! nn tat was myye ahhg0ng's ! grrr , scolded him , of course .. goodness, ii was like so desperate nn miserable , running ard chasing after pepper nn trying tuu pry open his m0uth tuu get the bits of papers nn plastic bags outta it ! grrr ! so tiring ! then , ii finally get tuu c0me hm .. ahhs , best , sitting in front of dear comp .. hahahs . =)

okok , havent got much tym left , off tuu watch 公主小妹！！=)) but myye c0mp's a bit wayyyy too laggy , it sucks ! gahhs , nvm , byes ! =D

cookies lickies !!

2007-10-25T18:32:00.000-07:00

gahhs , didnt feel like going tuu sch tuudae either , kinda b0red these days , c0s it's alr after exams , nn we shudnt need tuu go sch .. ! but nvm , t0t of PE , nn the fun we're g0nna haf after sch , alth0 ii can meet them in the afterno0n , ii forced myself outta bed nn went tuu sch .. yawwwnnns ..

idiot , still had less0ns ferh bio .. grr . nn it was PE , wasnt really enj0ying myself c0s , ii dunno why , it seemed like everiione's impr0ving a lot , getting better and better than better at it having played it everyy week ferh soo long , but it's like , only miie wh0's n0t getting aniiwhere near better ! on the contrary , ii think ii fear BALL m0re than ever .. this kinda sto0pid phobia's been getting worse while everiione's getting better .. ! seems like ii`m afraid of practically EVERYTHING . gahss , tat's bad .. ! nvm , cher made us play in such a way tat we s0rt of had positions .. ii dunno , kinda c0nfused , but nvm , ii jjus stood where ii was told , nn did NTH , c0s ii cudnt catch balls ! nn they were all like trying tuu make my team pass the ball tuu miie , so tat ii wud miss the catch , nn make the get it .. grrr , bully ! hahahas .. cher als0 ! he troubled himself tuu thr0w it tuu miie everiitym , kn0wing tat ii cant catch it , c0s ii dd0n dare tuu ! hmph , but ii did catch a few , guess ii wasnt tat bad either .. hahahhaas ! muhh legs were wobbly , c0s ii was too hungry .. hahahas . finally , it's RECESS ! =D ahahas , fav tym of a sch day .. muahahas , c0s ii get tuu eat ! =) but ii didnt eat much , having seen xy's vomit .. ! she puked the food out nn tat was certainly GROSS !!!! she jjus left it there, on the table , nn ii get soo distracted nn disturbed nn digusted by it , ii dunno why , but ii kept stealing glances at it altho ii knew it was revolting , eeeeeww ! so ii cudnt continue with myye own food ! idiot . gahs , made miie starve ! it was english .. some sto0pid old woman came tuu take us ; mrs s0h was absent . nn we watched the movie - DUMB AND DUMBER .. ashley brot it .. it's idiotic ! but funny ! wahahhahahahhas ! tat old woman was irritating , didnt allow us tuu do this nn tat , nn kept insisting at first , tat ashley tuu intr0 tuu us wad we were g0ing tuu watch .. she's like , thick .. nn dim . reck0n she's senile .. yeah , m0st probably ..

sch ended , went tuu kim's hse with all the ingredients nn everything .. sobbs, ii didnt haf an apron ! so not fun .. gahs , nvm .. washed myye hands , nn ii had tuu cut muhh nails ! gahhs .. hahhaas, nvm , ferh the sake of dear COOKIES !! yeahhhss ! sieved the flour , added the eggs nn other ingredients , then mixed them into dough nn started shaping our dough ! wahahhas, it was fun , but oily nn sticky !!! had 4 turns of baking in the oven , it wasnt big enough tuu fit all the cookies ferh baking in there , so had tuu do 4 rounds .. topped our doughwith some rainbows rice , choc chips nn m&ms .. it turned out YUMMMMMMMYYY !! wahhahahahahahas ! ate some tat were n0t distinct , tat were jus made anyh0w , nn packed the others tat we made distinctive shapes .. ii had a crown , a "h" tat was supp0sed tuu be a capital letter but broke a bit nn became a lower case "h" , a "y" which means myy name , a heart , and a few other weird shapes .. hahhas .. after we finished , nana nette nn ii went d0wnstairs tuu get lunch .. cup noodles only .. kim nn tongs stayed tuu cook instant noodles .. hahhas , we all t0t it felt like living tuugether .. muahahhahahas , tat's a nice feeling , bec0s it makes miie feel kinda bonded nn belonged .. ii felt existed while with them .. chatted over our instant noodles , ALOT . =) it's fun , nn again , nice . tis is probably the simple pleasures .. muahahahahhahahas ! =D okok , gtg scoot , bye !

enj0yable day with : n0t my best galfrens.

2007-10-23T01:59:00.000-07:00

it was such an enj0yable day ytd .. hahahas .. just FUN ! hahahas . it was a h0l , we didnt need tuu go sch , nn ii was slping . sooo tired ! c0s ii slept at 4.30pm the previ0us nite .. but early in the m0rning , abt 9+am , nette called ! grrrr .. said we were g0ing tuu kim's hse tuu play .. ii was jjus so tired nn lazy , ii didnt even wanna go out tuu play nn haf fun ! hahahs , but they called many tymss , nn ii had tuu surrender .. mauhahahahhas .. ahmuii lahs ! keep calling ! nn said if ii dd0n wake up she will keep calling tuu check .. mauhaahhahahas.. ok larhs , so ii w0ke up nn g0t ready .. yawnnns .... ii was sooo tired . hahhas .

met dem at braddel mrt , nn again , as usual , ii was late .. mauahhahahas .. =p bot lunch nn some tidbits then went up tuu kim's hse ... wooohooo ! it wasnt too big , but it's beautiful !! 2 ENORMOUS lcd tv ! her parent's bedrm's very very very cosy ! nn her dad has a few fine tea sets .. wahhhhhs .. we sat d0wn , with all out tidbits in front of us , nn started watching DREAMGIRLS , nette br0t it .. ii cant understand much .. it was in eng , yes , but BLACK's eng .. ii`m n0t racist but seri0usly , it's hard tuu hear wad they say ! the accent was soo heavy , nn dere wasnt any subtitles .. ALL the characters were BLACK, so it was kinda imp0ssible ferh miie tuu understan anth ! "ah don get wha' u mean , kis mah ass ! " mauahhas , tat was jjus an example of h0w they were talking .. nono , tis shud be the a-bit-clearer versi0n of h0w they spoke ; it was worse ! hahahas .. played uno after watching .. ahhahas , kinda fun nn funny while playing.. ii insisted on watching HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF THE PHOENIX after tat , nette br0t it too , but the rest werent too keen , so they did other stuff , while ii watch .. hahhaas .. kim can play the electric guitar soo well ! at least she kn0ws h0w tuu play .. hahahs . it ws getting late , so we had tuu go .. nana left earlier .. oh yes , kim lent miie her HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS !!! muahahahhahahahs ! so happy .. =D

the sky was THREATENING dark ! ii t0t it was pretty frightening , like some tornado is abt tuu c0me , or like the sky's g0nna drop d0wn anii m0ment , or like the end of the world .. it's really chilly .. oooohh .. okay , ii reached hm nn waited ferh mum nn the rest tuu c0me hm , c0s mum said she's at ntuc buying ingredients ferh SPAGHETTI !! yeahhs ! ii helped , it was fun ! hahas .. finally , d0ne ! ii had 3 servings .. n0 tat ii was TAT hungry , but it was really nice , it's always nice .. muahhahas .. used comp nn read a chapter of HARRY POTTER , then slept ..

nn tuuday . didnt go tuu sch , kinda lazy nn cudnt wake up .. slept until abt 11+ , g0t ready nn met kim , tongs nn nette after they finished sch .. at 12.50 , ferh the whole of this week ! =) we were g0ing tuu get the ingredients f0r our cookies tml .. ! wahahhahas , kant waiiiit !! =p tongs led the way , it was a sh0p tat sells am0st everiithing needed ferh baking .. nette had the recipe , g0t it frm her sis's hm econs bk .. yea , g0t all tat we needed , then walked bak tuu amk hub , wanted tuu lunch at the foodfare in amk hub , but then decided a bit of japanese cuisine d0es the job better .. so again , tongs led the way tuu the jap restaurant nearby .. it was cheap , but n0t bad .. hahahs . chatted ALOT there , tat's wad happens wen we get tuugether over meals .. muahahhahahhas .. but maybe we were a bit loud , the waitress had us tuu lower our vol a bit.. hehehe .. =p went tuu the POPULAR in jubilee , nn had fn br0wsing thru some bks nn mags , laughing ALOT ! we were like CRAZYYY !! muahahahhas .. nn after a long while there , walked bak tuu amk hub nn ii was hm again . =) waited ferhh niang nn the rest tuu c0me hm again , c0s niang said she's cooking fried beehoon.. !! wahahahhahahas . yumyumm .. ii helped again , in mixing the egg nn chopping a bit of the veggies , which a stopped after a while c0s ii was doing it the wrong way , nn mum think's ii`m m0re of trouble than help , so shooed miie ouuta the kitchen .. nvm , it's better tat she cooks .. mauhahahahahs . used comp nn read de harry potter bk again .. nn n0w , ii`m tired , ii wanna slp !! hhahas , wad enj0yable days .. byes ! =)

我看了两集!

2007-10-22T04:39:00.000-07:00

现在已经是凌晨4.30了。。。正在下很大很大的雨啊!!风好大，好爽哦!！哈哈，真不想去睡觉嘞。。哎哟，讨厌的啦！整个晚上只看了两集[公主小妹]，气死了！电脑超慢的，所以每一段都要等很久才能看！懒得等，就去做别的事，然后再到回来看。。所以，就这么久才看到了两集咯。。啊。。。。！！！到目前为止，还算蛮好看的。。不是，是超好看的！！哈哈。。吴尊，他也太太太太太帅了吧。。！angela也很漂亮。。哇哈哈哈！可是很好笑，一个很好很高，一个又很矮！但是到现在我还有点搞不懂四个男生的名字是什么，只懂吴尊的。。还有最后一个男生，闷闷得那个，不讲话的，头一直都是低着的，都没能看到脸耶。。还有还有，好奇怪哦，怎么第一集，男主角就开始对女主角有好感了呢？不是应该耍很多酷，最早也要等到第五集，才开始爱上女主角的吗？？太快了吧，都没有那种，看了又很气，但是又有一点点甜甜，爱爱的感觉的。。不好玩的。。哈哈哈，好了啦，娘骂了，不让我不睡觉！因为会浪费电吗。。哈哈，拜拜！=)))

facebk nn chinese again !

2007-10-21T14:18:00.000-07:00

hiiiiiieeesss !! ii j0ined FACEBOOK . it's lame . ii duno wad tuu do there , b0ring ! dere isnt anth tat uu can chat with others like MSN , nn it's really sto0piid .. ii jjus dd0n kn0w anth abt it , nn it's seri0usly a waste of tym .. like , wad is it f0r actually ? why do ppl sign up at all ? ii didnt kn0w wad it was abt , nn kim nn wt they all signed up , so ii t0t it wud be fun , but ... aiiy0hhhhhhsss !!

哇。。。。。。。！！好久没看百分百了，终于有时间看了！那天一看就看到 [单飞比较红] ！！超好笑的！小鬼好像越来越帅了哦！！哈哈哈哈。。也看到棒棒糖为 [哈利坡特] 宣传哦。。！他们说了一大堆什么术什么术的，我都听不懂！！还有很多名字，我也不懂！因为我没读华文的 [哈利坡特] 嘛。。我只听得懂小煜说的名字-snape。很明显嘛。。
我等一下就要开始看 [公主小妹] 了！！=)) 好爽哦。。好像真得很好看嘞！哈哈哈，好了啦，没话说了，拜拜！

fun

2007-10-20T23:43:00.000-07:00

seems like ii haf a knack of coming here once in a while , and updating one whole chunk of things !! hahahas , s0rry then .. mauhahahahas .. okay larhs , ii try tuu make iit sh0rt larrhs .. ahhahas .. =p ohs but , ii didnt wanna come after such a long tym , ii came earlier , last week ii think , but ii dunno wad key ii pressed , everything disappeared , it wasnt even in mye drafts !! nn ii had alr finished updating the whole thingg !! it was long toooo !! grr ..!!

okays , ii last st0pped at 2 mondays before , wasnt it ? yupps , so ..

tat wednesday , was the last paper , poa , alrite , wasnt too bad ii guess . hahas . after tat , wentta ikea .. had LOADS of FUNNNN !! went tuu changi after tat too , walked ard then sat at one cafe nn chatted over some drinks ferh a few hrs , it was a pleasure .. =) took quite some pics tat day , lazy tuu upload , even tuu my flickr .. ahhahas . ii will , sometym .. hahahas , then ii'll tell ure here lahs . =pand ii cudnt quite rmb wad happened over de next few days , but ii guess it wasnt too badd , h0pefully .. but even if anth unfortunate or bad happened tuu miie th0se few days tat ii t0tally cant recall , it d0esnt matter , c0s ii cant rmb a thing ! so ii guess it's sth guud tuu ppl hu provoked miie or sth in th0se few days , ii wont rmb tuu harp on it .. mauahahhas ..

oh yea , ii rmbed .. ii didnt wanna go tuu sch on fri , but ii did , in the end , even if ii was late .. c0s ii t0t we wud be g0ing thru eng paper , which ii wan , but at de same tym dread .. ii didnt wanna see h0w poor my results wud be .. but instead , we didnt get it bak , it wasnt marked yet .. an0ther thing tat made miie so in the mood tuu go sch was , using the new "garbage" or "plastic" bag which c0sts 1.80 tat we bot frm ikea the other day , nn also bec0s ii cud get HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF-BLOOD PRINCE frm janice .. ii g0t it frm her only after sch .. =Dspent sunday out with aunt ii guess , and spent the night at popo's hse too ..

and so we came tuu monday .. the monday tat we didnt need tuu go sch .. c0s of hari raya .. ii cant rmb whr ii went ... but ii definitely spent some tym reading HALF BLOOD PRINCE .. =)

and also , ii cudnt quite rmb wad was happening in tues , only tat ii t0t the other gals wud carry the ikea bag again , but didnt , so it was only miie , nn it felt awkward .. =p

wednesday , ii rmb .. stayed at popo's hse the night bef0re .. was supposed tuu go tuu sch , but didnt , aunt wanted us tuu accompany her .. IT WAS PEPPER'S OPERATION DAY .. he had tuu do the ligation thing .. castrated his testes .. haiis , poor thing . we w0ke up very early , g0t ready nn set off ferh the place . it was somewhr in .. errms , ii dunno wad tat place was , but it was amidst th0se houses .. big big houses .. m0re than terrace , they were bungalows .. ENORMOUS bungalows .. NO , they were MANSIONS . some of them , REALLY !! HUGE MANSIONS !! and beautiful , WITH GUARDS STANDING OUTSIDE !!!! omg ........... the vet was among a row of sh0ps . de only row of sh0ps tat was found in tat whole big estate .. nn it's only a few of them .. the vet clinic , laundry sh0p [ which is bound tuu earn BIG BUCKS ! ; rich ppl alwaes haf quilts nn stuffs .. ] , a mama sh0p and ii dunno wad are the others .. ahhas . w0ws , it took us ages tuu locate tat place , it was, ii supp0se in the middle of tat estate or sth , but we jjus cudnt find it ! dr0ve here nn dere ferh m0re than an hr ! pepper kept vomitting , nn c0s he wasnt allowed tuu eat or drink since 9m the previous night , wad he puked was ii guess GASTRIC JUICE ? yupps , c0s he poo-ed after a while after his dinner , nn pee-ed too , so dere shudnt be much left in his st0mach tuu v0mit ferh over the next 12 hrs .. poor pepper .. haiis .. finally , reached the place .. while waiting ferh our turn , we saw other big d0gs nn even cats nn RABBITS visiting the vet .. RABBITS? weird .. nn quite a few too , diff owners . brot pepper in tuu meet the veterinarean , he was SHIVERING , nn PEEing ard the place ..! he was so scared nn nerv0us ! animals do kinda kn0w wen things arent going normally , or wen things are abt tuu happen .. he really looked scared wen we were leaving .. omg .. poor pepper !! left nn aunt ran errands with us , in the car , ferh de next 5 hrs , while waiting tuu pick dear pepper .. finally , de vet clinic called , so rushed bak dere tuu pick pepper.. he looked alrite , but ii was sooooo afraid ii wyd hurt him wen he wanted tuu sit on my lap in de car on de way hm !!! nn always , c0s his fast breathing was tickling my thighs .. muahahahahhas .. accompanied him ferh a while after reaching hm , den went out with aunt again , think it was parkway , tuu repair fones , then bak hm again .. pepper wasnt too active , but he d0esnt look in pain , he cud walk as usual , nn even lie on underside ! nn ferh the next few days , he g0t HYPER . more HYPER than he was supp0sed tuu be , nn NAUGHTY ! kept running ard nn all ! whooo , dunno if it's good or bad ...

it was some s0rt of carnival on fri , ended sch early , nth much happened ..

and tuudae , g0t woken up by nette's sms , asking miie if ii wanted tuu go beach .. tuu meet at 2 .. got ready nn met nette nn kim .. nn they were wearing JEANS nn nice nice , like ferh sh0pping . they didnt arrange with each other , but they jjus w0re tat , nn ii wore , sort of , beach wear .. at least , ii c0unted it as my type of beach wear , c0s ii dd0n haf really , BEACH wear , like bikinis or sh0rts or wadever .. decided tuu go orchard , either tuu watch movie or ktv .. reached dere , changed intu myye skirt , good thing ii brot it along ! ii looked awful ! so n0t right ferh ORCHARD ! grr . nvm , went tuu eat at cine, then met with wt . there were GUYS HANDING OUT SANITARY PADS ! it was really weird ! tat pad was given in one mag too , HER WORLD mag or sth .. WEIRD . wadever .. so , went tuu party world after meeting wt , sang nn sang like MAD . after ii finished my songs , it was nette's nn kim's turn .. ENGLISH SONGS .. ! grr . ii was dead bored . but it was still FUN , nn FUNNY !! muahahahhahahas , kim's nn nette's actions were FUNNY !!! muahahahas , ii videoed alot , but lazy tuu upload n0w .. maybe tml .. hahahs .. =p okays , went hm after tat ..

and n0w , muhh dear hands are tired , nn ii wanna watch my sh0w !!! BYEEEEES ! h0pefully ii`ll c0me bak tuu post bef0re long , so tat we all dd0n need tuu endure such LONNGGGG entries frm miie .. !! =p

new link

2007-10-08T23:56:00.000-07:00

heyys , sorry the photobucket link above muhh IMEEM aint w0rking , ii cant upload anth there ! so ii used wad missguo used in her blog , FLICKR. =p

nn ii dunno wad's wr0ng with muhh blog. everiithing's sooo wrong, nth's functioning properly ferhh myye c0mp ! so ii cant upload anii pics here either !!

so jjus click on muhh new flickr link , ii've g0t new pics abt muhh new hairstyle !!

gahhhhhhhs ..

many fun things

2007-10-08T09:20:00.000-07:00

GLOBAL WARMING IS FOR REAL . yea , like xy said , ii'd rather suffer n0w , bear the warmth nn n0t turn on the air-c0n , so that 10 yrs d0wn the road , de atmosphere might cool off a bit , so we might n0t so often need to on the air-c0n , than the other way round . all these using of electricity IS the cause ferh GLOBAL WARMING, so if uu c0ntinue tuu turn on the air c0n for the comfort of n0w , yrs that come, we all haf tuu suffer even higher temp ! PEOPLE ! GLOBAL WARMING IS FOR REAL !!!!!!!

okays , tat was a serious thing ! so , shall we start frm sat ? yea we shud , it shud be quite a long post .. muahahahs . here goes ...

sat woke up pretty early in the morning .. abt 11 am .. ii felt great , dunno why , nn unaware of the horrible day tat was tuu come of course .. it felt like it was really after the exams ! we were going tuu bring PEPPER out ferh a fun day !! muahahahahs !! got prepared nn aunt came tuu fetch us , with dear PEPPER , xy nn popo .. set off ferh lunch , PEPPER had his before coming out .. hahahs . the sun was blazing , scorching , burning , sizzling , roasting , sweltering nn blah blah blah .. it was reallyy really hot and warm ! kept sweating nn sweating non-stop !! nn ii was wearing jeans ! ii knew the weather was this bad, but ii still insisted on jeans , considering the place we were going afterwards .. ahhahas . so , after lunch , decided tuu go bishan park , c0s xy said dere was some sort of dog's playing park or sth , but bishan park was sooo big , we cudnt find it , esp with de aid of a complete directory dim-wit .. =p mauhahhaahhas . gave up in the end . headed straight tuu the pets' farm in tampinese . tat as why ii needed tuu wear jeans . pets n0rmally and mostly and majority means DOGS ! hahahs . it was really like a farm area , pretty rural , weird nn seldom sight in singapore . parked our car , all still sweating alot .. took PEPPER into a small playing area , sort of like a playgrd , few dogs were in it , others were in the bigger space with bigger dogs .. it was PEPPER's first tym , so we were n0t too ready to let PEPPER mix with so many other dogs , esp big ones , so we had tuu be in the small area .. it was a corner ferh kids. ii mean, smaller nn younger dogs . but a great big large HUSKY was allowed in .. guess why ? c0s it was only 3 MONTHS OLD !!! nn it was like 4-5 tymss larger than our oversized miniature schnauzer !! but it was BEAUTIFUL , really .. the fur nn all .. w0ojo0 ... PEPPER was playing EMO . he didnt wanna m0ve or mix ard with other dogs .. nn so aunt nn ii were so bored , we came up with diff captions of wad PEPPER was thinking .. "oh all the others are so childish , chasing ard .." "so dirty nn sweaty tuu be running ard , immature kids ." "ii`m the only mature one here sitting quietly beside myy owner .. ha" muahahahahahhas ! it's n0t really funny n0w , but it was , THEN . hahahahahhas . PEPPER really didnt fancied running ard or wadever , n0t cos he was a good boy . probably only becos he was a stranger tuu tat place , nn he didnt dare approach other dogs .. haahhas . other dogs nn their owners seem tuu haf been here ferh quite a few tyms alr , both dogs nn owners where some things nn places were in tat pets' farm .. we met a very teeny weeny tiny miniature schnauzer ! abt 2-3 tymss smaller than PEPPER !! it was abt 2 months , but still , it was SMALL. ok, so after allowing PEPPER tuu jjus roam abt the small area , n0t interested at all in playing ard with the other dogs , we left . nn it felt soooo great tuu be leaving tat place , c0s dere were jus too many dogs dere !! gahhsss !! it was really scary ! but it wudnt be if tat large huge enormous HUSKY wasnt dere ! grr .. went tuu vivo , brot PEPPER tuu de pets safari ferhh a bit of gro0ming .. sat ard on the grass ferh the whole day , he has tuu bathe ! nn of course clean his ears nn foot nn all .. so we left him dere , nn went tuu sh0p .. gahs , nth much . vivo's n0t a really great place tuu sh0p .. hahahas . after abt 2 hrs , picked PEPPER up .. he was done earlier , but we left him dere c0s we wanted tuu sh0p .. yeah it's like a DOGcare centre .. mauahhahahahs . nn we went hm . =)

then , on sunday , did nth at all ! had tuu study ferhh chem , but didnt until 9pm tat day !! omg . ii was lazing ard , watching a bit of myye dvd .. using de c0mp .. blah blahh , jjus didnt feel like studying at all .. until 9pm nn ii t0t ii ought tuu really start , or ii'd fail . mauhahahhas . so started a bit .. cudnt concentrate c0s muhh mind had alr started slacking since de weekend started .. hahahs , but had tuu force some things into muhh head .. slept at 12++..

and monday . tuuday . sat ferhh chem paper , n0t too bad ii t0t , alth0 still n0t too sure of myye ans .. gahhs .. after sch , went out with myye gurlls .. wooohooooooo .. !! wentta orchard , BORDERS first , we were getting crazy , 3 of us ! xy needed tuu go nokia tuu get her fone fixed, but it wasnt open yet so we went borders .. hahahas .. jjus crapped ard nn all .. hahahas . nn after g0ing tuu nokia , wentta far east. nth much was opened yet too , so decided tuu lunch at long j0hn .. talked alot , nn laughed . crapped alot .. hahahas .. then went tuu sh0p .. spotted so many nice things tat we all wanted tuu buy ! but no m0ney , nn ii really need tuu save ferh the h0ls , it's n0t the hols yet !! so we were jjus wind0w sh0pping .. hahahas .. just laughed alot , ferh no reason sometymss .. crapping nn all .. muahahahahhas .. we finished combing far east , had nowhere else tuu go , nn it was still kinda early , so went tuu toys r us in paragon .. muahahahhas , vien nn miie ran away frm xy .. hid from her . hahahhahas ... nn we were jjus playing nn running ard de area , like mad .. mauhahahahahahahahahs .. it was getting late , not really late but we had tuu go , c0s xy nn ii had tuu cut hair , so left .. ii went hm first , tuu change ..

aunt came tuu fetch miie with xy .. headed ferh sengkang's kimage . nn on de way , omg . xy t0t the voucher was with aunt , aunt t0t xy took frm her long tym ago , so both of them didnt haf the voucher !! but nvm , we still had tuu go .. gahhs .. reached dere , ii had no idea wad tuu cut .. or ii had, but ii didnt kn0w h0w tuu say , nn scared tat dey wont kn0w h0w tuu cut wad ii want , c0s they never knew , these ppl .. they wud jjus pretend they kn0w wen uu tell them , then cut a totally diff hairstyle tat uu might n0t want in the end , nn push the blame bak tuu uu nn said uu were de one who didnt explain clearly .. so ii'd rather n0t say anth , let the hairstylist jjus do de work . she said she wanted tuu cut it real sh0rt , so ii said ok , c0s ii dunno wad else tuu cut .. nn yea , done . n0t too short actually , as compared tuu wad ii wanted . but nvm , c0s ii didnt say wad ii want . it was quite ok , alth0 not ideal , c0s WAD II WANTED WAS THE IDEAL ONE ! but again , ii didnt tell her wad ii wanted , so it's ok . she put alot of wax on myye head !!!! nn ii felt like ii was hairless !! no matter h0w hard ii shaked myye head , no hair wud hit myye face ! it's weird ! nn funny !! muahahahahahahhahahahhas !! nn it was xy's turn . she didnt kn0w wad tuu cut too , so she let the hairstylist do de work too .. but she didnt quite like de outcome . she wanted tuu leave it long , but she wanted some other hairstyle , sth diff . but if she wanted sth diff, it had tuu be sh0rter .. c0s dere's nth much ferh long hair ! in de end , she didnt do much tuu her hair again , except ferh the fringe . so , both of our hair looked really n0rmal , but they weren't . de way the hairstylist cut . she didnt use de scissors AT ALL . she used tat scraping kinda thing all the tym .. nn they way she layered the hair , was like one line one line . zap zap . it wasnt like all n0rmal layered like one strand one strand .. oh , ii dunno h0w tuu say. aniiwaes it jjus looks n0rmal but it AINT NORMAL .!! =) so went sh0pping at raffles after tat . aunt banged her car on the pillar while parking ! the sensor didnt make anii n0ise wen de car was getting close tuu the pillar , so she t0t she still had some space tuu reverse , nn BANG . de backlight's glass broke .. nn had some scratches . but nvm , no one was hurt or anth , nn aniiwaes she's changing her car soon .. so yea , went sh0pping , didnt buy anth much .. her main purpose was tuu hunt ferh shoes , but all tat she picked , had no size left ferh her ! not even the other branches .. sad ..

and we were hm , with our new hairstyles . the whole family was SHOCKED tuu see myye hair SOOO short , alth0 ii t0t it wasnt really sh0rt yet ! ahma , aunties , uncles , all t0t it was short , nn so n0t girly ..! dey jjust kept asking why ii wanted so sh0rt , nn ii t0t them ii wanted sh0rter ! =p gahs , dey jjus cant except a girl with hair so short in our family .. ii`m de first , n0t even aunt's . aunt's is still girly .

eng paper

2007-10-04T23:46:00.000-07:00

WAD THE HELL WAS WRONG WITH ME ?! II DIDNT KNOW HOW TUU DO MY ENG PAPER AT ALL !! I MEAN , II KNEW THE ANS , BUT II CUDNT WRITE THEM OUT ! II DIDNT KNOW WAD TUU WRITE AT ALL ! IT WAS ALL CRAP ! TOTAL CRAP ! I KNEW THE ANS WERENT AT SHALLOW AS WAD II'D WRITTEN , BUT II JUST CANT WRITE DOWN WAD II TOT WAS THE CORRECT ANS , AND II DUNNO WHY ! II KNEW II SHUD BE WRITING SOMETHING BETTER , BUT II JJUS CUDNT ! OMG , II REALLY DUNNO WAD'S WRONG ! AND II AM GONNA FLUNK FLAT ASS OFF MY ENGLISH ! SHIT ! THIS IS REAL BAD. HORRIBLE THING . HOW CUD SUCH A THING HAPPEN ? II JJUS WASNT THINKING THE CORRECT WAY WHILE DOING THE PAPER ! II`M DEAD . POA , FLUNK . ENGLISH , FLUNK. WAD ELSE CUD II PASS ?! TIS FREAKING SUCK , HELL ! OMG, WTF, WAD WAS II THINKING ALL THE WAY DURING ENG PAPER ?! WHY CUDNT II ANS THE QUES PROPERLY WEN I KNEW THE ANS ?! I WAS WRITING LIKE A PRI SCH STUDENT READING JUST THE SURFACE OF THE PASSAGE , WEN II KNEW THE BETTER ANS II SHUD BE WRITING , BUT II CUDNT WRITE IT ALL , AND II REALLY DUNNO WHY !! AND ALL TAT II TOT II SHUD WRITE, CAME FLOODING INTO MY MIND, DRIVING MIIE CRAZIER. I JUST CANT IMAGINE WAD AN IDIOT I AM , WRITING ANS II SHUDNT BE WEN II KNEW THE PERFECT ANS II TOT WAS PERFECT ! WAD'S GOT INTO MIIE ?! SHIIIIIIIIIIIT !!!!!!!!!!!!

omg , really horrible of miie tuu treat my english paper like tat. shucks.

came hm right after english paper tuu catch a slp , really really tired , slept late again the previ0us nite .. w0ke up nn g0t prepared , went tuu meet xy nn darence nn tpy tuu go yiochukang tuu meet zy eggman nn jw .. sto0piid , ii didnt kn0w yiochukang was only one st0p frm amk , ii tot it was somewhr like after tpy or sth , ii dunno , so ii went down tuu tpy tuu meet darence nn xy ! if ii didnt think g0ing tuu popo's hse first was a trouble , ii'd haf went , nn tat was really even m0re sto0pid ! gahs. reached yiochukang , went tuu the billard rm . dere's no m0re bowling dere alr , sad . it was sooo boring ! c0s xy nn ii didnt kn0w h0w tuu play , so we jjus sat at a c0rner playing our psp .. ii played myye br0's nn xy played darence's , of course. hahas . we felt hungry , so wanted tuu get out nn see if dere's anii food . went tuu the cafeteria, it was m0re like a restaurant , with so many waiters nn n0t a single customer . it was quiet , nn weird .. some kinda fish nn chips restaurant .. so xy nn ii went in , ordered the student's meal nn started chatting over our lunch . not bad , pretty yummy .. hahas . billed nn went bak up tuu de guys . it was all sooo funny up there . ii cudnt quite rmb wad we said , but all were funny ! muahahahahhas , nn ii jjus kept laughing nn laughing .. muahahahhahahahahahhahahahas ! tym flew , de sky was alr dark wen we g0t outta de place tuu go hm ..

went tuu popo's hse nn took pepper out ferh a walk ard de neighbourhood .. hahahs , missed pepper so much , havent seen this wh0le week ! am ii like , WICKED or wad ? ii made pepper bark real hard , by sh0wing him a cat tat he didnt notice initially .. muahahahhahas ! pepper must be happy , tuu be walking ard a place so big nn unfamiliar , so away frm his lil, very restrcited cage .. hahahs . he sniffed at practically everything he catches sight of , hahas . he barked at 2 malay women ! schnauzers do discriminate other races , racist ! dey dd0n like, or maybe are afraid of malays . or anii blacks. indians too ii guess . yea so wen he saw th0se 2 malays walking past him , he jjus barked real loud .. hahahs. after rounding the neighbourhood , brot pepper bak nn bathed him a bit . washed his butt nn legs .. hung ard a popo's hse nn came hm after dinner .

again , ii am feeling so so so so soooo tired again . myye eyelids are so heavy n0w .. okays , ii realliie gotta go , ii cant stand it aniim0res! nites ppl !

2007-10-03T23:21:00.000-07:00

ohhs , h0w many daes haf ii n0t been here ? it's the stressful exam peri0d , so nob0dy blogs much .. hahahs .. yea , there's only english, chem nn poa paper2 left ! =)) nn of c0urse , ii`m definitely g0nna flunk alm0st all .. h0pefully except myye languages .. gahs .. it's sto0piid .. ii read myye tb , ii dd0n understand all th0se shits , nn ii cant rmb wad ii've read ! so ii didnt kn0w h0w tuu do all my papers !! grr .. nn poa paper1 was infuriating !! goodness, bloody shit ass DK. she set the paper , nn all the ques were like sooo alienated ! ii've never seen such ques bef0re , the last 2 ques .. nn dere's never been a poa paper where we haf tuu cho0se one out of two ques .. fark tat idiot smelly ass shit DK !
grr , so , my only h0pe other than my eng , is g0nna fail too !! aaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!

omg , s0rta transfigured into a mugger toad. really , haf been mugging ferh tis whole week of exam period , altho it doesnt help miie at all , it's jjus plain reading thru , cant mem0rise things , cant understand a thing! haiis .

let's n0t tok abt exams alr , it's stressful as it is .. gahhs .. ii`m thinking of wad's g0nna happen after the exams .. all the FUN !!!!!!!!!!!!! yayyyys ! =DD like , SHOPPING , PLAYING .. woohooooo !! =DD wahahahhhas , it's nice jjus thinking abt it .. mauahahhas ! sammy sammy ! ii`m g0nna cling tuu her , nn she lets miie cling ! =))) ohhs , cant wait !! sto0piid exams stress is really killing miie ! tiis m0rning , jjus outside the sch gate , a girl g0t down frm her dad's car , nn dere were 2 schnauzers inside , one grey nn one WHITE !! oooooooo !! their soooo cute !! leaning against the wind0ws nn looking out at us .. wahahahhahahs .. =p PINCHES . tat s0rta made myye day . at least ferh tat m0ment ii t0t it wud , hahahas . but of course , it didnt really , c0s of the emath nn physics papers .. grr .

guess who ii met after sch on the way hm tuudae ? RYAN ! nahs , n0t ryan chan , dere's n0thing tuu "commemorate" abt , it wud be myye misf0rtune tuu meet him .. mauahahs , jk lahs .. okays , ii met RYAN JONATHAN BROWNS. =) gahhhs , certainly missed him .. ! we were on the same bus , he was on the way tuu his friend's hse , just a few blocks away frm mine ! so we g0t down the bus nn walked hm together. caught up with each other on the bus , havent seen each other in a yr ! last yr ii met him in bhss , wen ii went bak ferh tch's day or sth .. he wasnt as tall as n0w .. nn ii tink , he's hair is blondeR ? hahahahs .. probably jjus the sunlight .. whaahhahas .. yea we're b0th doing fine .. except ferh his lousy SINGLISH. it was miserable . nn hilarious . goodness. he still havent g0t it right ! after 6 yrs or m0re in spore, he still cant get his SINGLISH quite right !! so ii was laughing all de way in the bus .. ! his LAHS nn LORHS all s0und WEIRD! nn , ii dunno , jjus WEIRD ! imagine a blonde guy with charming blue eyes =p, standing in fr0nt of uu nn speaking in awful SINGLISH ?! it's n0t tat hard tuu imagine .. muahahhahahahahhahas !! he has tuu improve, he's been trying since ii knew him, but he never g0t it right , except ferh once wen he was laughing at his worst enemy for n0t being able tuu speak fluent english at all , he laughed at the guy ferh trying tuu speak fluently but ended up with m0re lahs nn lorhs than n0rmal .. !! muahahahahahas ! ii was there , we were waiting ferh the sch bus .. mauahhahahahhhahahahas !!! dunno why he wans tuu learn SINGLISH, he's eng was great , of course, american who lived in london ferh 2 or 3 yrs .. he said he didnt feel tuu belonging if he didnt speak SINGLISH.. he was always trying tuu speak in SINGLISH , nn always asking us if he's SINGLISH accent was alright, nn everyone jjus started laughing hard nn he wud jjus haf tat oh-wad-haf-ii-done-wrong face.. muahahahhahahahhahhahas ! tat was sooo cute ! =p ohhs , th0se mem0ries were great ! nn he always try tuu get his head stuck between the seats in the bus , jjus tuu c0me up with some jokes nn make us laugh .. muahahahhahahhas ! ii feel so sto0pid hanging out with him all the tym , c0s ii dd0n speak as well as he d0es .. so ii always listen tuu him , c0s ii just love tat accent .. hahahs ! sam's accent wasnt as nice , he stammers ! ohyah , sam wasnt with him just n0w , he was in TAF pr0gramme in sch ! he's STILL in TAF ! obese fat ass ! muahahhahahaahs ! jkjk .. talk abt sam , ii saw him at long john after poa paper the other day , with jean nn all , but ii didnt call out tuu him c0s ii wasnt sure if he cud rec0gnise miie .. it was ryan who called out tuu miie jjus n0w .. hahahs . ii wudnt haf rec0gnised him .. =p didnt haf much tym tuu talk , jjus tat lil 30 mins or so .. exchanged num .. he had mine but ii didnt haf his , he changed it jjus a few m0nths ago nn he lost all the old c0ntacts someh0w .. yups , so he walked miie tuu my do0rstep nn myye mum saw ! she was getting all frantic after he said bye tuu my mum nn ii nn left ferh his fren's hse ..! she was g0ing like WHO'S THAT GUY ?! WHY ARE UU WITH AN ANGMOR ?! HOW DID UU GET TUU KNOW HIM ?! so ii t0ld her he was jjus a swiss c0ttage fren, then she was ok . she liked whoever it is frm swiss cottage , tat's why she sent miie there . wahahhas . awwww, wad a nice 30 mins in the afterno0n .. =) wish sam was here , his actions always cheer miie up alot , c0s he's jjus too clumsy . ohs , omg h0w cud ii haf ferhhg0tten tuu ask abt euree ?! nvm , tat ass wont mind. muahahahahhahas .. oh yea , ii ferhg0t tuu say , sam is ryan's bro , nn euree is their cousin .. =) they were my best sch bus buds ! =) nn canteen buds too, even after we st0pped taking sch bus.. ! [he's 2 yrs older than miie , sam nn euree were in diff class, so we cant be class buds too..] =D ahh , it all jjus makes miie think of sonia tara nn nicole .. mye swiss c0ttage frens .. sonia left us wen we merged with moulmein .. awww , they were all jjus too great !!! of course , there were many others but these were my close ones , cant expect miie tuu name them all ! wahahahhahs ! ii miss my swiss c0ttage frens .. goooogooogagaaa .. th0se days were nice .. =) and ii certainly miss the sch , best location for a sch like tat . wahahhas . crap .

so ii was hm , after ryan left . finally , a day without having tuu be a mugger toad after abt a whole week! it's eng tml.. it was just so relaxing . first thing , psp . mauahhahas . hooked on tuu myye INNOCENT LIFE game . =) nn slept , watched tv nn slacked .. then in de evening abt 7 or 8 , went tuu amk hub with bro tuu meet mum . had tuu go ntuc tuu grab some chips for bites at hm .. hahahas . went sh0pping ard first , didnt buy anth , jjus looked ard . nn ferh the first tym , ii realised dere were quite some stuffs tuu sh0p at amk hub .. hahahs , ii've only been dere a few tymss , nn didnt realliie expl0re ard the place everyy tym ii went .. nn didnt b0ther tuu go either , c0s alm0st everiione said dere was nth much tuu sh0p dere .. hahas . but nahs , dere were quite a lot .. hahas . went tuu the cd store , looked ferh some movies tuu buy nn watch .. ii was looking ferh harry potter nn spiderman , nn bro sh0wed miie a cd which made miie kinda screamed nn hit his head very very hard .. CHUCKY. brr ... omg ! eeeeeekkks ! tat was soooooo scary !!!!!! gahhs ! so ii g0t so worked up , screamed a bit nn hit him hard on the head . hahahs . =p bot JUMANJI . we had it , watched it bef0re , but it was tape .. saw it dere , wanted tuu watch again so bot it , didnt see anii other tat interests us , except if only there were harry potter nn spiderman , but dere wasnt .. gahs . after ntuc , went tuu the coffee sh0p beside jubilee , ate nn came hm ..nn n0w , hm , very very tired .. nn it's eng tml .. omg , so stressing ! it's w0rse than math or anii other subs , guess ii`m expecting quite a lot .. ii dunno .. gahs , ii'm jjus feeling so stressed n0w tat it's g0nna be eng paper , dd0n wanna do badly , but ii guess ii wud . brain aint functioning well recently , it happens all de tym during exams ! grrrrrrrrrr .

exams stress is killing miie , but at least it puts myye mind off other stuffs . =)

chinese paper

2007-09-29T03:52:00.000-07:00

BOO ! hiies !!! it's 3.30am in the m0rning ! and ii`m still wide and awake !! ii dunno why ! probably c0s ii slept alot at popo's hse jjus n0w .okays .

so , it was raining ytd morning, ii brot umbrella, but didnt use it, cos ii was lazy ! hahahs . took 410 tuu sch .. hmms , nn ii f0rgot wad happened in sch , but poa , we had a test .. after de test , dm told us he had one good news nn one bad news , ii forgot the bad news , but the good news was , he found his umbrella , he lost it at the beginning of this yr .. nn guess whr he found it ? with weilo0n ! he asked weilo0n whr he got tat umbrella , nn wl said it was frm his mum, or at hm .. but dm opened the umbrella , it was a HYATTS HOTEL umbrella !! wooohoo , said he stayed dere ferhh abt a m0nth , nn only de residents dere cud get it .. why de hell he stayed dere , he didnt tell us .. he saidd one day it was raining nn he carried this umbrella tuu sch .. he left it outside de general office tuu dry , nn it was lost ! he checked de cctv, it definitely wasnt wl walking round de umbrella ferh a while nn finally deciding tuu jjus grab it .. nn it was last seen frm de cctv tuu be at de canteen .. nn it wasnt found until ytd ! he didnt blame wl lahhs .. hahas . okays , tat's like all tat ii rmb ferh ytd .. oh yeah , ii rmb another thing , during physics , it was crazy . nette nn kat were fighting like mad !! gahhs ! so dangerous .. !!! nn evelyn nn ii were studying poa , ii dunno why , but we were jjus studying nn asking ques .. weird ehs , poa during physics .. hahahs .. yeps nn tat was really abt all tat ii rmb .. yups . oh no , another thing . wentta somewhr in braddell nn had de BOTAK JONES with xy nn darence.. it's in a sort of .. canteen. factory canteen . yups .. nn it was jjus a stall , but pretty much like a restaurant , as in the way de so-called waiters talked , nn dey had a bar of their own at de end of the canteen .. yea it sells wine nn stuffs ii guess , ii dunno , didnt see . yups it was kinda nice .. normal actually , but it's not bad .. hahahhas .. sorry my brain aint functioning too well so late in de night , ii dunno wad tuu talk abt .. grrr .. okaes , after eating , ii wentta popo's hse ferh a while , nn hm .

nn today , was chinese paper . omg . paper 2 was ... OK .. ii dunno , n0t too sure of de ans .. gahs ..! nn paper one was like SHIIT ! letter writing was normal , but the compo part was sucky ! it's either ii went outta point , or ii didnt include much points .. it was repeating ! the whole compo ! omg . ii`m g0nna flunk like shit ! omg omg omg !!!!!!! gahhhhsssssss !!!! idiot lahs , so difficult !! grrrrr .. ! nn the listening compre was like , WAS IT AN EXAM ?! we attempted it abt 5 or 6 tymss bef0re realliie getting tuu c0mplete it .. ! other classes were d0ne nn we were jjust starting ! guess it was de cd tat's n0t working .. nn we were all laughing nn talking loudly like nobody's business ! wasaii ! idiot sch , cheapskate like mad .. dd0n even haf a cd or radio tat's functioning properly .. gosh .

nn it was chem xtra less0ns , yea learned quite a bit of things .. things tat we alr knew , but were always confused .. yupps . mrs quah's still de best in teaching .. ferh both math nn sci .. hahas. explained things nn stuffs . nn finally , done . nette nn ii went j8 tuugether , nn met ahmuii sammy nn vanessa . oooh . nette nn ii were STARVING !! picked long john nn ate there . ahmuii dropped nette's shrimp !! muahahahahahhas ! nn yea it was funny all the tym . ii saw sam wen he walked outta long j0hn , but wasnt too sure if it was him .. if it realliie was , he's put on some weight AGAIN , he has quite a weight , ii mean , erms , heavy .. hahhahas .. okays , ii didnt call out tuu him c0s ii wasnt sure if he cud recognise him , or if tat really was him .. hahs .. hmms , we were just laughing a lot at long j0hn, nn ahmuii was doing her poa , de ques tat nette set ferh her ferh some practise.. nn ii was kinda like staring , pretty eager tuu point out anii mistakes .. muahahahahas , always had a sense of accomplishment wen ii c0rrect ppl , ii feel clever .. mauahahahhhahas ! yea , after long john , headed tuu popo's place . like , dead tired , so had a nice long nap there .. hahahs . PEPPER WAS SOOOO CUTE ! =D

nth more tuu say , byebye ..

ohhhh

2007-09-26T23:27:00.000-07:00

IT WAS BOXERCISE FERH ASSEMBLY TODAY AGAINNN ! AND AGAIINNN , IT WAS TAT II DUNNO MALE OR FEMALE !! AND WE DIDN’T DO , AND WE WERE ALL PLAYING !! US , GURLS , AGAIIIINNNNNNNNNNNN !!!!!!! GURLS ALMIGHTY .. WAHAHAHHAHAHAS . crap. Yups , we didn’t do anth , we were playing nn fooling ard , LAUGHING AT TEACHERS . played truth or dare , NETTE HIT RAYMOND’S BUTT , KAT TOLD RYAN I LOVE U , I POKED ALOY IN THE FACE ( ii was supp0sed tuu touch his neck but NO WAYY ! ) KAT HIT SHERMAN’S BUTT ( but she aimed wr0ngly , hit only the waist ) AND DEMI AND VANESSA HUGGED !! tat’s all . it was laughters and laughing and laughing and laughing and tummy aching !!!!!!

PE WAS FUNNNNNNNNNNN !!!!!!!!!! AND FUNNNNNNNNYYY !!!!!!!!!!! MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHS ! AND FOR THE SECOND TYM OF THE DAY , IT WAS LAUGHING AND TUMMY ACHING TYM !! MAUAHHAHAS !it was really great , enj0yed loads !! we played Frisbee, in the field , c0s at first the upper sec wanted tuu use de c0urt , nn like no one jjus had de m0od tuu be playing there , partly c0s of tat sc0rching hot sun .. but , we tot the sun in de field shud be worse , but nahs , it was kinda OK , so yeah , played Frisbee there .. hahahs . we gurls had our own rules , which is , no rules , as long as uu sc0re .. hahahas . snatched here nn dere . woohoo !! muahahahas ! yeps , we g0t into our grps , nn started playing , aniih0w throw , aniihow catch .. ii didn’t catch any at all , ii cudnt , so ii only SNATCHED a few tymss .. hahahs . muahahahs . nn it was all damn funny !! loadsa funny thing jjus happened , nn all de while we were all jjus laughing ! we were laughing hard m0re than we were playing Frisbee ! alth0 tummy kinda hurt A LOT , but yea , it was still GREAAAATTT tuu be laughing like tat , it’s good ferh health too .. hahas . dere were a few OMG scenes , nn it was like HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAS !! okays , ii dd0n kn0w how tuu describe lahs , but it was jjus funny .. ii dd0n needa describe, we gurls kn0w wad s0rta things we were doing in de field .. mauhahahhas ! esp the livia nn Felicia snatch .. tat was historical !! shud haf videoed it d0wn manss ! nn after laughing so much under tat blazing sunlight , headed tuu canteen ferh water break .. nn we queued ferhh de water cooler , OH , shud haf taken pics of it too ! gahhs .. ii jjus love all these gurls , can laugh like SIAO CHAR BO with them , ALL . muahahhahahs ! erms , after water break , decided tuu play our usual captains ball ferh a while , nn it was like only ten mins .. nvm , we c0ntinued aniiwaes .. whites had lil’ ppl tuudae , m0st wore colored .. hahahs .. ii didn’t catch anii balls or anth , as usual .. mauahhahahs .. nn it was recess . =) THE BASKETBALL GURLS ALWAYS BUY A LOT ! AND I HAF TO WAIT AND WAIT FERH SO LONG BEFORE IT’S MY TURN ! SO I TOLD AUNTIE TUU MAKE THEM LINE UP RIGHT AT THE BACK OF THE QUEUE (but of c0urse she didn’t) AND II WONT LET THEM BE IN FRONT OF ME EVER AGAIN COS I WILL BE HUNGRY !

crapppiing .

and ii was HOME . slept nn slacked nn all , nn the rest all came hm ..
okays , relatively enj0yable day tuudae , only considering the boxercise nn pe .. COS THE REST WERE BORING ! =)

nth tuu say

2007-09-25T23:32:00.000-07:00

it's the MOONCAKE FESTIVAL. but ii only ate a quarter of it , with the egg yolk nn seeds plucked out . why wud they ever wanna put EGG YOLK in MOONCAKES ? it's gross uu kn0w .. eeew . okays , ate the almost ingredient-less mooncake . quite a disappointment , it was wayyy too sweet like ii got phlem stuck tuu my throat straight after ii ate it ! gahs .

chem test after sch , pretty easy , but still , wasnt too certain abt my ans .. nvm . went tuu popo's hse alone . same route as xy nn darence , but , ii was ALONE . =) gahs .

played with pepper , fell asleep on the floor , nn woke up with a numb limb . almost fell wen trying tuu clib up tuu de sofa , cos ii cudnt feel anth on my numb leg . reminded miie of once wen ii ton-ed the whole night sitting on de chair , but fell asleep at dawn nn woke later in de morning with BOTH numb legs ! nn ii fell on de floor , wen wanting tuu walk into my rm tuu catch some slp . hahhas . tat was scary , ii t0t ii lost mye legs wen ii havent realliie opened muhh eyes, ii cudnt feel my hands on de legs . gahs .

played candles ferh a while , ate tat awfully sweet mooncake , nn went hm . such a boring mooncake festival . yeah , guess the traditions are all draining out of kids these days .. schs never talked abt them aniim0re , like they did wen it was our childhood tym .. everything's so modernised now , nn frankly , ii dd0n quite like it , ii prefer it wen ii was young .. yeah , things were starting tuu get advanced , but kids still knew nn followed traditions , it was a balanced mixture then , so unlike now . gahs .

nn ii was hm . gahs .

idiot , look at all de paragraphs up there , all ended with GAHS . gahs .

byes.

nothing's changed ferh the better , ferh miie , they still tink ii`m quite alright , they are still not caring abt their friend right here who's totally alone . they think ii`m happy like tat , even if they dont think so , they DONT CARE. nn tat's wad really sucks . everything they say nn do ann0ys miie alot now , ii dunno why .. sorta disgusts miie , this kinda friends , yeah , really , disgusts miie A LOT . like , why is there this type of FRIENDS , who totally dont care a bit ferh their FRIEND ?! tat's like , the m0st pathetic kinda ppl aniione wud want as friends , nn unfortunately , ii haf them . OH. gahs .

shit

2007-09-23T13:28:00.000-07:00

shit . muhh eyes are still sw0llen frm the crying ytd night . so uncomfortable , like some kinda heavy thing on ur eye. eeew . anyways , sorry everyone , ii didnt mean tuu break down , didnt mean to be posting all th0se here , just tat i cudnt help it , so ii'm s0rry tat ii sh0wed the weak side of me here . gahs . wadever . never imagined II wud ever break d0wn like tat , t0t tat ii cud alwaes still hang on .. but , hais . ii`m still a human hu needs friends and family tuu care for me after all .. just h0pe things might turn out better for miie since ii expressed wad ii haf been bottling up in myself ferh so long .. hahahas . =)

I LOVE THE NERDFIGHTERS ! =DD

h0pe these ppl ard me will notice me , nn end all my miseries ..

enuf

2007-09-23T02:18:00.000-07:00

I'M REALLY BREAKING DOWN ALR . I'VE CANT STAND IT ALR , I'VE HAD ENUF ! I JUST CRIED IT OUT LIKE A RUNNING TAP .. FAMILY AND FRIENDS ALL NEGLECTING ME , ALL NOT CARING ABT ME FOR A BIT ! ALL JUST DUMPING ME ASIDE AND LEAVING ME ALONE !! I'VE HAD ENUF OF ALL THESE !! DESPITE ME MENTIONING IN ALL MY OTHER POSTS HOW LONELY I AM AND HOW MY FRIENDS AR TOTALLY NEGLECTING ME NN THROWING ME ASIDE, MY 2 BEST FRIENDS DONT SEEM TO NOTICE AND CARE AT ALL ! I JUST WANNA HANG OUT WITH THEM FOR AT LEAST ONCE A WEEK , IS IT THAT DIFFICULT ?! NN MY FAMILY , IT'S ONLY IN THE MORNING AND LATE AT NIGHT TAT I SEE THEM ! I DONT EVEN HAF PROPER MEALS FOR ME EVERYDAY ! I JUST WANNA SIT DOWN WITH MY FAMILY AND EAT SOME HOME COOKED FOOD, IS IT THAT DIFFICULT ?! ARE ALL THESE TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR A FRIEND AND FOR PARENTS' DAUGHTER?! MY FRIENDS , ALL THEY CARE ABT IS THEIR BOYFRIENDS , THEY DONT EVEN NEED ONE FRIEND LIKE ME ! YEA , REALLY , WADS THE USE OF ME WHEN THEY ALR HAF A STEAD TO TALK TO AND TO GO OUT WITH ? WAD HAF I BEEN DOING THE WHOLE OF JUNE HOLS ? STUCK AT HM ! TOTALLY NOT GOING OUT AT ALL WHEN 2 OF MY BEST FRIENDS ARE GOING OUT WITH THEIR BOYFRIENDS AND ARE CARING HECK ABT ME ! WADS THE USE OF THEM HAVING A FRIEND LIKE ME WHEN ALL THEY CARE ABT IN THE WORLD IS JUST THEIR BFS , AND WHEN THEY ALR HAF A BF TO HANG OUT WITH AND TALK TO ?! AND WADS THE USE OF ME HAVING FRIENDS LIKE THEM WHEN ALL THEY CARE ABT IN THE WORLD IS JUST THEIR BFS , AND WHEN THEY ALR HAF A BF TU HANG OUT WITH AND TALK TO ?! THEY DONT NEED TO WASTE THEIR TIME KEEPING ME COMPANY , TALK TO ME AND CARE ABT ME , THEY CAN JUST DEVOTE THEIR TYM SOLELY TO THEIR BFS .. AND MY FAMILY , ALL GOING OUT EARLY , COMING HOME LATE . THEIR NOT TAT BAD , NOT WORSE THAN ME FRIENDS , AT LEAST, I STILL SEE AND TALK TO THEM DURING BREAKFAST AND LATE AT NIGHT . BUT I STILL WANT TO SIT DOWN AND EAT SOME HOME COOKED FOOD WITH THEM. I'M SICK AND TIRED OF INSTANT NOODLES AND FOOD OUTSIDE ! NEVER BEEN HAVING A PROPER MEAL SINCE I ARRIVED IN THIS NEW AND COLD LONELY HSE , THAT'S PROBABLY THE REASON WHY I CRAVE FOR FOOD ANY MIN , AND THE REASON WHY I'M SO SKINNY . I SHOUTED AT MY MUM FOR NOT STAYING AT HM TO COOK FOR ME EVERYDAY LIKE EVERY OTHER HOUSEWIVES . I TOLD HER TO AT LEAST ORDER THE CATERING , AND SHE SAID I WUD ALWAYS BE HANGING OUTSIDE , AND WONT BE HM FOR THE FOOD CATERING . AND I WAS LIKE , WAD THE HELL ?! SINCE WHEN DID SHE SEE MIIE STEPPING OUTTA THE HSE SO OFTEN ?! MY FRIENDS DON EVEN CARE ABT ME , THEY DONT EVEN WANNA GO OUT WITH ME , WHO CAN I GO OUT WITH ? NN WITH NO ONE TO HANG OUT WITH , HOW CAN I EVER POSSIBLY BE GOING OUT TAT OFTEN ?! ALL MY PARENTS CARE ABT IS WORK . OMG , NN THE WORST THING IS , WE'RE NOT EVEN RICH ! NO USE FOR THEM WORKING , IT'S NOT LIKE THEY GOTTA WORK ALOT COS WE'RE SOME RICH FAMILY OF A BIG COMPANY , SO TAT THEY HARDLY HAF TYM FOR THEIR CHILDREN . NO , WE'RE NOT RICH AT ALL , SO WHY ISSIT STILL LIKE THOSE COLD AND QUIET FAMILIES ?! CANT BE TOTALLY ANGRY WITH THEM COS AT LEAST FERHH TAT ONE OR TWO HRS AFTER THEY COME HM EACH THEY , I'LL BE TELLING THEM THINGS TAT HAPPENED IN SCH , BUT STILL , AGAIN , II JUST WANNA BE ABLE TO SIT TOGETHER AND EAT EVERY NIGHT . AND BETTER STILL , HAF FAMILY DAYS LIKE OTHER FAMILIES . I KINDA FEEL GUILTY NOW THAT II'VE JUST SHOUTED AT MUM FOR THEM NOT BEING GOOD PARENTS , COS MUM ALWAYS FEELS BAD FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO STAY AT HM TO TAKE CARE OF US .. BUT REALLY , I WAS STARVING JUST NOW , AND I DIDNT WANNA EAT MAGGIE MEE ANYMORE , AND WAS SOO ANGRY WITH THEM THAT THEY ARE COMING HM LATE , LEAVING ME AT HOME ALONE , TAT I JUST SHOUTED . AND THEN CRIED , AT THE THOUGHT OF BEING NEGLECTED , NOW BY FAMILY TOO . HAVING FRIENDS TO NEGLECT ME IS ENUF . FAMILY IS WORSE . IF I HAD FRIENDS , I WOULDNT MIND MY FAMILY COMING HM TOO LATE OR ANTH , COS AT LEAST I KNOW I'M NOT TOO LONELY , EVEN WEN I REALLY AM ALONE AT HM. BUT NOW , COMING BAK TO A QUIET AND DEAD LONELY HOME FRM SCH EVERYDAY , I JUST CANT HELP THINKING HOW MY FRIENDS ARE TREATING ME , HOW THEY ARE LEAVING ME ALONE . OHHHH. ALL THESE LONELINESS AND COLDNESS AND FEELING OF BEING NEGLECTED , ARE TOTALLY UNBEARABLE !! I JUST FEEL SO ... LIKE A LONELY INDIVIDUAL . THERE'S NO ONE ARD ME AT ALL . I DONT MEAN I NEED SOMEONE ARD ME TO TALK ABT MY TROUBLES , COS I DONT HAF ANY , EXCEPT BEING NEGLECTED BY FRIENDS AND FAMILY.. IF I HAF SOMEONE TO TALK TO , I WUDNT BE FEELING IGNORED ALR , COS TAT PERSON TALKING TO ME MUST BE A FRIEND, BUT THE PROB IS , I DONT HAF A FRIEND . IT IS KINDA MEANINGLESS TO LIVE NOW , BUT I'M NOT SO STUPID TO COMMIT SUICIDE FOR PEOPLE WHO DONT CARE A SHIT ABT ME , OF COURSE . IT WUD BE A WASTE OF MY LIFE , COS I WONDER IF MY FRIENDS WUD EVEN NOTICE THAT I'M DEAD ! OH, I DUNNO, FEELING AT A LOSS , COMPLETELY DESPERATE AND ABANDONED.. GUESS NO ONE SHUD KNOW TIS KINDA FEELING , NOT EVEN SAMMY OR KATRINA . IT'S NOSTALGIC.. INDIFFERENCE AND NEGLECT OFTEN DO MORE DAMAGE THAN OUTRIGHT DISLIKE. THAT’S TRUE, THAT REALLY IS. I’D RATHER MY BEST FRIENDS TELL ME IN THE FACE THAT THEY DISLIKE ME, RATHER THEN NEGLECTING ME , LEAVING ME ALONE AND DUMPING ME TO A CORNER. COS I KNOW THEY DON’T REALLY HATE ME, BUT THEY ARE JUST TOTALLY NOT CARING ABOUT ME. THAT MAKES ME FEEL EVEN MORE UNWANTED THAN IF THEY TELL ME THEY DON’T LIKE ME. AT LEAST IF THEY SAY THEY DISLIKE ME, I GET THE ANSWER STRAIGHT, BUT IF IT’S NEGLECTING , IT MAKES ME FEEL AT A TOTAL LOSS. I DON’T KNOW, I REALLY DON’T KNOW… IT’S JUST PAINFUL AND NOSTALGIC, REALLY. I DON’T LIKE THAT AT ALL .

forget

2007-09-22T22:08:00.000-07:00

ii wanted tuu post ferh days alr , but havent had de tym and energy to .. but n0w tat ii'm here , ii've nth tuu say ! c0s ii literally ferhg0t wad ii've d0ne in de past few days ! ii do rmb a bit of ytd . so ii'll start frm ytd .

well , it was a REALLY hectic nn stressful day .. nn ferh de whole day in sch , ii've been looking sooo forward tuu after sch . really , it was jjus to tiring .. nn boring . in sch . yeah .. in the m0rning , only until de bus came then ii realised ii didnt bring my ez link card , nn ii didnt haf a coin on miie ! ii used it all up the previ0us day at de coffeesh0p ferh mye noodles , c0s ii wanted tuu get rid of th0se heavy things .. but wen ii really needed them ytd m0rning , ii didnt haf them , omg , so yea , ii had tuu gif de bus a miss! called bak hm , they cudnt find my card , so add br0t coins down ferh miie . wasnt too late , ii was never too late , c0s de next bus is always pretty fast tuu arrive . a few moments ii supp0se , after vien's reached sch , ii reach . =) ii was reading fanatically .. not exactly fanatical , errms , m0re like, FRANTICALLY . it was mye notes ferh chem. having a test later on. nn mem0rising forcefully .. cant really rmb things .. nn wen ii reached sch , ii was sooo tensed up, really stressful c0s it was the eng oral right after assembly . yea , so we came tuu it . it wasnt quite tough , n0t as difficult as ii t0t , it was kidna contradicting , some said the kids were wrapping things , others said they were unwrapping . ii ch0se tuu say unwrap , ii dunno why . th0se hu said wrapping , kinda make sense too , well it all depends on de teacher tuu think which is MORE right . gahs , ii didnt say much , ii rewrote nn almost didnt haf tym tuu complete it .. really , ii didnt conclude it quite well , c0s ii still haf loads tuu say , but didnt haf enuf tym . grr . nn immediately after tat , had chem test !! ii was trying tuu walk as slowly as ii cud tuu chem class , so tat ii had a lil' m0re tym tuu read up on myye chem , but ii still reached de rm eventually , obviously .. gahs , it was difficult !! ii kinda knew h0w tuu do , altho really unsure .. ii was pretty convinced ii g0t the method correct, but n0t exactly sure ii g0t the steps in de right order of if ii had all de steps in .. ohhh , ii dunno . never felt so anxious ferh a test , probably c0s it was set by mrs quah , it shud be damn difficult ! nn of course , ferh eng , de high expectations frm mrs soh really stresses miie ! aniiwaes , finally , after all th0se tests , phew , it was physics .. pretty relaxing , c0s no one's really paying attentiion . it's a slacking period .. hahahas . nn YEAHHS !! recess ! but didnt eat . wasnt too hungry . the tension tat m0rning filled miie up alr .. hahahs . nn ss . omg , ii was d0zing off alr . gahs , nn after sch . went straight tuu popo's hse . wad d'yuh expect , go out ? WITH WHO ? no friends tuu go out with , haf ii ? been spending all mye weekends stuck at hm , all my afternoons with no company at all . it's MISERABLE , but my friends DONT CARE , do they? HA , miracle if they do , they dd0n even kn0w h0w ii`m feeling . let's n0t bother abt it n0w , ii havent finished on mye day ! okays , so sh0rtly after ii arrived at popo's hse , went out again . tuu parkway with aunt nn bro . first tuu osim , tuu refund tat upapa , c0s aunt t0t it kinda useless .. it's nice ferh massage , but since she had de uzap , which she found out cud be used ferh backs after we g0t hm on de day of purchase , upapa wasnt necessay aniim0re .. did the procedures nn all , nn headed d0wn tuu basement , tuu tat games st0re . spent abt an hr dere , aunt negotiating the price nn accessorries tat accompany , of the PSP she wanted .. talked alot , nn ii t0t it was kinda awkward , tuu argue ferh so long .. hahahs , but it's ok , she did buy it eventually .. we had our lunch bef0re going bak tuu de st0re tuu collect it , it was modified nn it needed tym , so we had lunch during tat tym .. collected it nn rushed bak tuu popo's hse .. aunt had tuu tend de sh0p , worker didnt come nn uncle had tuu rush tuu the other sh0p .. ohhs . de whole tat day was rushing nn rushing .. really hectic yea .. played with pepper .. getting less nn less afraid of him .. nn he's getting m0re nn m0re mischievous !! hahhas , but tat's cute . hehehes .. yeps nn jjus hung ard popo's place until pretty late , until dad came tuu fetch us ..

home . tired .. ii was looking for myye ez link card, ii t0t ii left it on de table or sth but niang said she cudnt find it .. then sth struck miie . II PUT IT INTO THE STUPID COMPARTMENT IN MY BAGGGGGG ! c0s ii t0t tat compartment was stupid , nn ii didnt put anth important in it , ii didnt tink of looking into it in de m0rning ! nn yes ! it was there !!! goodness ! made miie miss a bus ferh nth ! gahs ! guess it was myye uptight mind in de m0rning , it wasnt functioning pretty well on things like tat th0 , it was only concentrated one my notes .. gahhhhhhs .. nvm , at least ii wasnt late ferh sch. hahas .

nn tuuday .. haf ii talked too much abt ytd , tat it's too long a post alr ? yes it is .. but nvm , ii'll continues ..
gues muhh determination aint str0ng at all . ii wanted devote muhh day tuu jjus mugging nn doing hw .. but ii dunno whr ii wasted it on , ii didnt do a single shit at all ! grr . it's a whole day wasted !! omg ! it's nearing EOY nn ii`m here , wasting mye tym on things ii dunno wad ii did !! omg , tis is driving miie krazii ! gahs . nn ii`m starving n0w . grrr , wadever, tat's all tuudae . g0tta go , bye .

II LOVE BROTHERHOOD NERDFIGHTERS ! muahahahahhahahahahs ! sept next yr , ii`m g0nna read PAPER TOWN and an0ther n0vel , ii dunno the name yet .. =D

as usual

2007-09-19T21:05:00.000-07:00

hmms , sch's as b0ring as usual , yea ..

w0ke up kinda late tiis m0rning , no, VERY late .. =p errms , guess ii didnt hear de alarm ringing , or cud be tat ii jjus dr0pped bak into myye nest after st0pping tat bloody LOUD alarm . ahahas .. but gud thing ii still managed tuu wake up at abt 6.30 , rushed nn everiithing , wasnt too late after all , managed tuu get tuu de bus st0p nn board de bus jjus in tym .. =) ii`m a fast runner , tat's why . hehehes . pe , did NOTHING tuudae , c0s of tat blazing sun , no one's too willing tuu play anthh , no one wans sunburns .. hahas . it was wayy too sunny tat even ii cant stand it .. muahahahahas . sat at a c0rner , chatted with de new pe teacher .. errms , ii dunno his name . hahas , he was so enthu in talking abt h0w he came into tiis pr0fession , as he used tuu be an engineer .. studied engineering too . nn c0ming tuu be a pe teacher f0r him was quite a sudden decision , he decided he'd like sp0rts .. yea , he sp0ke alot .. then he left us gurlls tuu talk am0ng ourselves .. hahas , fel,vien, shue nn ii , + xy afterwards , we were talking abt guys . hahas , we're gurlls , tat's why . talked abt why didnt they kn0w how tuu dress , nn yea , it was quite a juicy talk .. mauhahhas . "this is band one, " tiis repeatingly emphasized sentence pressurizes miie so much , nn makes miie feel especially out of place in tat band one eng class .. goodness , expectations were high , nn tat's a tough thing , ferhh miie ii guess . ii reck0n ii`m one of de few with de lowest marks ferh anth in tat band , omg . eng is nice , ii like it but n0t wen cher tym nn again reminds us tat we're in band one , superior tuu other bands .. gosh , it's stressful ! n0t one toe is tuu be stepped outta de line dere , cant aff0rd tuu make anii flaws , or FAIL . okays , we dd0n really fail in our marks , we fail ourselves .. errms , ii dunno h0w tuu put it , but , GAHHS . ii dunno , it's n0t too nice tuu be in band one . then it was pccg . had a talk frm a 63 yr old caucasian man hu lived in singapore ferh 6 yrs , been in de teaching vocatiion ferh 38 yrs , nn 23 of th0se yrs , a principal . in a pretty interesting way , he led us into a topic : making sense in m0ney. tat's h0w caucasians or eurasians are , they are so open , dey jjus talk so well nn sm0othly , but also really interestingly. it's like if we had ms aljunied tuu gif us tat talk , it'll be dr0pp dead boring ! she might jjus talk nn talk non st0p nn no one bothers tuu listen tuu tat load of crap . alth0 MAKING SENSE IN MONEY doesnt sound like a nice issue tuu be talking abt,th0se foreigners who are so out g0ing, they ariculate things in a totally different way frm asians which makes the wh0le subject seem less dull .. we asians are jjus so stifle nn straight , nth tat comes out frm us is NOT monotonous . haiis . we've really g0t tuu change . ii like de way these eurasians or english ppl talk , c0s ii like their accent . ii w0nt talk in such an accent , of course, but ii like listening tuu it , it's a total pleasure listening tuu them talk , really nice . hahahahhaahs ! weird ehs , hahhas. ii prefer de england type than the US type .. dere's a difference , pretty noticeable , nn de england type of accent sounds a lot nicer .. hahahas , seri0usly ! hehehs. so , sch finished with tat talk , nn we were dismissed .. walked tuu de bus int tuu get a mag , ferh tym killing at hm , c0s ii've finished myye ORDER OF THE PHOENIX , but dd0n wanna start de next bk yet , c0s exams are c0ming nn ii w0nt be able tuu st0p myself frm pampering myself with tat st0rybk, ii'll f0rget abt muhh revisions ! hahahs , so ii t0t ii'd better get it only after the exams .. goodness , fri's oral alr . n0t exactly oral c0s we're penning wad we wanna say , instead of really expressing it verbally.. yups, tat's h0w close we are tuu de exams n0w .. gahs . better start mye revision ferh ii havent touched a thing yet ! g0tta buck up a bit in these last few m0ment bef0re de exams ..

so .. yeah , ii guess there's nth much ii wanna talk abt ferh the rest of the day, ha .

so , seeyahs , sometym . muahhahas , ii'm really outta words n0w . hahas. BYES .

hate it

2007-09-18T18:51:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KELLY AND LOUISE !!! =D ALL THE BEST FERH UU B0TH CLEVER GIRLS ! MAY UU GET CLEVERER NN CLEVERER [[ dd0n overtake miie too much ]] , NN STAY PRETTY NN CUTE , UU BOTH .. =))

was like dead tired wen ii w0ke up tiis m0rning .. felt so heavy .. jjus wanna slp m0re .. gahs . washed up nn wentta sch .. emaths was extremely b0ring & irritating ! bloody big feet menopause lingshit . her voice is freakking shrieky !! hate it manss . jjus kant stand her v0ice ! it d0esnt make miie wanna slp , c0s ii kant slp with tat awfully ghastly voice of her , but it d0esnt quite keep miie awake nn attentive either .. jjus makes miie m0re ann0yed nn dd0n wanna listen tuu her .. ! oohs , p0a , stayed during recess tuu get myye work d0ne .. we had tuu hand in b4 we leave ferhh recess , but he changed his mind after tat , we cud get it d0ne at hm , but ii didnt wan , c0s ii wudnt kn0w h0w . hate tat adjustment thing too . grr . so many hateful things . an0ther thing worth hating - chinese test . sucks . had no tym , ii dunno why , left many blanks , ii didnt kn0w h0w tuu do at all , de compre .. nn ii cudnt understand a shit lahs . it was all abt s0me kinda DDL things larhs , nn ii hate tat kinda compre de m0st mans . it realliie jjus sucks . ii mean , uu might kn0w wad it means , but it's jjus tat uu kant express it out in w0rds , it's n0t easy! ferh miie , at least . omg . hate all these things . 3 hateful things in a m0rning . goodness . nn tuu add on .. HISTORY . it was soo hypnotising , ii was like sooo dr0wsy .. haiis . had kfc after sch, didnt expect tuu meet xy nn darence dere .. as usual , dey didnt trouble themselves tuu wait ferh us at all , nn instead t0t we were de ones hu didnt wait ferh them nn left .. omg , heck , wen did it ever happened tat vien nn ii didnt wait ferh uu ppl ? it's like , uu b0th are well off without anii of us frens , tat uu cud jjus walk away , everiiday , without even saying a bye or sth . it's n0t like we're s0me big shots tat uu haf tuu wait nn bid us goodbye , but hello , cud uu jjus spare a t0t abt de feelings of th0se hu are left behind ? yea it's ok ii might haf vien as c0mpany , wad if ii didnt ? like a few tymss ii wanted tuu bak popo hse , ii went alone , c0s uu both didnt wanna wait ferh aniione aniiwaes . others' feelings d0esnt matter . ii dunno , ii might get irritable lately , lil things ann0ys miie quite a lot , c0s ii always feel SO left out . ii dunno wad's abt tis theory but tat's h0w ii feel .. it's n0t abt miie n0t having a stead , ii dd0n like it like tat even if ii haf a stead . it's n0t c0s ii dd0n haf a stead nn uu b0th haf tat makes miie feel out of place , but it's like being dumped aside . always . ii dunno h0w tuu explain it . yea , uu might think tat II am de one hu d0esnt take frens seri0usly , g0ing ard mixing so well with some other frens nn look happier than ii am with uu b0th , but it's bec0s only wen with some other ppl ii dd0n feel so left out , we all play nn chat so happily .. nn alth0 ii`m n0t too close with other frens , but at least sometymss dey do b0ther tuu ask miie out tuu haf fun . uu see , even frens hu are n0t so close with miie , ask miie out tuu play , nn myye closest frens , it's realliie like thr0wing miie aside totally like ii never existed . nn ok , wads de purpose of g0ing out once in de blue moon ? tuu get ur steads' stuffs . n0t bec0s uu gurls felt like going out with miie . ii hate tat feeling . uu kn0w ii dd0nt like being alone , nn yet , uu were de ones hu left miie tuu be de loneliest . nn wad do uu say abt it ? "get a stead tuu accompy uu." even if ii had a stead , ii am still like n0t having frens at all . oh well , ii realliie dunno wads de use of saying this over nn over again ferh de umpteenth tym . yeah ii kn0w ii've said tiis loadsa tyms but ii just kant help st0pping myeself frm saying these things , it jjus burst out , nn after ii've written them all , ii'd think it sto0piid tuu haf repeated it all over again . OK . bak here , yeps .. whr was ii .. ah , after having kfc , which was alm0st like having it alone m0st of de tym , wentta popular tuu look ferh de bio tys .. outta st0ck , nn they're n0t even sure if de other branches haf it .. nvm , jjus study frm de tb bahs . yupps , so , xy nn darence left pop , dey went hm , hurriedly again , ii dunno why always like tat , then de rest of us went tuu search ferh xy's present . we were quite budget , didnt haf much m0ney , n0 one else was sharing .. nn we didnt haf much of wad she realliie needed in mind , didnt kn0w wad tuu get ferh her with such a low budget , so kept walking round nn round , av0iding mini toons as much as we can , c0s didnt wanna get presents ferh ppl dere , it's lame .. but eventually , we turned out tuu be like th0se lame ppl , we b0t frm mini toons . a piggy bank .. hehes , c0s ii dd0n rmb her having a nice pr0per one . she's always saving m0ney , isnt she ? so yeah , g0t her quite a pr0per one , wasnt quite ideal , but yea, jjus h0pe she likes it , which ii bet she wudnt c0s if it was miie , ii mightn't .. muahahahhahahas ! okays , it wasnt tat bad kkaes ! pretty cute larhs ! at least de t0t was dere .. =p lame excuse . hahas . yea , miie nn vien sh0pped ard , nn as we walked past seiyu , so coincidentally , ii glimpsed a red clutch inside de st0re nn so , walked in tuu haf a look . VERY CHEAP ! krazii CHEAP ferh tat clutch ! WOW . ii'll be a dead fool if ii dd0n get it , so yea , obviously ii g0t it , ii dd0n wanna be a dead fool . didnt buy it too much ferh de price , but m0re ferh de clutch itself . cud be a sling bag too .. ii wasnt h0ping tuu come acr0ss such a bag or anth , nn didnt plan on buying such a bag at all , but de m0ment ii saw this , ii cudnt st0p wanting tuu buy it , hahahas , hands kinda itched .. hehehes .. =p it's realliie nice , de red is n0t too bright , a BIT duller than myye red sh0ulder bag . yeps , but very very nice .. at least ii tink so . =) gahgahs , so c0ntented with muhhself .. hehehs , went hm after tat .

had been sitting here alm0st since ii came hm .. spent abt 15 nmins on de last few pages of myye HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF THE PHOENIX , then used de c0mp since . hahahs . lalas , n0t many ppl updating , nth much tuu do , br0wsing ard friendster , tat's sooo b0ring !

okays , realliie tired n0w , catch a quick nap bef0re mum c0mes hm .. hehehs .. =D byes !

d0gs

2007-09-16T04:33:00.000-07:00

ii've g0t 2 new baggggs !! muahahahahahahhahas ! one club 69 sh0ulder bag nn one br0wn handbag. n0t as in HANDbag , n0t tat small type , but kinda big .. n0t ferh sch , so ii said it was hangbag .. ahhas . yeps . mum g0t it ferh miie !! =)) hahhas , so happy .. nice nice ! heheh .. so , ii can cancel of 2 items frm myye wanting list ! hahahs ..

nn ii saw a d0g ytd .. outside a supermarket with mum . shihtzu. damn cute ! realliie veryy cute !!!! nn it was damn obedient ! realliie ! it's owner , an auntie , went into de supermarket tuu get her things , nn she t0ld de d0g , named tiger , tuu sit there nn wait ferh her . she didnt tie it tuu aniiwhr , jjus asked the tiger tuu sit nn n0t move nn wait ferh her tuu come out .. nn it did as t0ld ! didnt m0ve a toe ferhh m0re than 15 mins ! nn dere was a ring of cr0wd gathered ard it tuu watch h0w cutely obedient it was ... !!! omg ! pinches ! wanted tuu hug it , but didnt dare at first , until some other ppl went tuu touch it .. nn ii did too .. nn so , tat means ii`m n0t too afraid of other dogs either! mauhahhas ! yeahhhss ! but maybe it's jjus discrimination , as aunt said abt xy , c0s we b0th arent too scared of d0gs cute like tat , but realliie scared wen we see ugly d0gs , alth0 small .. ugly as in , if we dd0n like tat breed of d0g , it's ugly ferh us . =p nn tru enuf , an0ther dog came , a bit smaller than tat cute TIGER , but n0t as adorable , nn jjus de breed tat ii dislike , ii shunned away frm it ! realliie , c0s it was ugly , ii didnt like it , so ii was kinda afraid of it .. hahahas . reck0n myye mindset has it tat ugly d0gs are harmful , tuu miie . hahahs .. nn tat d0g was realliie sto0pid nn naughty ! it kept wanting tuu go near nn disturb tiger ! it was held tightly on its leash by its owner , nn ii guess tat owner really wans tuu dig a h0le tuu hide her face ! her d0g was soo inobedient ! it d0esnt listen tuu her c0mmands at all , she asked it tuu sit , it didnt, nn kept barking . de cr0wd , all of us , must all be c0mparing de vast diff between these 2 d0gs . first , evidently de appearance is a win ferh tiger , then de tiger's good good good behavi0ur also benefited him ferh de c0mparison .. hahahahas !! despite tat ugly d0g trying tuu disturb , tiger wasnt much affected by it , it jjus stayed dere , n0t m0ving at all ! n0t even de tail , nn it was sitting so upright .. muahahahahahahs !! realliie cute ! omg omg omg ! nn then de owner came out frm de supermarket some half nn hr ltr , but tiger still didnt advance on her wen she walked out frm de supermarket , it still sat there , until wen de owner said GO , then did it m0ve . omg. nn it made miie w0nder , wen will pepper ever bec0me like tat ? so obedient ? haiis , like , seems imp0ssible .. muahahhas . pepper's jjus too mischievous .. ! gahs , pepper seems moody these few days .. awww .. too b0red , ii guess . we put him out after ii got bak ytd , nn he was like in no mood tuu play with us .. gahhs . poor pepper .. but we did manage tuu cheer him up with his treats ! hahhas , some tricks nn he gets his treats ! =D

hm after tat , so tired , but so happy , with de 2 new bags .. hahahahs ..

nn tuudae , w0ke up nn did chinese pr0j. phew , finally c0mpleted ! n0w ii've g0t tuu devote de rest of mye dae tuu hw .. goodness , killing miie manss . !! ii`m finishing up with de order of the phe0nix alr ! yeahs ! but it's saddening , ii`m at de part whr sirius black died .. aww , so depressing .. gahs . okays , guess ii'll finish up de last bit bef0re doing myye hw .. =p byes !

so long?!

2007-09-14T23:34:00.000-07:00

omg , ferhh h0w long haf ii n0t been here ?! a week ?! gahhs ! so long alr ?! okoks , dd0n miiss miie , ii`m here ! =D okays. hmms .. ii didnt c0me ferh so long , c0s ii wasnt free , OBVIOUSLY , or else ii'd haf come , right ? .. hahahs. okays , after th0se supp classes on m0nday last week stayed at hm on wednesday , nn wentta sent0sa on thurs . so, shall we talk abt tat .. ? but ii can only rmb it vaguely .. it's a week ago , myye mem0ry's n0t too good .. =p

hehehs .. it was all planned , tuu go sent0sa nn all , by darence . partly by xy .. at least, she THINKS she is de sole organiser .. ahhahas , she's wr0ng . dere's a saying : one mountain high , one mountain higher .. aiiyahs , sth like tat .. ahhahas ! so , xy t0t she wud be surprising darence by asking us tuu go sent0sa tuu cele with him , ALONE . both of them , ii mean , so darence "tot" we werent g0ing .. but instead , darence arranged with us earlier than xy , tuu keep her in de dark , make her plan nn everiithing , but dd0n listen tuu wad she says , follow only his plan .. hahahas. . okays , let's n0t get so detailed , or it'll be damn long . hahahs . so , on tat day itself , vien met with darence tuu collect the cake , at emicakes , near vien's hse tat's why she could collect , nn ii went tuu meet her at braddell mrt .. ii was supp0sed tuu meet her tuu collect the cake tuugether , but ii guess ii was late yet again , as usual .. =p yeps , so headed tuu tpy mrt tuu meet the others .. supp0sed tuu meet ryan darreneng chengyue zy nn jw .. cudnt c0ntact zy nn cy .. waited ferhh abt an hr ferhh ryan !! pr0ceeded tuu novena mrt tuu wait ferhh cy !! he was at de lan playing .. goodness . th0se guys are .... omg , h0w cud dey let us gurlls wait ferh an hr ?! omg ! unbelieveably ungentleman !! yeah , finally , g0t cy . zy caught up with us at sent0sa ltr.. yes , reached sent0sa .. nn were eating a bit at 7-11 while waiting ferhh de 2 leads .. dey didnt appear , had tuu meet them at de other side , took de tram .. darence acted dumb nn surprised wen he saw us all .. hahahas ! den until zy arrives , we sang de bdae song , XY's name , n0t darence's , then only did she realise we it was a surprise ferhh her ! muahahhas . okays , blew out de candle nn ate de cake .. yummmms .. hahaas . chocolatey ! =D yeah, cycled ferhh a bit after tat , it was boring . we cycled d0wn a steep sl0pe , ii was waiting at de foot ferh viien , who was a bit sl0wer c0s she didnt realliie kn0w h0w , nn seeing tat ii st0pped dere waiting ferh her , she wanted tuu slow d0wn a lil' too , but she cudnt control de brakes nn kn0cked on a wooden barrier thing .. g0t bruises of c0urse , good thing it was cuts nn blood tat she had .. gahs . hahahas .. had enuf of cycling in tat b0ring place , with b0ring ppl ! returned de bikes . viien xy nn ii wentta de beach , tasted de nice cool breeze nn jjus str0lled a bit along de seaside .. de water was cooling , oohoooo .. nn de guys , including darence de lead, were all sitting inside de pavilli0n , n0t wanting tuu come out under de sun nn into de sands .. goodness , h0w m0re sissy can dey get ?! omg . nn after washing up our legs , WENT HOME !! blimey , can uu believe it ?! nn mark uu , we didnt take pics either .. ! w0ws , WONDERFUL trip tuu sent0sa .. ha . took bus 57 all de way tuu tpy , only having myye pathetic mp3 in de fone tuu keep miie company .. of course ii was sitting ALONE . was dead beat wen we reached bak hm , alth0 didnt play much at all .. hahas ..

nn friday . determined n0t tuu go out at first , but felicia's invitation tuu her hse ferh a party with de classmates bef0re sch re0pens kinda swayed myye determination .. hahas .. ii t0t it cud be sth tuu brighten up de h0li a bit , n0t having had anii fun at all ferhh tat wh0le week .. nn after asking ard , nette , kim nn wt agreed tuu go , so we met at j8. but , evetually , we didnt turn up ferh de party c0s .. hahahs .. dey said it wasnt g0nna be fun since de church ppl were g0ing too .. errms , s0rta like religion discrimation but .. true , ppl frm tat church wasnt good tuu mix with .. it's scary . it's actually n0t too much abt being christians , but abt being in tat particular church .. ii dd0n wanna name it but ii tink everiione shud kn0w , dd0n wanna offence th0se ppl , nn dd0n wanna get caught by police ferh talking abt religions .. it's sensitive .. so , we met up but decided n0t tuu go , nn wentta orchard ferhh dinner instead .. hahahs .. wanted tuu eat sth nice , but kim didnt haf enuf m0ney after buying cheese ferh her mum , so ate long j0hn .. YUMMMY esp wen uu're realliie hungry ! chatted abt many diff things , it was realliie very nice tuu be with them .. as ii said , everiione cud get involved in de conversation nn it's jjus laughter nn crap .. but it's realliie nice , felt happy wen ii chat with them like tat all de tym , c0s ii jjus cant st0p laughing .. but if it's with myye gurls , a lil giggle might mean childishness or not being serious abt wad dey said .. so of course ii wud feel m0re lighthearted wen gathered with these fun ppl .. muahahahhhhahahas ! nn ii didnt haf tuu think so much abt being left alone or wad .. =) aniiwaes , after dinner at long j0hn , had a drink at mc cafe .. nn ii had a cake too .. wayyy too hungry nn long j0hn jjus cant content myye stomach .. hehehes .. nn after tat , trained hm .. =)) enj0yable evening indeed . =D

stayed at hm over de weekends tuu rush thru all de h0l hw .. piles nn piles of it ! grr .. sch re0pened .. still , workloads increase .. pr0js nn manii others .. goshh , it's hard tuu c0pe esp ferhh myye undersized brain ! well maybe only ferhh maths .. had a poa test on tues , nn ii think ii flunked it , definitely .. checked ans with de others after de test , nn ii g0t NOTHING c0rrect .. didnt haf tym tuu revise de test , nn ii wasnt good at tat t0pic as well , never made it tuu get anth c0rrect ferhh tis t0pic , didnt understan at all .. grr , it's realliie getting so stressful recently , as exams are drawing nearer , nn dere's jjus so much tuu cope with !! haiis ..

a week has passed , it's a friday again .. supp0sed tuu be having a lil sumptous lunch with nette kim nn wt again , but didnt in de end .. nette wanted tuu watch de speeches nn presentations of de leftover ppl .. wt went hm tuu change c0s she had tuu go ferh a checkup after our lunch nn c0s ii t0t kim went hm too , then so did ii .. but everiione were lazy tuu go out after getting hm , so tat's why didnt lunch out tuugether in de end .. haiis , these days , myye fridays are unwisely spent at hm .. who has de SPARE tym tuu go out with miie , tuu keep miie company ? n0tice tat it's useless tuu say such things over nn over again ? n0t tat ii`m hinting , but it's jjus stating h0w ii feel everii split sec . awfully incredibly very lonely ! tat's why myye mind seems always tuu dwell on sto0piid t0ts like , jjus leaving myye clique nn find s0me other compani0ns who uwd be able tuu keep miie c0mpanied. oh well of course tat was jjus some t0ts , alth0 dey dd0n bother abt miie , but yea , dey're still dears tuu miie okays .. after all tat we've g0ne thru , no way ii`m leaving so easily .. gahhs , nvm , took a nap nn went tuu popo's hse after tat .. had yummy chicken rice !! =)) played with cute lil pepper .. woohooooo .. hahahas .. let him out but didnt entertain him .. hahas , even until n0w , ii still dd0n quite dare tuu get too near him , or get tuu krazii .. ii`ll try . he was so mischievous ! biting anth he cud sp0t ! plastic bags nn all , nn ii had tuu snatch it bak ! aunt wasnt at hm but ii t0t of letting him out tuu stretch nn walk a bit , so had tuu let him out but he went ard sniffing ferhh new things tuu lay his teeth on .. grr , h0pefully wen he's an adult nn st0ps teething , he might st0p biting wadever's in his sight .. =D cute pepper .. ooohhs .. so cushiony .. hahhas .. ! nn yeps , hm after tat . tired. okays , enuf said , BYES . =)